#cares
prepared to go to any lengths
but on reflection 'prepared' is going way too far'
May 23
May 23, 2026 at 2:45 AM UTC
In a world full of liars,
There's still a side
where we see fire...
Different fires, same lights,
Different intentions
even though same sights..
You fought for me
You swore for me
You were there for me
Yet... Not for my
Protection
But for your use of me,
Your intention...
All for show —
All for me,
Or that's what I thought...
I realised nobody cares...
No close person,
No close thing...
I questioned myself
"Who cares?"
Oh i realised, it's none
Other than
Me, Myself & I
Dec 8, 2025
Dec 8, 2025 at 9:25 PM UTC
Lately it feels wrong to write,
It feels like there’s not enough time
For what I’m trying to do,
For what I’m trying to say,
I feel trapped in a room
That recollects memories
Like a homeless man
Collects pennies and dimes
And blesses the people who
Give it to him.
Instead I get summer rains,
Days passing by,
A roof over my head,
And maybe, just maybe,
I’ll get blessed with a wonderful day
Where nothing matters,
Not even the rain,
Nor these invasive thoughts
That go knocking at my door.
I open the door to say hi,
They always lead with smiles
And open arms,
This time they tell me to let my car deform itself around a tree,
To hug it and never let it go.
But it’s one of those days I don’t care
About what they say,
So they left leaving a little pamphlet behind.
Aug 17, 2021
Aug 17, 2021 at 12:32 AM UTC
I'm trying to find serotonin
In bodies and whiskey oceans
Floating above water isn't working
Fighting the gravity, so here's to hoping
I don’t feel right unless I'm wrong
I told you this all along
It's like there's a switch that flipped
No longer writing my own script
Can you tell me why you're still here
Why you haven't disappeared
I know I'm always next to you
(But) I'm only physically here
Aug 12, 2021
Aug 12, 2021 at 11:16 PM UTC
Whether I run
In circles, ovals, or squares,
I'll go anywhere
To find someone who cares
Oct 27, 2020
Oct 27, 2020 at 7:14 PM UTC
Wonderful and in control
That's how I feel
I'm calm and collected
I feel real!
Oh I'm making a mess
But it's all ok
It's me and my friend making drawings today
Is it all a show?
Is this healthy? Is this productive?
Or is it all just for fun?
Uh oh I've drawn outside the lines
OH NO OH GOD WHAT HAVE I DONE?!
Aug 5, 2020
Aug 5, 2020 at 2:08 AM UTC
What is it about
Does anyone really know
Does anyone care
Brian Hill - 2019 # 311
Dec 12, 2019
Dec 12, 2019 at 10:08 AM UTC
can't imagine it ranks high up
on any list of any deity,
*** and God ******
probably don't make the cut,
on a relative basis,
but ya never know...
looked around,
couldn't be found
any mention of who he roots for,
or if it's ok to ask for intervention
**but
if you ******
if you behead...
claiming with perfect
human vanity
his name as your own
for justification
in ignoring
Thou Shall Not ****
know this
you're a commandment breaker,
having taken god's name in vain,
vain like vanity,
the sin unique to only humans
we cannot divine the divine,
sure wish it was my NY Giants
were today bowl-occupied,
why he chooses me to suffer
someday will surely be explained
or not
but you murderers,
easy rest assured,
taking his name in vain,
you won't be forgotten,
cause and effect
spelled out clearly**
“the LORD will not hold him guiltless
who takes his name in vain”
Feb 1, 2015
Feb 1, 2015 at 2:51 PM UTC
Do you feel alone?
If you do
know that someone cares for you,
if that someone isn't there know that they want you to be happy when they can't be there.
You're not alone,
you may feel alone but you're not.
Just know someone, or something is watching your back.
And that someone does care.
If someone really doesn't care shut up.
Someone does.
Apr 6, 2019
Apr 6, 2019 at 10:01 PM UTC
When I'm sad and lonely,
I go to God in prayer;
I know that He will hear me,
in His Throne Room, He is there.
~
I cast my cares upon Him,
and He listens intently;
He cares about my burdens,
as I cast them at His feet.
~
When my heart is broken,
I go to Him in tears;
"Hush now, my dear child,"
as He takes away my fears.
~
This is how I live my life,
taking one day at a time;
Just knowing God is there for me,
eases my heart and mind.
Mar 14, 2019
Mar 14, 2019 at 8:30 PM UTC
My light is back
The shadow that once loomed is gone
I can look at sky and actually be thankful for something
I can look to the sky and thank god
Knowing i think he really cares
Knowing i think he listens
I think he does
I think i was wrong
..Im still hoping i am wrong
Granted im thankful
Lil doubt tho is still where is rest before...
How do i rid of it?
How can i believe?
How do i know that was coincidence?
What should i believe?
Nov 6, 2018
Nov 6, 2018 at 11:03 PM UTC
Hands that only reach for you when you turn to leave, whispers that only say your name when you turn up the music and shut the world out...love that only rears it's head in their hearts when you give up on feeling anything beyond hunger; such is the fleeting nature of man. Noah_arkenswagg
Sep 17, 2018
Sep 17, 2018 at 1:28 PM UTC
Love wasn't how I imagined it was.
Love wasn't like those romance books I read.
Love is complicated but trying.
Love wasn't all happiness and butterflies.
Love is sometimes fighting, wanting to run away but knowing everything is still better when standing by their side.
Love didn't mean you won't ever be alone again.
Love is sometimes lonely, lying in your own bed, willing time to go faster.
Love is sometimes being alone because you know you can't ask them to be there with you all the time.
Love didn't cure my sadness.
Love comforted it.
Love is trying to understand and understanding even when it's breaking your heart.
Love wasn't easy.
Love is hard.
Love isn't what I wanted, but love is enough.
Love cares.
Love loves.
Love isn't perfect but it is still beautiful.
Aug 31, 2018
Aug 31, 2018 at 6:03 PM UTC
Good morning from Chumphon, Thailand
I awake with happy birds
and country roosters' crow
lazy and slow
I pity busy morning
filled with noisy cars
rushing downtown
anxious and hurried with cares
By Wyle Tan
Jun 21, 2018
Jun 21, 2018 at 11:51 PM UTC
Here I am on a dark Earth
Here in black, pondering worth
As the demons start to surf
Now new evils come of birth
•
Every time I look around
There's nothing, not even sound
As Earth's pull starts pulling down
Notice, I'm not on the ground
•
What am I falling into
What's sticking on me, like glue
No one will care, is it true
Rage in me starting to brew
•
Eyes that stared avert away
Feel my heart and lungs decay
Yeah, It's bad, it's not okay
I lost words I want to say
•
Raised my hands up to the sky
There are people around me
As I start questioning why
They pretend like they can't see
•
They're laughing, I'm not there
They did say, no one would care
I could bet that with my luck
I might get hit by a truck
•
It's okay, for I am mad
I'm not sane, and now I'm glad
I've lost my world, I've no goal
They can take and churn my soul
•
No one cares, but who would dare
When in this world was life fair
For you come into life bare
Bound to lose your mind down there
May 16, 2018
May 16, 2018 at 10:26 PM UTC
When I do something good
No one cares
When I do something bad
They immediately notice
When I'm crying
No one cares
When I'm happy
They just ignoring my happiness
When I'm still existing
No one cares
But when I'm gonna die today
Everyone Love's me
May 10, 2018
May 10, 2018 at 6:32 AM UTC
I try to give all the souls I care about
as much of the world and pieces of heaven I can give,
no matter what time it is or what I am doing.
And believe me, I try my absolute hardest that sometimes
it drains me...
But you know what ?
that is okay because all these souls that I love,
are what matters the most....
- - -
But wait...
when it comes to me , these souls do not think I am worth any part of this world
or even the slightest piece of heaven,
or a minute of the day...
So tell me why,
I continue to give my all to these souls that I love so dearly...
Apr 15, 2018
Apr 15, 2018 at 6:28 PM UTC
Nobody really cares
If they cared then they would say someting
however they stay quite
and watch my slowly die inside
all they have ever said is that I could handle it
well guess what
I CAN'T HANDLE IT ANYMORE
Feb 12, 2018
Feb 12, 2018 at 8:59 PM UTC
Isn't it funny how a lot of fears.
Have never been seen in reality?
They fear clowns.
But have never seen one in person.
They fear the ocean.
But have never drowned.
They fear heights.
But have never fallen.
I think it's funny.
Because a lot of people fear demons.
You've never seen a demon.
Yet, I have.
Demons aren't that scary.
They're just like you or me.
They long to be loved.
To be appreciated.
They want to feel valued.
They want to feel worthy.
At the end of the day.
Don't we all want that?
So put down your pitchforks.
Put down your torches.
Grab your closest demon.
And give them affection.
Jan 31, 2018
Jan 31, 2018 at 4:24 AM UTC
They say people don't hurt the same
And I wish that wasn't true
Because going through this alone
Is something I'm not sure I can do.
Jan 30, 2018
Jan 30, 2018 at 8:58 AM UTC