#cigarrettes
While I am walking through this garden
I remember of our green moments
and I also remember of mine black menthol cigarettes,
which makes me swallow our dark moments.
Feb 2, 2017
Feb 2, 2017 at 1:16 AM UTC
Couldn’t sleep last night
so I did the next best thing
and quaffed caffeine until
cerebral vasoconstriction
set in
I think
I know I have always been embarrassed to be me
but I guess
if nothing else
Humiliation breeds diffident dissonance humbly so
so foggy up here
a tad bit soggy,
saturated with my diseased anatomical atoms
my dendrites retreating
softening like rotting fruit
so much potential so little actualization
synapses overloaded
with drugs
that I didn’t know
Like the lone tree in the farthest forrest
dendritic pestilence is high and corrosive
I’m high and corrosive
and
I sigh for the lovers that never knew I loved them.
I miss the lovers that I never knew I loved.
and
I love the lovers who didn’t don’t and wont love me.
Couldn’t sleep last night
so I did the next best thing
and mirrored the rain until
pillows were
sponges
I think
I know I have always wanted to be caressed slightly
but I guess
if nothing else
creation breeds ****** succulence cunningly so
so sticky down here
a tad bit rickety,
saturated with my diseased anatomical atoms
my elevated coronary coronated erosion
sputters like a misused Porsche
911
so much beauty so little left
arteries caked
with yesterday’s cigarette
that let me let go.
Jun 17, 2015
Jun 17, 2015 at 9:57 AM UTC
I've lost my mind.
Somewhere down the line.
Maybe I set it down to parachute the pill.
Maybe I set it down to light the grass.
Maybe I set it down to drink to the last drop.
Maybe I set it down to light the cancer.
Should I even pick it up?
It's probably covered in dust and filth.
Part of me is glad that it's gone.
Why would I trade a vice for a thought?
Apr 11, 2015
Apr 11, 2015 at 8:29 PM UTC
i never understood smoking
held my breath around the aroma
said "Smoking ***** to an electronic pack of cigs
I saw the chemicals in the black light
I went to the funeral of my grandfather
death by lung cancer
But you see I think smokers don't care
they're aware of the 10 minutes off of their life
the poison
the WARNING packaging
but 10 minutes off of my life
i don't care
I'm too afraid to cut myself
but a burning cig in my lungs is good enough for now
Sep 24, 2014
Sep 24, 2014 at 9:49 PM UTC
There are those who would not agree
With the thought of you and I;
The thought of our lips touching,
Of you kissing my neck as I arch my head back in laughter.
Sharing a *** of tea in midday,
Pointing out our favorite lines in the song
And realizing altogether
That we’ve only known one another’s touch
For a short time; yet it feels like eternity.
I do not know all the secrets you hold,
The worst thing you’ve slurred while drunk,
Or how many friends abandoned you.
And you don’t know the dusty corners of my mind quite yet.
But what I do know is that
Your skin is made of galaxies,
Your eyes of stars,
Your heart of nebulas
And I can no longer imagine the night sky without you.
And even if my baggage comes with peach tea
And yours holds the ashes of cigarettes,
We won’t know the difference 20 years down the road.
Brew me up and I’ll inhale your nicotine,
Let me steep and I’ll exhale the smoke you've held in for so long.
I’ll be your anchor and you can be my wings,
And we won’t give up easily.
We have this life and the next to figure it out,
And when the earth falls, and we plunge through darkness with it,
Nothing but our stars will remain.
Jul 13, 2014
Jul 13, 2014 at 6:22 PM UTC