#childhoodlove
A message popped up on her screen-
"Wanna start over..?" (but it was never real).
She's been having this dream for 3 months 21 days 3 hours and 17 minutes and every second since they parted ways and it never came ,
he said he'll move on ,probably moved on by now but she never will.
She'll wait until death do them apart as they owed to each other.
She now realizes that it's the phase where reality hits right across your face and your heart is too stubborn to accept what your mind already knows and the pain slowly eats away the hope that he'll comeback to her one day, but not completely.
There's always this part of her that'll never allow her to move on, always remembering the sweet guy she fell in love with, completely forgetting about how he left, choosing his family over her.
He'll never choose her and she'll never move on.
Some stories are meant to be incomplete yet eternal.
Apr 11, 2025
Apr 11, 2025 at 12:11 PM UTC
You were always
Someone to live for
And now you’re gone....
And now I’m alone....
And now,
I have something to die for.
Why does everyone leave me?
May 2, 2020
May 2, 2020 at 5:24 PM UTC
And like a child
You have lifted me high above
With both hands.
I am weightless in my search,
Finding that my world revolves around you.
My every fear put to ease &
Like a child I am drawn to you without
a care in the world.
Finding that I am much taller, held up high in your arms.
My heart raising in unconditional love.
There is no fear when you are around.
I have put all my trust in you without realizing what trust is.
Your name most meaningful each time
it passes through my lips.
My eyes much wider, staring at you with such anticipation.
The way you pick me up when I am down
Without fear of falling
May 9, 2019
May 9, 2019 at 11:03 PM UTC
I sculpt you in the papers of my sketchbook
Every stroke of your outline is defined so well
To express the only way I know how
An outlet for my hidden feelings
But seeing your face in view again
Always elicits another daydream
It is never enough
You don't know that I draw you
In your most candid moments
Just to capture that memory again
You're the most beautiful when you don't try
By now I know the beauty in your every flaw
From growing up by your side
As close as we are, I want to be closer
Every canvas I see
Is another home to paint a memory
Your lips like fire, your eyes like the sea
They resemble the chaos of the waves
Showing your wild nature
They reel me in
I drown in them endlessly
Oct 21, 2018
Oct 21, 2018 at 2:01 AM UTC
I dream of you
And the deep tonality you echo
The sincerity etched to my bone
So that I will never forget the fact
I dream of you
And the pudgy child that came running
Always in the background, always full of wonder
Laughing at things I will never forget
I dream of you
And the sweet nothings you whisper on the dial
The excitement that takes over when I read your letters
The constant reminder of the words I will never forget
I dream of you
And the verbal abuses we bicker back and forth dripped with regret
A cat and mouse chase waiting to fight for the death until one surrenders
Forfeiting the chase I will never forget
I dream of you
And the insecurity of your constant necessity of reassurance
Temporary amnesia you always had towards my own honesty
Forgetting to tell you the words I will never forget
I dream of you
And the opportunities I will never use to convince you
Never will I be able to touch your skin or kiss your lips
I will never forget the last time you said “I love you”.
Sep 11, 2013
Sep 11, 2013 at 6:07 AM UTC