#cannotspeak
Feeling unpleasant is what I would say
I choose not to be portrayed
But I claim what I am
And I choose not to say
So many emotions that I feel
Hard to relate what I feel
I wish I wish, but cannot speak
I start to speak, then stop to think
I cannot say, but I wish to speak
I speak nothing and that is all I wish to say
May 11, 2021
May 11, 2021 at 9:26 AM UTC
Question
Shame eyes overted sudden noise
Buzzing in the back of the brain
The hook is left hanging submerged in the water
Fogging the thoughts until they disappear
Words ran away at a thought of being spoken
Thoughts those complex layers of
Experience feelings impulses values
So much insight and potential
Running out the door
Atom by atom splitting hanging in the air above
Spoken sounds are escaping the tongue
Oh what a torture to be at a mercy of
Limitations
Unknowing and lost in the bubble with only self
And the gaping hole of loneliness
And everything unsaid
Through acceptance i find my way
To only that within the grasp
The truth begging to be said
When in no doubt
Or finding dignified peace in silence
Sep 1, 2016
Sep 1, 2016 at 12:18 AM UTC