i dont feel like
jumping in front of cars
anymore, at least not 
yet, i put my
flaws on hold
to feel 15 again.

i go for a
walk along a
path ive taken
before, many 
times even.
i am new
but there is 
old blood 
in these veigns
that hide deep.

i dont feel like
 jumping in front of cars
 anymore. i still 
remember the 
thought, the feeling.
sometimes that can be
enough.

i am in debt to
peace and i owe it 
more
than i have. 
but its taken
too long to break 
even. i scored
no points
and tied the game 
still.