#cache
I’m deleting you in fragments
Digits before pictures
Like pulling teeth in the wrong order
The apps still think we’re married
Offering me sales on rings
A carousel of anniversaries I don’t want tickets for
Every playlist is wired with shrapnel
A hook catches my ribs
The bridge splits open under me
Even silence feels like background music I forgot to turn off
Your name surfaces in autofill
A half-built ghost the keyboard won’t let rot
Loss written out for me before I even breathe it
I clear the cache
But the body has no settings menu
Skin remembers fingerprints
Shoulders still flinch at phantom weight
The servers keep everything
So do I
Unopened folders
Permissions denied
A hard drive buzzing at night
With what it refuses to erase
Sep 19, 2025
Sep 19, 2025 at 3:16 PM UTC
I am many things.
Mostly,
a beast of burden.
I am everything.
Mostly,
painful consciousness.
I am pain.
I am detriment
to my own health,
as well as
I am detriment
to my others.
What do I want?
Alexandria fell.
For what more could I want?
Then, may the flame
burn, ad infinitum,
inhale human conquest.
What do I want?
To keep grandiosity
from obtaining starships.
Or,
Just turn to dust,
As is the prophecy,
Happy the motes
ever did arrange.
May 14, 2019
May 14, 2019 at 12:33 AM UTC
a companion piece to
miniskirts & high heels vs. poetry & yoga^
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a couple of buds at a local dive bar, drinking Buds,
talking loud about technology
and other manly man stuff
attract attention for our conversation isn't bout sports,
get approached by long legs in high heels and a miniskirt,
with the best come on line ever
any woman invented,
"you guys know about computers, huh?"
later after reading twenty or so of her poems,
and learning the degree of difficulty of the
downward facing dog pose
(adho mukha svanasana)
she said:
tell me again how I
*clear my cache,
change my font,
add more memory for new memories,
stop auto correct from making wont into want,
so I can happy write*
"wont thy thoughts to my heart thereof"
so I obliged and then
the geek in meek wrote
his first poem
after first clearing the catch
in his throat
Jul 9, 2017
Jul 9, 2017 at 12:35 PM UTC
A world unraveled by sorrow
A sun that will not rise tomorrow
A tear soaked pillow and sheets
A bright bubbly smile for every person she meets
A life full of pain
and dread
Her heart full of stains
and her brain all but dead
The anxiety rips her to shreds
fed up with the woe
Through the thick haze she treads
Many miles a minute
her mind races
In her own silly way
herself she disgraces
Autopilot set on repeat
the verbose emotion chills her
Down to her feet
Heavy limbs hang at her sides
as the long days go by
Her willingness subsides
When the clock strikes the hour, she abides
the torment and exhaustion she feels
keeps her pensive in thought
As she reels
Another day gone by in a flash
hidden emotions
Stored in the cache
Nov 8, 2017
Nov 8, 2017 at 10:54 PM UTC
Quelquefois
Je me réveille
Je chante, je ris
Mais cachée.
Quelquefois
Je te connais
Je pense, je lis
Mais cachée
Quelquefois
C’est comme tu fais
Partie de moi
Mais cachée
Et quelquefois
Je lis, je vais,
Je ris, je vis,
Tout cachée.
Jun 23, 2015
Jun 23, 2015 at 12:41 PM UTC
Je vois les ombres
Peut-être j’en suis
Le cœur tout sombre,
Cachée, je vis.
Mon âme s’est perdu
Mon espoir aussi
Donc sans aucune aide
Cachée, je vis.
Je chante des poèmes
Des livres je lis
Silencieusement
Cachée, je vis.
Jun 23, 2015
Jun 23, 2015 at 12:16 PM UTC