#chipped
I have not a Chip
My heart tends to beat Skip
Bitten lower lip Quivers
Shaken bow Sharp Arrows
Archer Aimed Deadshot Insane
Sadness seams ripped to Smiles I Delivered
None the less soul shook to shiver
Sharpen up that attitude
For briefest of care for the endless brood
I do have some cracks
Spackle specked front to back
Sorrow shallowly sunk skin deep
Toddler to Teen to Twenty-nineteen
Tirelessly testing Me
Broken Little Pieces
Have indeed befallen Me
But Here is the Trick to Treat
My Broken Little Pieces
Like Stem Cells
Not to be rid of
Instead held aside
to review
to reflect
For a Better You
Lies within even the Broken View
So Cracked, Chipped, or Broken
These are the Ingenium Gems Unspoken
Pressure Pressed, Stress and all the Mess
We Push, Plead, FIGHT aloud
Broken Little Pieces
Mine Make Me Proud
Dec 8, 2019
Dec 8, 2019 at 8:18 PM UTC
coffee stain memories (an aging love)
our dozen or so mugs,
all white, her color of choice,
accumulating stains of black-brown coffee
that the dishwasher poetically concedes,
a decade plus of drinking, now, oh-now,
****** and can’t be removed
the lips of some are chipped,
the lips of some are chapped,
but they remain employed
for first coffee is a demonstrable
affectation of affection that losing
would be costly
*but one of us soto voce, quietly whispers
the radical ionized idea,
shouldn’t we replace,
this should-not is an update, a cognition of
a bridge too far,
both agreeing, both conceding the symbolism,
the heart acknowledges a momentary thrombosis,
for the losing turnover is a winless loss*
messaging in and about,
an aging staining love losing
~
A no ki tov tuesday poem
Apr 16, 2019
Apr 16, 2019 at 11:40 AM UTC
You and I will crack one day
The smoothness will all go away
And as our hairs fade into grey
Will the love still stay?
We promise love until the dust
But so often forget the rust
Failing frequently to discuss
What happens if nothing happens to us
The porcelain will splinter and chip
Marking, for some, where the veil rips
But my love lasts more than just a stint
Of smooth skin on my fingertips
For if the twilight fades the blue
It replaces it with countless hues
And so will grow my love for you
In seeing, remem’bring what we’ve gone through
You and I will crack, no doubt
But my love will faithfully pour out
To endless bound, in copious amounts
A quenching water from an undying spout
Oct 17, 2018
Oct 17, 2018 at 10:09 AM UTC
there’s a gouging hole where my chest used to be
ever since the moment i met you
a tiny piece of me has crumbled and fallen to the floor
leaving trails of myself as i pass
and over the months as i have been chipped away at
my soul
has emptied
i’ve grown tired of the pain
i’ve grown tired of the wanting and the longing
i’ve rushed to pick up pieces of myself again but i found that they don’t fit
i am not the same anymore
we are not the same
nothing will be like it was
these months have sloshed like water, up and down and now the water is gone
a new tide has come in
and i don’t know how to fit here in these waters
what to expect from them
acceptance rolls in between my fingers
touching my skin and begging to be absorbed
this past month i have been playing with it in my hands, feeling its tacky sticky texture
it promises no returns, only a way to pick up my pieces again and fill in the gaps you left, with it’s presence
i lay on the ground
water laps at my body and pushes bits of me into the holes they once occupied
i lay
my hand is now covered in it, the acceptance
i lay in the slowness, the grey sounds of the water filling my ear and there is nothing i can do but wait
wait for the acceptance to over take my body
wait for myself to be whole again
i remember your face and i wonder how that’s ever possible
and yet here i am, being put back together and remedied
here i am
waiting for my impossibilities to soak into my skin and become possible
here i am
Dec 25, 2017
Dec 25, 2017 at 5:36 AM UTC
I've been told that I am too broken to be loved,
too damaged,
too crooked and bent
for someone to cherish.
But perhaps it is on those very edges,
those very ragged edges,
that loves snags and is held.
So before you tell me that no one can find beauty in my chipped soul, look at your own perfect life and ask yourself if love has ever crept into the crevices and hinged itself on smooth skin.
Jun 28, 2016
Jun 28, 2016 at 6:51 PM UTC
I have a boundless amount of imperfections,
And I confess them, profess them,
Reveal them, show their stem,
And for that I'm condemned;
Viewed as ugly, terrible, unbearable,
Seen as bizarre, out-so-far, marred...
But wouldn't you say I'm perfect in a way?
You hide your flaws, keep them from day.
Yet I pay, because I WILL say,
What flaws in me lay.
Nov 20, 2015
Nov 20, 2015 at 4:20 PM UTC