#choker
Sometimes wearing a choker is
A sign of weakness, a cry for attention.
But mostly, it's a token of strength.
I've walked through hell and back,
so know it.
Jun 1, 2018
Jun 1, 2018 at 9:19 AM UTC
A command the neck hugging necklace was given
.....Chok(h)er.....
Believing the suffocation will comfort her fears and insecurites
....Chok(h)er....
A dazzle is distress is it's appropriate title. Secretly, into her skin it is driven.
....Chok(h)er....
Believing it has the right to silence her nerves that desire to warn her of their up coming death
....Chok(h)er....
Innocent in charm, it convinces her neck and brain to go numb. Her voice now hidden
....Chok(h)er....
Soon to be mute, this man made design, confined to her neck
....Chok(h)er....
Is the unseen burden she carries. This chain of confinement should be forbidden
....Chok(h)er....
This piece of dark fashion, shows its goal loud and crystal clear
So why are people blinded?
For it is called...
The Choker...
Jan 27, 2018
Jan 27, 2018 at 10:12 AM UTC
I am a disaster
Smokey eyes and dark lipstick
With a choker around my neck
I was choked all night
The panic attacks
The disappointment
The sadness
It just bursts
Into an uncontrollably cries
Maybe it’s the darkness
Maybe it’s the choker
Or maybe,
It’s just how I am
-s.f
Jul 3, 2016
Jul 3, 2016 at 7:51 AM UTC
0:00
I fly through the front doors
racing upstairs like hunted prey
praying she didn't see me
1:00
I tear open the make remover
and feverishly rip off
the overpowering
jet black eyeliner
2:00
I steal a glance in the bedroom mirror
and throw on a hoodie over my black shirt
quickly swapping out the black pants for jeans
in a crude attempt to look normal
3:00
I hear her steps ringing off the stairs as my heart beats
sounding together like a drum kit
I pull off my spiked black bracelets
and trinkets
hands shaking palms sweating
as I hide them away
4:00
I feel the door opening before it does and
hope i covered up the look, the spikes hidden
the eyeliner gone
i glance in the mirror and see a pale
empty girl looking back
terrified of being caught
5:00
she asks how my day was while casually looking around the room
her ever seeing eyes falling on my undoing
my small black spiked gothic bracelet
hanging off the desk
sticking out like a sore thumb
6:00
she asks what it is
and looks at me questioningly
talking about how she deposes the style
hates the look
as I fumble for an excuse
of the unusual possession
7:00
I lie, its easy now i do it all the time.
But this was different. I tell her
that its a stupid birthday gift
a throwaway I keep because
friends like to see me wear what they bought
but as I utter the words
I feel like Im stabbing my soul
twisting a knife
calling a part of my identity garbage
telling myself that part of myself is simply a throw away
and despite the fact that I use a fake knife
The sting still feels real
because I know that part of what I say is true
Feb 16, 2015
Feb 16, 2015 at 2:10 AM UTC
You were the sudden taste of champagne on my tongue
you gave me a taste of my future
and gave me courage
making me explode with every feeling imaginable
You were the choker on my neck
restraining your emotions with a hint of humor
changing the past & making it present
You were the pencil in my hand
erasing everything I thought I knew about love and coming up with your own definition
You were the view from my window
giving me a peak into a curious, beautiful new world awaiting me the chance to explore
You were the fog after the storm
unknown & mysterious
causing me to wander
You were the puppeteer
putting on a show
with me as your puppet
only to leave within a matter of time
Feb 13, 2015
Feb 13, 2015 at 4:15 PM UTC
i fall asleep in the a.m. hours with my necklace holding my veins together, tight enough to remind me of your fingers interlocking in the very same place.
Nov 22, 2014
Nov 22, 2014 at 5:40 PM UTC