#burnitthefuckdown
You're
like....
My
Sanity
in
a
world
full
of
Crazy
Jan 4, 2015
Jan 4, 2015 at 5:24 PM UTC
Why?
How can I feel this way?
I feel myself
Losing you
Pushing you away
Purposely
Like, just talking to you
Is torturing me
Yet, I need you
**WHAT THE **** DO I DO?**
I don't wanna hurt anymore
I want the pain to go away
I don't know what I'm living for
I don't know how I got this way
How do I say
THIS IS TOO MUCH TO TAKE
To handle
To deal with
Torn, ripped in directions
I never thought existed
Expectations
Non granted wishes
ALL FOR NOTHING
Cause I'm still broken
Not even worth fixing
But you
You're worth so much more
None of the guilt
None of the shame
Is worth anything
**** IT ALL**
Just forget my name
Jan 1, 2015
Jan 1, 2015 at 11:35 PM UTC
"The walls around me slowly close in threatening to crush me between my throes of guilt and shame"
Walls like towers
Made of questions of "why's"
And distorted old stories
That reach the sky
Bred of agony and despair
Watching you slowly die
Gone, as if you were never there
*Don't suffer through the fate of lies
Scream out the rage and make yourself care*
"A threshold where I fall off the edge just to find myself back on the verge"
A door like desperation
Walking through to whence you came
Revolving around, teasing your mind
Like a revolver with bullets of shame
Shooting you between the eyes, every time
Lodging in your brain
Never leaving, or something you can find
Opening and closing; playing you like a toy in a game
*Break down the door, smash through to the other side
Tear it off the hinges, don't even save the frame*
**"I beat upon the glass to shatter it,
but find only my hope's breaking"**
Windows like pictures
Of things in the past
That you can no longer have
How long can the struggle really last
Before your insides bubble, boil and burn with regret
Time to find a way around the pane, fast
As the windows gets smaller and you completely forget
All the good in life of your past
*Calm yourself, release your guilt,
Don't let feelings of which you can't control amass*
"It'll all come crashing down, how much can this brittle barrier bear before a familiar, fickle fate is found?"
A roof like design
Made of the limits you've thrown upon yourself
Images vivid, destructive and divine
Playing projections of depth and death
Inception in the back of your mind
Telling you you're simply not good enough
*Rise up, reach out and surely you will find
You are truly made of stronger stuff*
"This is my house of Hell and Horror and to it, I will always belong. I never knew finding home could ever go so wrong"
A house like hell
Horrors and demons of your scarred heart
Built up, surrounding you in agony and pain
Ripping out your core, tearing you apart
Sweltering in the heat of lies you contain
Never finding the ending, or where to restart
*Keep faith, light a fire, don't live in vain
Burn it, smoke out the truth and purify the hearth
Watch the flames destroy it all, until nothing remains
Look out to the world, at all that now surrounds you
And silently wait for the rain*
Dec 31, 2014
Dec 31, 2014 at 7:55 PM UTC