#chronicallyill
A weak body
withering away,
a silent pain that cannot sway,
a health so low it fades away,
like leaves in the wind
on a rainy day,
a women with sorrows
so deathly afraid,
but not anymore she said so brave
May 25
May 25, 2026 at 12:22 PM UTC
A mangled bird slumps in her gilded cage
Surrounded by opulence and feasts she cannot savor
Golden bars festooned with rolling joints and popping bones
A doll sewn by a child's hand
Pull her thread as she buckles like a berry
Blood
A viscous syrup in her legs
Sticky confluence
Heartbeat like a hummingbird
The nectar would likely cause an eruption of glowing pink hives
A rosy sanguine sea
Vision blurring
Rumination like hands on a clock
Round and round
Living days like
Copy, paste
Groundhog's Day
Oh, look, it's night again
Ice packs and Epsom baths
Erratic dreams
The clock resets
Oh, joy, it's day again
Mar 13, 2025
Mar 13, 2025 at 2:18 AM UTC
Seeing stars while standing still,
There’s no denying that you’re ill,
Denial persists, stabs and twists
You stand in a fog a filled abyss
Searching for words, but instead you just drift
Empty handed time after time
You feed yourself lies and pills, there’s no denying that you’re ill,
More doctors than friends, you try so hard not to let the pain in
Chronic or Histrionic, whose to say in the end?
Rhetorical epiphanies are your oldest friend
Seeing stars while standing still,
The beholder’s eyes find solace in nature’s will
Jun 21, 2018
Jun 21, 2018 at 5:10 PM UTC
Terrified
Written in cursive
Behind your eyes
The messy braided hair
Is all that's left of you
Standing in a white dress
It was seventy degrees outside
You shut the window
"I'm sorry,"
Your handwriting just vexed me
Your pen had too much ink
Your toenails were broken
The white page turned to gaping black
As you crossed out the words
I closed the door and walked away
You said you felt some sort of chill, and I believed you
Must have been a gap between the stark walls and the blanched window frame
I found you a blanket
Feb 27, 2018
Feb 27, 2018 at 3:36 PM UTC
There's a war on
inside me
Raging on
And I'm fighting.
But I'm not free.
And never will be.
I battle my body...
So everyone can see
(Especially me)
that this war will not end in defeat
Dec 21, 2014
Dec 21, 2014 at 3:26 AM UTC