#bruising
๐ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฌ ๐ข๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ถ๐ช๐ด๐ฆ ๐ถ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐จ
๐๐ถ๐ณ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ฆ, ๐ฃ๐ญ๐ถ๐ฆ, ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ญ๐ช๐ต๐ต๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ต๐ด ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฅ
๐๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฅ ๐ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐บ ๐ช๐ด ๐ช๐ต ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ
๐ ๐ด๐ถ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ช๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ข๐ค๐ต ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ช๐ต ๐ข๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ด
๐๐ถ๐ต ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฅ๐ฐ ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ถ๐ช๐ด๐ฆ๐ด ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฅ๐ฐ?
๐๐ญ๐ญ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐บ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฅ๐ฐ ๐ช๐ด ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ
โ๐๐ฆ๐บ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏโ๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ๐ถ๐ค๐ฉ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ, ๐ช๐ตโ๐ด ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ช๐ฏโ
๐๐ท๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ถ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ถ๐ช๐ด๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐จ๐ฐ ๐ข๐ธ๐ข๐บ
๐๐ฐ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ช๐ด ๐ธ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ถ๐ช๐ด๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ต
๐๐ต๐ด ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ท๐ฆ๐ช๐ฏ๐ด, ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ง๐ญ๐ฆ๐ด๐ฉ ๐ง๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ต
๐ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ ๐ง๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ญ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ช๐ฏ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ค๐ฉ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ค๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ด๐ต
๐๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ค๐ฉ ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐ถ๐ต๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฑ๐ข๐ด๐ด๐ฆ๐ด, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ต ๐ด๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ด
๐๐บ ๐ญ๐ถ๐ฏ๐จ๐ด ๐ง๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ญ ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด๐ฆ๐ฅ, ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ฅ๐ฐ ๐ ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ?
๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ตโ๐ด ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ญ๐ช๐ท๐ฆ ๐ช๐ด ๐ฌ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฎ๐ฆ
๐๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ถ๐ช๐ด๐ฆ ๐ช๐ด๐ฏโ๐ต ๐ง๐ข๐ฅ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ ๐ต๐ช๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฏ
๐๐ฎ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ฃ๐บ ๐ด๐ข๐ฅ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด, ๐ค๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐จ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฎ
๐๐ด ๐ ๐ฅ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ต๐ด ๐ง๐ช๐ฏ๐ข๐ญ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต
๐ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ญ๐ช๐ง๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ญ๐บ ๐ด๐ถ๐ณ๐ท๐ช๐ท๐ช๐ฏ๐จ?
๐๐ญ๐ญ ๐ ๐ธ๐ข๐ฏ๐ต ๐ช๐ด ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ธ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ฃ๐ข๐ต๐ต๐ญ๐ฆ ๐โ๐ฎ ๐ง๐ข๐ต๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ด๐ช๐ฏ๐จ
๐๐ข๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐๐ฆ๐ข๐ต๐ฉ : ๐๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฏ๐ข๐ญ ๐๐ณ๐ถ๐ช๐ด๐ช๐ฏ๐จ
Mar 18, 2021
Mar 18, 2021 at 4:12 PM UTC
As an artist I should love all colors.
As a boy I cannot love them all.
Browns
Blues
Purples
are colors I know too well.
They're the colors of bad days
And long nights.
They lead to tear stained pillows
and sleepless nights.
Theyโre the imprints of his rings against my skin
and his slurred words in my ears.
Theyโre a reminder that my father
isnโt a dad.
Feb 28, 2018
Feb 28, 2018 at 7:50 PM UTC
Burns are only too hot if you don't expect them
Cuts are only too deep if you didn't intend them
My pain is displayed on my body in bruises, cuts andย ย burns, and I don't care to mend them
A knife against my wrist, a lighter blistering my skin,ย ย running headfirst into a wall I have no solution to my problem
As I bleed, blister, and bruise I detach my self from reality and don't plan on returning
I plead to stayย ย in this moment of bliss but reality wins and brings me to this insanity of constant yearning
This instant of perfection leaves me and I'm left feeling corrupt
I'm taken away from my haven and brought back to reality left with nothing but cuts
Others surround me and look very profoundly at my display
I'm covering up my blood, blisters, and bruises so I'm not found insane Hovering a knife over my arms again, to detach myselfย ย and run away from my shame
I again forget the world around me and I'm indulged in pain
And next time I will cut deeper
and deeper
I will bruise myself till I black out
I will burn my skin until I can't anymore
Maybe this time I'll stay in this haven a little longer
May 13, 2015
May 13, 2015 at 2:06 AM UTC
Wooden hands
Bruising random shapes
On my bare thighs.
Wooden hands
Leaving me covered
In rainbow lies.
And when wooden hands
Cross my mind,
They come in the form
Of sunshine.
F.Z.N
Oct 27, 2014
Oct 27, 2014 at 4:27 PM UTC
The past hurts like an ocean made up of opaque glass.
And you asked me to exist within the shatter-jagged fragments.
An amphibious creature,
Breathing the pain through shredded gills.
Numbed, bruised and bleeding.
Wounds are what they called them.
Battle torn from a thousand different edges.
Don't you feel them?
ย ย The watery shards wedging into your sides,
ย ย Piercing your lungs of the will to exhale.
I feel it, like rough hands upon my neck;
ย ย Tearing through my flesh.ย ย
ย ย Slipping down my throat.
Till I'm choking on red.
You asked, and I confessed.
My passions, the black and the blue.
Inhaling the wine-water,
I want to save you.
Even with an ocean of glass standing in my way.
I want to save you.
Swimming and swimming, until this agony bled away.
I wanted to save you.
Even though I knew I couldn't.
I wanted to be the one to save you.
Jul 28, 2014
Jul 28, 2014 at 8:15 PM UTC