#bounded
these words
hang around my neck
like a noose on a tree
take these words
take them from me
set me free
Oct 20, 2019
Oct 20, 2019 at 3:13 AM UTC
I came from a galaxy
But I ended up here
Where I met a young one
Who I grew to like
I kept a diary
And wrote my feelings
One by one
Words began to appear
One night, I had a dream
Where I met the darkness
We stared together
"Crybaby," it called me
I woke up, with him at my side
He was still my friend
But, deep down, something wasn't right
I told him about the dream
I don't know, I don't know
A voice was heard, it wasn't his
I cried, and only he heard me
A drawing of us and the ocean
It was beautiful, but I couldn't say
The darkness called out to me
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The darkness saw me again
A place known as Eigengrau
A shade of black, not known but beautiful
And I fell into the sea
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I knew I wasn't a crybaby
My friend knew that as well
He cared for me, no matter what
He was a friend
I felt faint, so very much
Why must I feel this way?
The darkness is aware of me
And I can't do anything
I felt sick, so very much
The darkness felt pity
Did he feel love for me
A forbidden love, it seems
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I knew about his love for me, and I did too
My cheeks grew redder
I'm fine, I'm fine
My friend could be stupid
I hit him, I hit him
Does he still like me?
But
but
i needed the darkness
i needed eigengrau
why am i so cold
help me
there's a crack in my face
no
no
Now we're here, together
I don't need my old friend
All I need is the darkness and myself
In the cold, black ocean I call my happy place
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I'm sorry about before, I was blinded with love
My friend was there, but I doubted his efforts
Was he really that nice?
The darkness was nicer
After all, he gave me a beautiful sword
But then, I saw him
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I love the darkness, and it loves me back
I never wanted to **** him.
I really was a monster, and I was too blind to notice.
Why, why? Why must this happen to me?
Save me.
The darkness wants me. It lusts for me.
I shouldn't lust for it back.
I don't want to fall into insanity.
Save me, please.
From these bloodstained pages.
My shell, it'll come off, but...
I don't want it to.
I'm so cold.
I don't like this.
Save me, please.
Save me!
My shell, it's coming off!
I don't know how to stop it!
Someone, anyone!
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Eventually, all that was left was darkness.
And me.
Together.
FOREVER.
Bounded by time, by space, for eternity.
My red eyes illuminating, glowing.
Forever, we shall stand.
In Eigengrau.
I wasn't a monster.
I am not a savage.
I am a knight, protecting the darkness from the light.
Forever, until the end, we shall stand.
The black, empty flowers blooming.
An old diary stands, unopened for years.
The darkness and I would fly away, into the stars, loving each other.
Nothing would tear us apart.
And all who opened it, would suffer.
Dec 8, 2018
Dec 8, 2018 at 8:56 PM UTC