#brokenrelationships
Because of you, I went into depression
Maybe I made a bad impression
But I genuinely cared
While you only pretended!
Because of you, I went into depression
You left me alone
After hurting my feelings to the core
To me, were you really dear
Unfortunately, not the other way round
To you, NOTHING was our bond!!
Because of you, I went into depression
My trust being my bane
You provided me wrong advice
But what was worse
Was the fact
That it was incomplete
You only pointed out my faults
Without offering any solutions!!
Because of you, I went into depression
But am I not human?
I CAN make mistakes
And I did make a lot of improvements
But you never noticed
In fact, you almost disappeared!!
Because of you, I went into depression
But I'm not truly alone
Jesus is on my side
He knows you've taken me for a ride
Anyway, you I'll forgive
But you're incapable of love
And by that, I mean TRUE, UNCONDITIONAL love
I'll come back stronger
Meanwhile, our relationship is OVER
Goodbye and good luck
Enjoy your life in New York
While I don't give a ****
Nov 7, 2025
Nov 7, 2025 at 2:06 AM UTC
At one point I called you father, and meant it.
You were not my father by blood, simply by marriage.
I had longed for a father figure for as long as I could remember,
A man who would love and raise me as his own.
The good memories were brief snippets of happier times,
While the bad were vivid, distinct memories that lasted for what felt like hours.
A nightmare that I could never escape from,
They were engrained in my memory like the words to my favorite song.
I wish I could forget all the difficult memories and focus on the good times that we had together.
What little they were, anyways.
I wish I could forgive, the way my five year old self did,
Oh, the love and admiration she had for you.
Now all that was left was anger and a bitter resentment.
The anger and confusion that came with the abuse that you perpetuated.
I would never call you Father again, if I ever saw you
I would look at you in disgust and pity,
For you will never know true, selfless, love.
And for that, I feel sorry for you.
~sdr
Oct 15, 2021
Oct 15, 2021 at 2:25 PM UTC
Silver trails from the snail mail you sent, I
Store in a box. In my mahogany chest, right
Next to my heart and bones.
It still smells of the life time we wasted.
The coffee shops are empty,
I have grown sleepy, no caffeine tears.
In the bookstore that cold day last month,
I saw you. A smile of sadness was exchanged,
I hope that was enough.
Sep 10, 2021
Sep 10, 2021 at 8:09 PM UTC
maybe
waiting for you hurts a lot more than i thought it would.
maybe
being alone with no hope
is better than being hopeful
after all.
Jun 15, 2018
Jun 15, 2018 at 1:27 AM UTC
today it is 8AM
and my heart won't stop beating
it's full of anxiety
and hope
and love
because my little body misses you
and today you said you
might
be
back.
Jun 15, 2018
Jun 15, 2018 at 1:26 AM UTC
i keep looking at
our pasts
and wondering about
our future().
Jun 15, 2018
Jun 15, 2018 at 1:25 AM UTC
24/7 I want to hold you in my arms
24/7 I want say love you any time
But I have to move on
You've moved on while I was crying
My heart aches
Soul bakes within the sadness of the moon
Why did you break me...
Sep 18, 2015
Sep 18, 2015 at 10:10 AM UTC
The string that bonded us,
I thought to be strong.
I cut it loose,
Bringing it all down.
Like pieces of broken glass,
Here it lies.
Am yet to figure out
How it died.
Feb 4, 2015
Feb 4, 2015 at 7:53 AM UTC
I look into the mirror
Sometimes
And I see your face looking back at me
Your smile, your eyes, your lips
I see an absence
And my chest hurts
Nearly 11 years now
I don't know how I remember your face
I don't really
It's slowly slipped away
Memories faded over time
Darkened
By anger, by pain, by sadness, by this yearning for you to be back with me
You protected me as much as you could, loved me I think, made me feel cared for, worthy
I know now why you but I have but one wish
That you'd taken me with you
That you'd take time to make me feel cared for, worthy again
Come back,
One day,
Some day,
Please,
There is a hole where you once belonged
Nov 16, 2014
Nov 16, 2014 at 5:19 PM UTC