#brokenhearts
What once felt perfect, was just perfect in its time.
That time has passed and life went on—
Like the Poppy that you love‐
The flower bloomed beautiful-
Showcasing its ***** seeds-
What once was in full bloom, opened up flat.
Before withering away, leaving behind decay—
Like a short lived perennial-
Whose flower has faded-
The seeds have been harvested-
Where once lived romantic love, gave way to indifference.
Departing devastation in its wake—
Like the flower of the dead-
Whose opioid has destroyed-
Barely leaving room for life-
Where once there was a life, there is now a new life.
Leaves a symbol of remembrance—
Like the soldier that has died-
The red poppy remembers-
Its seeds resurrect new love-
Apr 4
Apr 4, 2026 at 4:32 AM UTC
Hey! The voice still echoes
The voice of a being who evaporate,
A voice that evaporated into a future I can no longer share.
The scars aren't healed, but the memories?
Etched into my heart like a local tribal marks.
Do I miss her ? No! The game is over
A game that ended before we started,
Yet this voice won't free me from the *******
Maybe my heart still feels the sparkle to your gaslights.
I tore the book of you and I, but I still feel ecstatic when our memories pops up.
I was never a follower, I was lover.
A reckless one!!
Jan 18
Jan 18, 2026 at 6:14 PM UTC
In today's world hypocrisy is so extraordinary,
Two-faces are the norm of today's world.
Keep breaking hearts and apologize in the end,
Keep degrading someone and apologize in the end.
Keep back-biting and apologize in the end,
Keep your charming persona up,
Like no one can see how shallow they are inside.
Keep your happiness up after ruining someone's life,
Keep your respect up after disrespecting a soul.
Do not worry a day will come for you too,
Be ready to taste your own medicine.
Nov 19, 2025
Nov 19, 2025 at 4:27 AM UTC
History is prophecy
the end is how it starts
we're gonna fall in love you see
then leave with half a heart
but you can only hit a bullseye if you throw a dart
so take a chance, come with me and sniff glue up the park
His story is her's you see
Venus bound to Mars
born into one world are we
those sharpened words were ours
we landed in the gutter after aiming for the stars
maybe we should have stuck to sniffing glue in cars
We argued at the alter
couldnt say "I do"
too much like an admission
you me as I blamed you
we broke the celebration
we broke the family do
we even broke the vicar who turned to sniffing glue
So I hear your heart is broken
mine is broken too
Yes it f@#king rotten
alas...I got some glue
you can take a big sniff & I can take one two
go to that park, fix our hearts and be the kids we knew
Dec 22, 2024
Dec 22, 2024 at 7:47 PM UTC
I crave you
I want you
I need you
You made me love you
You made me care for you
You made me submit to you
You claimed my body
You claimed my mind
You claimed my heart
And now where are you?
I’m yours without a collar
I’m yours without you
I crave you
I want you
I need you
Jan 20, 2022
Jan 20, 2022 at 10:33 PM UTC
Why the **** did I loved you so hard
That it became hard to forget you?
Why the hell, we met on that day
And I gave my heart away when I shouldn't have let you?
Why on Earth is it like this
The more you love and care for one
The more they choose to torture you
and become of someone's
The ******* ******* tears of mine
Stop spreading
He isn't worth it, my dear
Stop caring.
" Someone who will truly love you
Will always find his way to you" They said
Why the **** did I found the wrong one
Why the hell did I break my own heart?
He simply walked off, as if nothing happened
I wonder if he could do the same
to someone he truly loved?
So, I told myself
Darling, Know your worth
Pen down your thoughts
Let the anxiety release
He is never coming back and it's okay
It's okay to be alone, rather than begging someone "Please"
Apr 13, 2021
Apr 13, 2021 at 9:46 AM UTC
Master doll maker!
What if you can fix broken;
Human hearts as well.
Mar 22, 2021
Mar 22, 2021 at 5:05 AM UTC
A friend once told a girl I liked that I was obsessed with death
and I yelled and screamed as I denied it but it must have
too much for her as she walked away and never talked to me again
that night I punched the wall till my hand bled
it was that or the knife
that’s a lie I never cut myself why would I write that?
I was probably looking for attention that’s what they say isn’t it
it’s only for attention not because I don’t know how to feel
or how to deal with my emotions not because
I can’t talk to my friends
I’ll never say how much it hurts and so they’ll never know
Sometimes they do know though and they ask and I lie
Saying everything is fine when I just wait for them
to go so I can cry
but I’m just looking for attention so what do I know
now I wonder if my friend was right
the day he told a girl I liked that
I was obsessed with death truth be told
the thought of death does bring me comfort
Not suicide gods no but the idea of an
eternal sleep free of anxiety or emotions
to trouble me does seem quite tempting
and now I write poems about my emotions
trying to put into words what I don’t understand
and hoping someone relates
truth is I never liked that girl all that much
and my heart is dead but not quite
and life is grand I mean horrible and
love is everything but also a lie and this poem
is like my mind:
a chaotic cacophony of thoughts and feelings all mixed into one.
Sep 21, 2020
Sep 21, 2020 at 1:56 PM UTC
"Follow your heart, " they say
But don't they know, it's too broken to take the lead?
How does one follow scattered, shattered pieces, they're all over the place, so where exactly should she follow..
Aug 4, 2020
Aug 4, 2020 at 6:21 PM UTC
If I cry baby would it make you stay?
My Tears and I
We’re pieces of the game you play.
Baby why , why does it have to be this way?
My Tears and I
Are pieces of the game you play.
If I
gave you my heart
It wouldn’t be enough .
The things ... The things you make your trophy’s of .
broken... Broken hearts and long lost loves.
Decorations on the walls that you put up.
Baby if I call your name will you come to me?
If I let desire get the best of me?
Can I , hold you tight
Until there’s ecstasy?
Baby if I call you will you Come to me?
And If I ...gave you my heart
it wouldn’t be enough.
The things ... The things you make your trophy’s of
broken ... broken hearts and long lost loves.
Decorations on the walls that you put up.
Baby what If I Scream Out for you?
I had a bad night
waking up without you
And you’re not here
So I fear
I have to face the truth
You were never here
My Love and I have no proof
And If I ...gave you my heart
it wouldn’t be enough.
The things ... The things you make your trophy’s of
broken... Broken hearts and long lost loves
Decorations on the walls that you put up.
May 25, 2020
May 25, 2020 at 11:35 PM UTC
I would tell you that it was a ghost cage your wings fluttered against.
There is no ruse darling, no intent to capture you, my dear.
There again, when your restlessness disrupted our peace.
In an unintended moment, I assumed you were trying to leave me.
When harsh words ensued, amidst strategic insults, into your wounds
I dug my fingers in deeper as my own shield.
Refusing to relent, I pressed until your lips ushered
the words I thought I needed to hear.
But before you tell me to go, before I turn to leave.
Understand my fragility.
Know this resolve was not easy.
Believe that I loved deeply, shared secrets untold.
Brought you close to my heart , imprinted you unto my soul.
In prospect that fate might never lead you back to me.
In a world that denies most their happy ever after endings.
My love.
I knew I had to let you go. I had to set you free.
Feb 5, 2020
Feb 5, 2020 at 12:10 AM UTC
You should've taught me how to LET GO ,
I stood dumb frozen without a clue, on
how to tackle your practical overlook .
You kept explaining that we weren't meant to be .
How could i grasp ,without bursting into tears.
You felt fine after you emptied your heart,
you played my emotions and conveniently left .
And i stayed back not knowing how to move ahead .
You should've taught me how to LET GO , beforehand .
Mar 30, 2020
Mar 30, 2020 at 6:23 PM UTC
The broken heart cries,
Alone...
But leaves visible scars.
Dec 23, 2019
Dec 23, 2019 at 12:06 PM UTC
Loving me will be your loss
for I am just a dreamer with hopeless thoughts
So don't be too naive to love
for I may not save you when you fall
Sep 6, 2019
Sep 6, 2019 at 3:31 AM UTC
'Place me to your skin,' Robert says
As I continue to contemplate.
'I'll give you the satisfaction
And the pleasure,
That he failed to give.'
My dear conscience begs me not to
While I asked her when I needed her, what did she do?
My heart silently weeps,
Tells me I will regret it.
Oh ****** hell, what of it?
It's a little sting,
For an eternity of peace.
The devil of a mind that I have congratulates me.
Says that people like me deserve it,
People who are not good enough.
I am a disgrace honestly, it continues
Because if I can't be good enough for the people I love who choose to leave,
I'm not good enough for anybody at all,
Not even for my own ******* self.
I can't even prove to myself,
That further gives proof that I'm not good enough.
Gives validation
That I'm a waste of space, a failure
And an annoying piece of trash.
But I have to hide it though,
To keep what's remaining
So they don't slip away, you know.
I don't have the courage to end it all, sadly,
Til then, Robert will be my hidden company.
Jul 30, 2019
Jul 30, 2019 at 3:40 AM UTC
We were both broken
Damaged
And afraid to love again
But we were a perfect fit
A perfect match
To make our hearts whole again
But we forced ourselves too soon
Colliding our hearts together too fast
That it shattered into pieces
Instead of taking it slow
We only broke it further
May 27, 2019
May 27, 2019 at 11:34 PM UTC
We met over video chat.
I thought you were pretty neat.
But then you stole my heart
And now it doesnt beat.
How dare you, with those ocean eyes
Hold my hand and take away my light
You made me feel so special
And now its always night.
I guess I'll be alone for ever.
Its what was destined.
You thought you were clever
I feel shunned.
May 15, 2019
May 15, 2019 at 8:04 PM UTC
We thought we kept our secrets well,
so on the past we dwelled
exchanging stories, memories and realities.
Our broken currency.
We wished we could drown
these pasts is the ever-present
sound of our
background.
But they never left us.
So when you spoke,
my heart broke.
I denied it, tried to hide it,
tried to confine my mind
leave these feelings undefined.
But you gave me a apart
of your heart
which was broken into shards
and yes, it was sharp.
But from that night,
no shattered hearts
would ever tear us apart.
Mar 28, 2019
Mar 28, 2019 at 4:56 AM UTC
There was a time when i believed in falling
for falling is the first step to trust
and trust, i have lacked for the last few years
because sheded tears caused my steel heart to rust
for a while i was convinced there was a spark
hidden under heaps of high expectations and hope
past the overthinking, right next to quaint smiles and glances, and hidden under the wish that we’d finally elope
but love isn’t built with empty promises
nor is it molded with the lovley, “if only”
because when you fall in love with the idea of someone
falling turns to broken, the broken can’t mend, and your back to being desperate and lonely
i wish being loved wasn’t so difficult
but if it was easier no one would dare to fall
because we’d rather be shattered from falling with faith
than stay safe with nothing at all
Mar 12, 2019
Mar 12, 2019 at 7:50 PM UTC
Ahem. There truly is no excuse for me.
(sonnet #MMMMMMMDCCIX)
O for the silver foil winged cupids, frail
With arrows on the string, and shooting thence
At blood-red hearts! Erst wont to trick out hence
My pages thus, I miss them now! In pale
Excuse, where is the box of hearts t'avail
Our foolish dreams of romance? Ah, fr'intents
How I wish to lay candy hearts out, whence
I'll trade their speeches with you like's sweet bail.
These whitish racks which put the light as twere
Out til day is a fragile thing--I do
Not mind their surly cast. No choclate to
Assuage fond, erm, desires, no. I in poor
'Scuse yearn for childish candies wont to stir
My heart with dreams crashed every year now too.
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Mar 9, 2019
Mar 9, 2019 at 9:20 PM UTC
I meet a star on earth
And we met like constellations
Can't describe his worth
It's hard to explain like mathematical equations
No one can be measure
'Cos he's like a galaxies' most precious
I love you all through eternity
To have infinity
To prove everlasting
In the end, I am just a dust and feel nothing
'Cos I fall too fast
That's why I crashed that harsh
Like a shooting stars
In a galaxy of broken hearts
Feb 18, 2019
Feb 18, 2019 at 11:04 AM UTC
I have never seen a real autumn
But I imagine the leaves
Falling one by one
All crisply brown, not green
Just like my hopes and dreams
Even if I try, and tried I did
To pick them all up again
But more would fall slowly, but surely, down
And all my efforts were in vain
As I hold your hand, I can’t help but think
This hand had held another with the
same tenderness and care
Which I thought only we share
As I kiss your lips,
I can’t help but think
Had those lips kissed another
with the same passion and need
Which I thought only I could fulfilled
As I tried to hold you
Close to me, the way I used to
I can’t help but think
Someone else had held you the way I do
Two hearts beating as one
When that heart should have only been mine
So I pulled away
when all I ever wanted again
was to be close to you
so you could relief my pain
Now I have nothing to hold on to
except the pillow by my side
and the broken dreams
and the lost hopes
And so it seems
Autumn is gone
Winter has come
I am in a dark, cold place
Living in an empty space
Jan 27, 2019
Jan 27, 2019 at 7:13 PM UTC
when i gaze into your eyes,
i feel myself drowning a little,
a little more than i should.
i'm
slowly
slipping
away.
when your presence is near,
my heart flutters in your madness,
i feel your effects.
like
alcohol
in
my
system.
when you speak my name,
i feel my body freeze and my mind,
replaying your sweet melody on
repeat.
like
a
broken
record.
when you're not near,
i begin to crave your more than ever.
perhaps it's the after effect.
or the withdrawal of you.
i
need
you.
but when you whisper it so softly,
the fact that you love someone,
someone else, i can't help it.
i can't help my miserable feelings.
i
can
hear
my
heart
crack.
Dec 5, 2018
Dec 5, 2018 at 11:58 AM UTC
truth is i didn't want to accept it
you told me i was the love of your life
you planned a future with me
you told me you were never going to leave me
but i guess it got to be too much
my constant worrisome behavior
my constant need to help you and protect you
my hovering when you're upset
my parent-like actions
my stubbornness
the alluring fact that i loved you so ******* much
but you broke my heart
you knew you could hurt me
you knew you could tear my world apart piece by piece
but somehow that didn't stop you
i don't hate you,
as a matter of fact i don't think i could ever hate you
but i refuse to allow myself to love you like i once did
reality is,
we wasted 2 years on a love that wasn't meant to be
and that's ok
we're both one heartbreak closer to our soulmates now
Nov 14, 2018
Nov 14, 2018 at 2:39 AM UTC