#childhoodcrush
I can't forget
someone like you
I can't forget
the first day
I saw you
I wanted you
but
that day
has left
It’s been
left me
every day
That
you are
no more
for me
I don't want
to
have you more
But
if you didn’t
Like me
There
is nothing
I can do Now
I don't want
to bring
up the past
We all
have fallen
silent
Please
let our
feelings rest
I know
that each has
its own
life away
We are
happy with
each other lives
Let go
the heart
that is
hurt and missing
We are
here now
Everyone
didn't come
to be true
We Met
but
couldn't give up
Became friends
but
Can't give
There's a chance
But can't Fight
Why am I so
thirsty
for the past
The past
that can't
go back
I don't want to go back
I don't want to look back
I don't want to miss
the past
Full of games,
joy and admiration
When I'm with you
I don't want to
drown in regrets
But this is
the life
That was chosen
Didn't accompany
Not destined
I'm happy
You're happy
Even in a
blink of an eye
Gone away
completely
You want
someone else
I don't know
what I am to you
As long as
I know
I like you
Now
both
someone else loves
KAES rush,
High school crush
Classmates crush
I just crush on you
But our world has changed
It's not like that anymore
Yes,
the life of a childhood
From Within
Still remembering
the first sweetness
and brightness
A
happy star
inside’
like a
growing dream
that you
will be the one
I want to achieve
In a memory
In part
of the past
There’s a
Crush of childhood.
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“Crush Ng Pagkabata“
Hindi ko makalimutan
ang isang tulad mo
Hindi ko makalimutan
na sa unang araw
ng makita ka
Gusto kita
pero ang araw
nayon ay
Lumisan na
Nilisan ako
sa mga araw araw
Na hindi ka na
para sakin
Hindi ko ibig
na mapasakin ka pa
Pero kung
hindi ako
ang gusto mo
Ay wala na
kong magagawa
Ngayon
ayaw ko ng ungkatin pa
ang nakaraan
Nanahimik na
kaming lahat
Please
ipahinga mo na
ang damdamin
Alam ko
kapwa
May sarili
ng buhay sa malayo
Masaya na
sa isat isa
Palayain na
ang pusong
nasaktan
at nangungulila
Nandito na tayo
Ang lahat
ay hindi nag katotoo
Nagtagpo
pero hindi
kayang isuko
Nag kaibigan
pero hindi
kayang ibigay
May pagkakataon
Pero hindi
Lumaban
Bakit ganon
nauuhaw ako
sa nakaraan
Ang nakaraan
na hindi na
kayang balikan
Ayaw ko ng balikan
Ayaw ko ng lumingon
Ayaw ko ng mangulila
sa nakaraan
Na puno ng laro,
saya at pag hanga
Kapag kasama kita
Ayaw ko ng
malunod sa pag sisi
Pero ito na
ang buhay
Na pinili
Hindi nag kasama
Hindi itinadhana
Masaya na akong
masaya ka na
Kahit sa isang
kisap mata
Lumayo ka ng tuluyan
May ginugusto
kang iba’
Hindi ko alam
kung ano ako sayo
Basta noon
alam kong gusto kita’
Ngayon
kapwa
may iba ng mahal
KAES rush,
High school crush
Classmates crush
crush kita noon
Pero nag iba na
ang mundo natin
Hindi na ganon
Oo,
buhay ng batang
May pagtingin
Naaalala parin
ang unang tamis
at ningning
Isang
masayang
bituin
sa loob’
parang
isang
tumutubong pangarap
na ikaw
ang gugustuhin
Sa Isang gunita
Sa bahagi
ng nakaraang
Crush ng pag kabata.
Apr 19
Apr 19, 2026 at 9:12 AM UTC
A reminder of a boy i once liked—
He used to slip me love letters before class,
Sketched in shaky handwriting,
Decorated with crayons I had once given him.
At the bottom, two ducks floated side by side.
Back then, I thought it was the sweetest thing.
Now I roll my eyes and smile—
How silly it seems.
He picked wildflowers,
From the schoolyard fence,
Told me they were as pretty as me,
And tucked them into my hair
My cheeks burned hotter
Than the blazing afternoon sun.
At night, I would stay up too late,
Texting him on my old flip phone,
Pretending to snore
Whenever my parent peeked in.
I swear my heart was pounding louder
Than the phone's plastic keypad.
Back then,
I swore he was the only boy
Who could ever exist in my world—
A match made in heaven, I thought.
Though low-key,
I was too shy to say it out loud.
Sep 1, 2025
Sep 1, 2025 at 12:57 PM UTC
He said hours go by in twos with you,
2 was not my favorite number before,
But it’s my favorite now,
Jan 23, 2024
Jan 23, 2024 at 9:27 PM UTC
Hello followers
Young and old
I've been gone a while
And there's a story to be told
Young, stupid me
Followed a whim
Broke up with a great guy
And took a chance on him
He is a curly haired gamer childhood friend
Evan, the name is
Funny, unique, weird
And that little smile of his
Weeks the sweetness lasted
And I thought maybe this could be
But one night it soured
And the next morning, he broke up with me
Yes, he cares
And yes, we're still friends
But he has further confirmed
At one time or another all ends
So now I'm left with remorse in my heart
And my mistake on my mind
In the end life's just a big lesson anyway
So I guess I'll leave the regret behind
I'm okay
Just another door to close
Wish it wasn't so
Just highs and lows, I suppose
Feb 2, 2015
Feb 2, 2015 at 9:03 PM UTC