#clinical
If you are aware enough
People are lessions
Just listen, observe, and learn
A little longer
A little deeper
More at a personnal level
Some carry stories of displacement, pain and survival
Some carry nothingness, nonsense, and waste of time
Some hold enigma of hope, love, and kindness
Some transform us in a way we never expected
Not everyone in the same journey
Not in the same pace
Not everyone responses similarly
Not everyone understands their authenticity
Not everyone needs to know all sides of you
Be selective
Rewrite the narrative what to understand
What to let go
People are lessions
Observe, and learn
Where to pause
When to reply, no thanks
When to stay silent
When to look around
And where to flow
Namaste !
Apr 27
Apr 27, 2026 at 7:22 PM UTC
If the oxymeter
Shows
Null
Spo2
Either
You are dead
Or the Oxymeter
Review that
Apr 14
Apr 14, 2026 at 12:29 PM UTC
(Reference: 70-110)
Observing her
The moment I asked
"What made you come here?"
Her report
Defies all the reasons
She holds
The Eyes
That had seen enough
Still never say
Too much
I adviced
"Get time to read your body."
Apr 5
Apr 5, 2026 at 1:57 AM UTC
If you can invite me
Wholeheartedly
Invite me to your thoughts
And with all my might
An aesthetic senses
Let me be
In my own way
In all the sulci
And the gyri
Synapse the nerves
Of sensory delight
Transcendent realm
Of heart, body and mind
Cross the elemental avenue
Where solely
Soul resides
With the sacred worship
And the exquisite conscience
Let me lighten up
Letting your spirit high
Nothing much....
Immerse yourself
Like yesterday
And always
If you can invite me
Wholeheartedly
Invite me to your thoughts
Aug 13, 2022
Aug 13, 2022 at 6:13 AM UTC
Darling
There is no such medicine
Like
To have
Someone
Who listens
Who understands
Dec 9, 2021
Dec 9, 2021 at 10:58 PM UTC
Today I consulted
Myself
And referred to you
You gazed me
Head to toe
Probably found nothing
Interesting
Then referred, me back
I put myself on
Mindset Therapy
And ensured to rest in time
"No need of follow-up"
"Heal by yourself"
Pretty harsh advice, that way
Nov 19, 2020
Nov 19, 2020 at 11:13 AM UTC
Besides
Inspection
Palpation
Percussion
And auscultation
One should spend
More time on
Soul gazing
And that makes all the difference
Read it again
Nov 13, 2020
Nov 13, 2020 at 2:06 AM UTC
Holding the prescription
She asked me
"Don't I have right to live more?"
With the adverse face
And the tired eyes
Through thick and thin
Weakening defenses
To feed the spirit
Hold on
Her skin have seen the past
Long live.....your hope for survival
Even though life was complex
She'll seek
What she deserves
Simple
It will be
Feb 26, 2020
Feb 26, 2020 at 9:28 PM UTC
गणेशजीले सोधे
अब जोगीन
मैले के गर्नु पर्छ ?
मैले भन्दिए
अली
छाटिनु पर्छ
अली
त्यो हजुरको वाहनलाईचै आराम दिनुहोला
अली
धेरै मुख मिठो नगर्नुस्
ल अब त्यो
लड्डु एक्लै नखानुस्
धन्वंतरीको सत्संगमा बस्नुस्
सदा जय होला
Nov 13, 2019
Nov 13, 2019 at 9:20 PM UTC
पुरानो कागत ल्याउनु भएन?
* छुटेछ बाबु
हिजो आज कुन औषधि, कति खादै हुनुहुन्छ?
* मैले?
* त्यो ३१० रुपैया पर्ने
* पहिले १९० मा पाइन्यो
* बाबुलेनै २ महिना अघि पावर बढाएको
अब भन्नुस् वहाले
कुन औषधि कति पावरको
सेवनगर्नु भएको?
Sep 7, 2019
Sep 7, 2019 at 6:23 AM UTC
They say I'm depressed
And they seem right so far
All I know is I'm a blessed mess
And though I quote I'm too blessed to be stressed
But I'm stressed and I know I'm blessed
Leave it to the doctors and specialist they seem to know whats best
Distressed perplexed and confused
Down right sad dismal and blue
It took a while to admit I was beat
Defeated
Didn't watch what I ate
I wasn't great
Cared less about my fate
I mean I cared but it didnt dissapate
And it seemed it could withstand the weight
So I gave it another stiff arm
What would be the harm
It withstood my charm
My charisma
My pleads and my begs
But it wasnt until I was fed
Up and downright ******
More than a we gone to get through this
My energy was on ten
Determined to get a win
By any means
Strength and grit
Smile and wit
Bend down a bit
Cause I know how to pray
From a dismal blue to a dark hued gray
My depression didn't didnt
bend stray or go away
To my dismay and my demise
Other wise and next slide
I is tired
Boss
Calculated the cost
Removed the dross
Can't fake the funk or pretend
To floss
Coins to toss
Do I admit defeat
Outcome looks bleak
Do I cheat
Should I speak
Whose help to seek
Sat in a therapist chair
Felt like the enemys lair
Not a chess champ or even a player
Not here or there
A few more gray hairs
Not a win anywhere
So I changed therapist and asked for help
Took what was bottled up off the shelf
Put it all on display let it all hang out
Surrendered my clout
Pushed through the doubt
Got it all out
Cringed screamed and shout
Wanted to cry but the tears won't
come out
Shared a little
Grew strong where I was brittle
Stopped twiddling
Fiddling
Learned to listen
Put two and two of what I was missing
Didn't know the term
Unlearned what I learned
I was functionally depressed
Blessed and stressed
Perplexed out of context
Vexed
Distressed
Let's
Get the concept
Light bulb on
In character
More laughter
Silence the chatter
It simply doesnt matter
Moving towards what I'm after
Terms like radical acceptance and new normal
Informal
Out of the turmoil
Enemys plan foiled
Unbridled unspoiled
Cleaning the soiled
Exchanged my linens
Grinning and winning
Doing it different
To a Great extent
Choosing to vent
Saying thank you to those
Who lent
Ears times smiles and tears
Cheers and being kind
Helping me out of life's bind
Lost and found
Common ground
And on the pitchers mound
No longer down
Or out
Snatched back my clout
Upturned my pout
Fully working it out
And through it
Gets better by the bit
Me and depression have split
I'm ok and handling it
The divorce was hard
She still had my debit card
A few unauthorized charges
Interruptions
And barges
But I'm on top
Top flight
Fighting full of might
On the other side of my plight
In spite
Of all the hype
I choose to swipe
Left right up or down
Till I find my sound
And the brightness resounds
All the while my hope rebounds
Jul 20, 2019
Jul 20, 2019 at 4:05 AM UTC
May be
You are right
It will start
Under
A pale moon light
To the new rhythm
Of the same old beats
There is a time
When
Nerves get amused
Then after
Jun 13, 2019
Jun 13, 2019 at 9:34 PM UTC
Don't dare to conflict
With Medics
They can
They can knockout
Using all those
Vile medical terms
For that
For that one needs to
Get through entrance
Join Medical School
Hold on for years
Even more
Just to understand
What they said
May 29, 2019
May 29, 2019 at 12:22 PM UTC
If You
If You
Ask me to draft
Your
Health certificate
I will write
You are beautiful
Nothing else
May 9, 2019
May 9, 2019 at 4:18 AM UTC
Hear the symptoms
Before searching for a sign
Don't rush
Apr 9, 2019
Apr 9, 2019 at 11:45 PM UTC
Nobody
Asked me
What was that?
Was it the effect
of Ketamine
or you?
Feb 6, 2019
Feb 6, 2019 at 9:06 PM UTC
when consumed with the torturous thought of growing old and just
wanting to end it now
is when i truly feel the most
clinical.
depression
the crux of the matter i’m just
recovering from past lives i cannot imagine
grey days are days i wish eternal death on myself
all of me, my entire soul, body, thought, potential, existence
gone.
Sep 29, 2018
Sep 29, 2018 at 4:51 PM UTC
His texts are shorter.
The replies are few.
Clinical.
I'm now waiting restlessly.
That's new..
The distance feels longer than ever.
No sign of him.
As the minutes pass by my heart sinks.
Is there someone else?
Aug 29, 2018
Aug 29, 2018 at 11:50 AM UTC
All those ups and downs
With effort
Moments to celebrate
A glorious time
And
With the same effort
Some moments to felt
Sorry
Even when
Being in the right lane
No Prejudice
Here we are trained
How to judge
Getting help of senses
Our eyes are judgmental
So do, the ears and touch
If someone dies
Of kindness
Let them search a scapegoat
Let them find us
Everywhere
I don’t ask for much
Think for the few seconds
What, If the Stethoscope
Ask for a rest
Aug 15, 2018
Aug 15, 2018 at 3:33 AM UTC
Did Whole Body Check Up
But can’t find
Where the pain was
Jul 30, 2018
Jul 30, 2018 at 9:46 PM UTC
They said
I already ate
I have not chewed
Neither felt any taste
Do I really ate?
Probably I have forgotten
Or
lost the taste.
May 29, 2018
May 29, 2018 at 11:41 AM UTC
I sought out just what I've become
Numb to trepidation, apposed to emotions
I choke on sensations, opening to oceans
Of blood soaked remnants I can't fathom
Begin to comprehend, or otherwise justify
To myself
And It's square on my shoulders
If I like it or not
Sating my lust for life, finding out how
To revel in spite, in spite of myself, honestly
Grating, the thoughts that haunt me through
Sleepless hours and all the mindless rambling I do
To myself
I wanted to change, and I did
I did change
Bought at the current rate
Life condensed to a price
I wanted everyone to pay
Besides me. Never me
I thought it free, until someone came around with
The promise that they'd take it all away
Breaking ground, like the words I said
What I say in my day to day
Breaking ground, foray into something
I'd call a grave mistake
Try to justify it, screaming at the sky
Trying hard to hide what I swear I left behind
Blame it on society. A scapegoat that never falters
Hurdles that I prayed would change, and yet
They never falter
So, I blame it on you, and then you blame it on me
I blame it on myself
...
I blame myself.
What it always comes down to
And I turned into what I had always planned to turn into
Go figure.
May 2, 2018
May 2, 2018 at 4:38 AM UTC