#chester
"i'm holding on
why is everything so heavy?"- Chester Bennington
May 26, 2019
May 26, 2019 at 2:04 PM UTC
Chester draws big crowds on raceday.
Employees dress up for away-days,
And punters hope for a big pay-day.
But, come the end of the day,
After bad bets that were the last straw,
All the fancy garb is taken off,
And put back in the chest of drawers.
Jan 4, 2019
Jan 4, 2019 at 7:07 PM UTC
Get me out of here, man.
I've got the fear,
It's killing me inside.
I'm losing out, losing time
Totally lost, my thoughts are crimes.
I've lost my voice, I've lost my soul, I know it's my fault. I know.
The problem you see, is that I'm too scared to leave, I'm stuck in this rut, this beautiful rut. Everything's so comfortable, I feel okay..in this house; with its four walls and a bed so divine.
But...
When should okay ever be enough? Surely okay is enough.
It's not enough. It's not.
There's got to be more to life than this, a life so settled, so normal, so boring...so stiff.
Get me out of here,
I've got the fear,
It's killing me inside.
I'm losing out, losing time
Totally lost, my thoughts are crimes.
I've lost my voice, I've lost my soul, I know it's my fault. I know.
Nov 13, 2017
Nov 13, 2017 at 8:54 AM UTC
Your lips say that you love
Your eyes say that you hate
It’s written upon your face
All the lies how they cut so deeply
Everything you say to me
takes me one step closer to the edge
I’m holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Sometimes solutions aren’t so simple
Sometimes goodbye is the only way
It’s so much easier to go
than face all this pain here all alone
Set the silence free
to wash away the worst of me
‘cause everything that you thought I would be
has fallen apart right in front of you
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
We’re building it up, to break it back down
We’re building it up, to burn it down
Take everything from the inside
and throw it all away
Remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go
So I let go watching you
turn your back like you always do
'Cause I’m only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything there for you to see
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn’t even matter
We said it was forever but then it slipped away
Standing at the end of the final masquerade
Jul 31, 2017
Jul 31, 2017 at 2:56 AM UTC
A poet's job is to describe the indescribable
Today, I fail to be a poet
Of the strings on my heart,
One has snapped
Rest in peace, Chester
We should have heard your cries
Jul 21, 2017
Jul 21, 2017 at 10:26 PM UTC
Another light went dark
so I am even more alone at night
they ended their suffering
will I end mine?
The body is a sickness
life is a disease
how long I have to suffer?
When will I be released?
Heart heavy like a stone
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
like I’m somewhere I belong
Jul 20, 2017
Jul 20, 2017 at 5:18 PM UTC
Walking around Widener bookstore
Brown bag 40oz in grip on the first floor
Hurricane
my life and future funneled life a twister whimsical whirlwind
down the hatch guzzle guzzle. Oh, Christie! How are you!? can you see I am a mess? I know Youtell my Chinese girlfriend from our study abroad you saw me a mess in the bookstore. SHe is now heartbroken in chongquing. see ah ha
later im just returning books to get dope money.
LAter
Oh, I see you are stocking that Stranger Camus
Langston Hughes
English 102
I drift in my own “end of summers night”
still dreamin’
still falllin’
Dropping, stumbling, the house of German exchange professors
Sequestered on speed *****
Welcome to Chester
Corpse exquisite
the Bride resides in physics-compartmentalized-drawers
hiding refuge from the storm
He was Alone
( Most of the time he got weirded out easily)
Feb 11, 2015
Feb 11, 2015 at 7:53 PM UTC