#brokenrelationship
I can’t seem to get you out.
Every memory, touch, and place
stains onto me—
a thin layer of you
I can’t peel off.
I see you in every cell,
And I can’t seem to get you
out of my skin.
You’re glued on.
I’m rubbing friction,
Hoping you’ll shred apart,
but just like adhesive glue,
with time
you solidify onto me.
At first, I thought that meant love—
that this ache was proof of _something_
That if I just kept rubbing,
this pain would mean something
But now I smell the burn of it,
the friction I made to forget you
set me on fire.
I look into your eyes to plead,
but all I see is pure adoration.
and I melt.
I’m hypnotized.
Those big round eyes,
engulf me.
I thought I saw love
in those brown eyes.
I realized too late
that it was a reflection of mine
and I can't seem to get me out
My wanting.
My love, mirrored back
so perfectly
I believed it was yours.
Now every time I try to get you out,
I find another piece of me
stuck there too.
To burn you off of me,
I burn a piece of me too.
Nov 8, 2025
Nov 8, 2025 at 8:58 PM UTC
Today,
my dad talked to a 25 year old
about war, politics, and religion.
He said people my age should read more,
and not blindly watch the news,
things aren't as they seem.
He went on and I unconsciously nodded along
Today,
he dropped by a neighbour’s house.
They had all sorts of dishes prepared
just the way he likes it.
He tells jokes and laughs,
the kind that turns him red, tears coming out,
and you can’t help but laugh along with him—
even when it’s not funny.
He would tell them stories about the old days,
interesting ones, that keep your ears open
Today,
someone called him in a panic
telling him that their child is sick
they've gone to all these hospitals and clinics
but they're still unsure of what to do
his calm voice reassures them
and after a couple questions
his brain rummages through the Library of Alexandria
and knows exactly what the issue is
and what to do
a few days later, the call comes in again
and the child is completely fine
He's so smart...about everything
Oh! even that other day someone called him
they were in a real pickle
I'm talking like someone was trying to kidnap them
and beat them up
but my dad is a hero
without a second thought he rushed to help
He's so loved, admired and respected,
there's not a single person out there in the world who couldn't depend on him.
And today he-!
No...
Today I’m twenty-five years old,
and full of opinions to share
but no one is there to talk to.
Today, I’m sick,
and I don’t know what pill to take.
Today, I wasn't invited to anything
and I don't know what to eat
and no one to laugh with.
Today, I almost got kidnapped
but my phone just kept ringing
and no one picked up
And when people say,
“Your dad’s such a good man,”
I nod.
So when I think to myself..
“Who did my dad talk to today?”
I already know.
And I stopped waiting for the day
the answer would be
me.
Nov 8, 2025
Nov 8, 2025 at 9:17 PM UTC
I love you so much
I miss you all the time
I want to be with you every second
But it *****
Because we are nothing now
I don't want to be just friends with you
I want you to be mine
So if i can't have you
I dont want you at all
Being friends will just hurt me
Too much
It's better off being nothing at all
May 29, 2019
May 29, 2019 at 5:19 AM UTC
Cracked splinters
Fracture a perfect thought
Of you
And I see you in the reflections
Of a frosted memory
I don’t
Want to freeze in the heat
Of the last words spoken
You are
Gone into history
And the void filters through
Me
Nov 3, 2018
Nov 3, 2018 at 7:36 AM UTC
today i've realized that
it's been a long while
since i've ever asked you,
"how are you?"
and
"how was your day?"
"have you eaten?"
and i feel so guilty
that i took advantage of your pure heart
and amazing care
that i was too focused on myself
to notice how you were doing.
i feel so sorry
and so angry
and upset at myself
for not loving you like
you deserve
and i hope that one day
you'll forgive me
and i'll be able to listen to
your
endless stories,
beautiful passions,
and crazy thoughts
that i once immersed in
but forgot to
because i've been
drowning in my problems
and not taking the time
to listen to you.
i'm going to try to be less selfish
and take the time to get better at
learning
understanding
loving
you.
because you've given me your
faith
time
love
and world.
and i feel so sorry that i haven't been giving you all of mine.
Jun 15, 2018
Jun 15, 2018 at 1:22 AM UTC
Sing to me now, sing to me
Convince me not to hate you please
Talk to me now, talk to me,
Convince me not to resent you
See me now, see me
Convince me that you haven't been looking through me these 18 years
Hold me now, hold me
Convince me that you feel some affection for me
Comfort me now, comfort me
Give me a taste of something you've never given
Love me now, love me
But even then will I ever believe it?
Nov 10, 2014
Nov 10, 2014 at 2:18 AM UTC