#childmolestation
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*In time..
You will learn to forgive yourself..
for all the reasons why
you think you need
to forgive yourself.
The blame, and shame
placed in to you
was done in the most
horrendously unfair way..
when you were at such a
tenderly-young,
and impressionable age.
It was your v u l n e r a b i l i ty
that was so horribly cashed in on.
The greatest horror of all
was the shame and blame
that you were forced to carry..
as if it was your own doing..
It Was Not.*
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Oct 17, 2021
Oct 17, 2021 at 9:30 PM UTC
Taught of fear in my youth
Never to be told the truth
Fear of the night
Fear of the sight
Fear of a turning on of the light
Taught the wrong side of love
Never anything but the shove
Fear of the abuse
Fear of the accuse
Fear of forever being used
Taught of anger in my childhood
Never again would I be understood
Anger of the touch
Anger of the clutch
Anger that it was to much
Taught the wrong side of love
Never anything but the shove
Anger of the madman
Anger of the evil plan
Anger that I will never again stand
Taught darkness in my young years
Never thought I'd live my life in tears
Darkness of the need
Darkness of the deed
Darkness that is where I bleed
Taught the wrong side of love
Never anything but the shove
Darkness of the ****
Darkness of the numb
Darkness that is what I've become
Jun 8, 2016
Jun 8, 2016 at 4:04 PM UTC
The jingle of keys makes my skin crawl
I could always hear them as he came down the hall
I knew my bedroom door he would breach
I knew soon it was me he would besiege
These are my early childhood memories
Now you know what started my disease
And why my blood runs cold and I freeze
When I hear the jingle of keys
Apr 13, 2016
Apr 13, 2016 at 10:20 AM UTC
He took away my happiness, he took away my confidence, he took away the love i once felt, he took away my innocence.
He took away my peace, he took away my dignity, he took away the trust i once had, he took away my sanity.
He took away my joy, he took, away my smile, he TOOK away everything it takes to be a child.
Jun 23, 2015
Jun 23, 2015 at 8:26 PM UTC