#booklistpoem
In the silent nights
Where I get lost in lucid dreams
I see angels fluttering their wings
And dance to the music of blue sky
And to the chimes of eternity
I part take with the angels
As my heart melts with joy
My feet are light like feather
I desire only you
Like the air I breathe
Jobiranyc 11-16-19
Nov 16, 2019
Nov 16, 2019 at 10:39 PM UTC
What a fool of me
thinking that
death is the end,
an eternal rest
where gates
forever closed,
bones turn to dust.
But, even though
your ashes scattered
to atomic particles
and the world you knew
vanished, plainly
exists no more,
life will still go on
back to basics,
and you’ll begin afresh
with no knowledge
of your old-self
yet in different form
like you’d
never existed before.
Jobiranyc 10-31-19
Oct 31, 2019
Oct 31, 2019 at 2:10 PM UTC
If you are adamantly persistent
and work very hard,
giving all your best,
dreams can come true.
The only failure in life is
when you stopped
dreaming.
JobiraNYC 6-27-19
Jun 27, 2019
Jun 27, 2019 at 8:46 PM UTC
By now I should get it
that I am just chasing a ghost
Your silence is painfully
a sharp dart to my heart
My mind is made up
and wants to move on
But my heart fears that
you won’t be around, if I am gone
What shall I do or say
to that silly old song
But I regret not for a second
loving is never wrong
I felt you in my veins
beyond my redemption
Maybe one day you will feel it
when you fall deep down without an exception
JobiraNYC 6-17-19
Jun 17, 2019
Jun 17, 2019 at 11:00 PM UTC
If I am as half strong as you,
I would’ve moved on by now—
but the reality remains the same
that I don’t have the slightest clue how?
Your flame still burns inside of me,
the dangerous fire igniting and,
crushing my bones like sea-wave—
and a man can kneel to a woman
giving his full heart,
when he no longer plays it save.
But your heart mercilessly went cold
dimming out all the lights—
with the flare of your smiles
that shined and ignited.
I’ll burn my lonely heart like candles
for the memories we’ve shared—
You should try to do the same
if you’d really ever cared.
Let’s shine lights up on our hearts,
ending the lingering, inflicted sorrow,
because it does no good to either of us
to regret tomorrow.
Jobiranyc (5-29-19)
May 29, 2019
May 29, 2019 at 3:00 AM UTC
Dear You,
I know this letter will never gets officially delivered to your doorstep, before your warm heart and feet leave your home.
The content inside the crisp white sealed envelope, which was carefully crafted and folded may not hold anything newer or surprising. But rather, another foolishness plea, just like all my previously rendered letters to you that entailed my deepest, and true affirmation of how much I’m still in love with you.
I’ve told myself many times to move on and pretend that nothing has ever happened between us. I wish I could force my heart to turn from fire to ice in a blink of an eye, because every time your name rings in my ears, my heart rate always becomes abnormal. Maybe, this ***** of mine is still numb enough to handle some more of those bruises and scars of yours.
As I contemplate with what my future might hold, I yet came to realize that we’re not warranted obtaining everything our hearts desire.
I guess that’s how life goes, and only time shall tell someday!
Yours Truly,
J
Jobiranyc (2-2-19)
Feb 2, 2019
Feb 2, 2019 at 11:21 AM UTC
Like creatures that lurk at night
I am a night owl
an insomniac beast
who the night kept as a fowl,
masked and covered with a cowl.
Like a prey of wolves that howl
I’m foisted by the hunger
that lingers cavernous within,
which’s making me growl.
I need to nourish my veins
to keep them calm and sane
if I’m lost far too deep in the solitude,
I might go insane.
An avalanche of dreams, endless thoughts
ascending like snowflakes
they’re slaying this sleepless mind
disrupting its serenity, without any breaks.
Jobiranyc (2-1-19)
Feb 1, 2019
Feb 1, 2019 at 9:48 AM UTC
I am in a pit of darkness,
and fighting firmly to crawl out.
I see a glimpse of happiness,
when my foggy mind
is clear of any doubt.
Then, I feel the light within me glisten & shine,
and for a moment, I am all fine.
For a moment, I can softly breathe,
and feel my chest become bravely light.
I can sense and smell life’s delight.
I yearn this feeling thus to last,
this intense desire,
so my lips can feel the kiss of fire.
When this elation,
this invigorating bliss
however, takes a flight,
I am fully back to the deepest chasm again,
to dance with the same lonesome pain,
slithering back to the dark light,
where there begins,
another dreadful night.
Jobiranyc (1-31-19)
Jan 31, 2019
Jan 31, 2019 at 10:47 AM UTC
I s*ee a new horizon
from the mountain top
I am going to reach for it
I am not going to stop.
Along this long-journey—
I could lose many friends,
who took my hands,
stole my heart;
yet they never were there;
so today, they will fall of the wagon—
when the road bends.
The future looks brighter
I see it clearly now.
when I can release
the tensions boiled inside of me
that’s holding me down to bow.
Here I come my future
I’m wholly reborn, it’s going to be a fresh start.
I’m leaving the burdens behind
for I am so exhausted of being torn apart*
Jobiranyc (12/31/2018)
Dec 31, 2018
Dec 31, 2018 at 6:44 AM UTC
S*elect (her)
From [billions]
Where [our chemistry collides]
And [hearts dance to the same beat]
Order By her, me*
Jobiranyc (12/22/2018)
Dec 22, 2018
Dec 22, 2018 at 10:10 PM UTC
Th*ank you, for visiting my home.
Unfortunately, I sincerely Must apologize
for being inhospitable.
What used to be
such a sweet golden palace
this home of mine,
full of love and vibrant colors
is now filled with
coldness and emptiness,
since miss muse left
shutting and locking
the doors and windows,
throwing away
the one master-key
to the heavenly gates,
and letting this aching
heart stranded
in the bleak darkness.
Please, come again, soon
in hopes that,
she comes back, riding the sun.*
Jobiranyc (12/13/2018)
Dec 13, 2018
Dec 13, 2018 at 2:19 AM UTC
A*n artist may not actually have
the same heart as the art.
Hence, it’s your eyes
that shall separate them apart.*
Jobiranyc (12/9/2018)
Dec 9, 2018
Dec 9, 2018 at 5:51 PM UTC
I’*ve seen so much beauty through my eyes
But when I look at you, I feel blue
You’re a glowing radiant at sunrise
Etched in my mind & heart like glue.
I long to touch your delicate petals
And burning with the flames of your kiss,
In the golden-palace made of precious metals,
Breathing in the volcanic lava with heartfelt bliss.
Time isn’t an essence or a costly price
For the eyes longing to see what they adore
Flower planted & growing in sunny paradise
Hiding behind the moonlight gated door.
You’re free to roam in the garden
Wild like the withering tender rose
It is blissful desire I beg you pardon
Yearning the wonders of your every pose.
Let me devour your tenderness
As you whisper hot-fire into my ears
You’ll ease my drunken madness
Your touch shall erase all my hidden fears.*
Jobiranyc (10/27/2018) (8/8/2020)
Aug 9, 2020
Aug 9, 2020 at 6:57 PM UTC
S*ooner or latter,
everything comes down to this—
Everyone says to your face
with a bright grin,
“I am sorry, it is not you,
but, it’s me,”
which this old line
really locks substance.
*
Jobiranyc (10/26/2016)
Oct 26, 2018
Oct 26, 2018 at 4:10 PM UTC