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FIRST DAY 1. Who wanted me to go to Chicago on January 6th? I did! The night before, 20 below zero Fahrenheit with the wind chill; as the blizzard of 99 lay in mountains of blackening snow. I packed two coats, two suits, three sweaters, multiple sets of long johns and heavy white socks for a two-day stay. I left from Newark. **** the denseness, it confounds! The 2nd City to whom? 2nd ain’t bad. It’s pretty good. If you consider Peking and Prague, Tokyo and Togo, Manchester and Moscow, Port Au Prince and Paris, Athens and Amsterdam, Buenos Aries and Johannesburg; that’s pretty good. What’s going on here today? It’s friggin frozen. To the bone! But Chi Town is still cool. Buddy Guy’s is open. Bartenders mixing drinks, cabbies jamming on their breaks, honey dew waitresses serving sugar, buildings swerving, fire tongued preachers are preaching and the farmers are measuring the moon. The lake, unlike Ontario is in the midst of freezing. Bones of ice threaten to gel into a solid mass over the expanse of the Michigan Lake. If this keeps up, you can walk clear to Toronto on a silver carpet. Along the shore the ice is permanent. It’s the first big frost of winter after a long Indian Summer. Thank God I caught a cab. Outside I hear The Hawk nippin hard. It’ll get your ear, finger or toe. Bite you on the nose too if you ain’t careful. Thank God, I’m not walking the Wabash tonight; but if you do cover up, wear layers. Chicago, could this be Sandburg’s City? I’m overwhelmed and this is my tenth time here. It’s almost better, sometimes it is better, a lot of times it is better and denser then New York. Ask any Bull’s fan. I’m a Knickerbocker. Yes Nueva York, a city that has placed last in the standings for many years. Except the last two. Yanks are # 1! But Chicago is a dynasty, as big as Sammy Sosa’s heart, rich and wide as Michael Jordan’s grin. Middle of a country, center of a continent, smack dab in the mean of a hemisphere, vortex to a world, Chicago! Kansas City, Nashville, St. Louis, Detroit, Cleveland, Pittsburgh, Denver, New Orleans, Dallas, Cairo, Singapore, Auckland, Baghdad, Mexico City and Montreal salute her. 2. Cities, A collection of vanities? Engineered complex utilitarianism? The need for community a social necessity? Ego one with the mass? Civilization’s latest ********** Chicago is more then that. Jefferson’s yeoman farmer is long gone but this capitol of the Great Plains is still democratic. The citizen’s of this city would vote daily, if they could. Chicago, Sandburg’s Chicago, Could it be? The namesake river segments the city, canals of commerce, all perpendicular, is rife throughout, still guiding barges to the Mississippi and St. Laurence. Now also tourist attractions for a cafe society. Chicago is really jazzy, swanky clubs, big steaks, juices and drinks. You get the best coffee from Seattle and the finest teas from China. Great restaurants serve liquid jazz al la carte. Jazz Jazz Jazz All they serve is Jazz Rock me steady Keep the beat Keep it flowin Feel the heat! Jazz Jazz Jazz All they is, is Jazz Fast cars will take ya To the show Round bout midnight Where’d the time go? Flows into the Mississippi, the mother of America’s rivers, an empires aorta. Great Lakes wonder of water. Niagara Falls still her heart gushes forth. Buffalo connected to this holy heart. Finger Lakes and Adirondacks are part of this watershed, all the way down to the Delaware and Chesapeake. Sandburg’s Chicago? Oh my my, the wonder of him. Who captured the imagination of the wonders of rivers. Down stream other holy cities from the Mississippi delta all mapped by him. Its mouth our Dixie Trumpet guarded by righteous Cajun brethren. Midwest? Midwest from where? It’s north of Caracas and Los Angeles, east of Fairbanks, west of Dublin and south of not much. Him, who spoke of honest men and loving women. Working men and mothers bearing citizens to build a nation. The New World’s precocious adolescent caught in a stream of endless and exciting change, much pain and sacrifice, dedication and loss, pride and tribulations. From him we know all the people’s faces. All their stories are told. Never defeating the idea of Chicago. Sandburg had the courage to say what was in the heart of the people, who: Defeated the Indians, Mapped the terrain, Aided slavers, Fought a terrible civil war, Hoisted the barges, Grew the food, Whacked the wheat, Sang the songs, Fought many wars of conquest, Cleared the land, Erected the bridges, Trapped the game, Netted the fish, Mined the coal, Forged the steel, Laid the tracks, Fired the tenders, Cut the stone, Mixed the mortar, Plumbed the line, And laid the bricks Of this nation of cities! Pardon the Marlboro Man shtick. It’s a poor expostulation of crass commercial symbolism. Like I said, I’m a Devil Fan from Jersey and Madison Avenue has done its work on me. It’s a strange alchemy that changes a proud Nation of Blackhawks into a merchandising bonanza of hometown hockey shirts, making the native seem alien, and the interloper at home chillin out, warming his feet atop a block of ice, guzzling Old Style with clicker in hand. Give him his beer and other diversions. If he bowls with his buddy’s on Tuesday night I hope he bowls a perfect game. He’s earned it. He works hard. Hard work and faith built this city. And it’s not just the faith that fills the cities thousand churches, temples and mosques on the Sabbath. 3. There is faith in everything in Chicago! An alcoholic broker named Bill lives the Twelve Steps to banish fear and loathing for one more day. Bill believes in sobriety. A tug captain named Moe waits for the spring thaw so he can get the barges up to Duluth. Moe believes in the seasons. A farmer named Tom hopes he has reaped the last of many bitter harvests. Tom believes in a new start. A homeless man named Earl wills himself a cot and a hot at the local shelter. Earl believes in deliverance. A Pullman porter named George works overtime to get his first born through medical school. George believes in opportunity. A folk singer named Woody sings about his countrymen inheritance and implores them to take it. Woody believes in people. A Wobbly named Joe organizes fellow steelworkers to fight for a workers paradise here on earth. Joe believes in ideals. A bookkeeper named Edith is certain she’ll see the Cubs win the World Series in her lifetime. Edith believes in miracles. An electrician named **** saves money to bring his family over from Gdansk. **** believes in America. A banker named Leah knows Ditka will return and lead the Bears to another Super Bowl. Leah believes in nostalgia. A cantor named Samuel prays for another 20 years so he can properly train his Temple’s replacement. Samuel believes in tradition. A high school girl named Sally refuses to get an abortion. She knows she carries something special within her. Sally believes in life. A city worker named Mazie ceaselessly prays for her incarcerated son doing 10 years at Cook. Mazie believes in redemption. A jazzer named Bix helps to invent a new art form out of the mist. Bix believes in creativity. An architect named Frank restores the Rookery. Frank believes in space. A soldier named Ike fights wars for democracy. Ike believes in peace. A Rabbi named Jesse sermonizes on Moses. Jesse believes in liberation. Somewhere in Chicago a kid still believes in Shoeless Joe. The kid believes in the integrity of the game. An Imam named Louis is busy building a nation within a nation. Louis believes in self-determination. A teacher named Heidi gives all she has to her students. She has great expectations for them all. Heidi believes in the future. 4. Does Chicago have a future? This city, full of cowboys and wildcatters is predicated on a future! Bang, bang Shoot em up Stake the claim It’s your terrain Drill the hole Strike it rich Top it off You’re the boss Take a chance Watch it wane Try again Heavenly gains Chicago city of futures is a Holy Mecca to all day traders. Their skin is gray, hair disheveled, loud ties and funny coats, thumb through slips of paper held by nail chewed hands. Selling promises with no derivative value for out of the money calls and in the money puts. Strike is not a labor action in this city of unionists, but a speculators mark, a capitalist wish, a hedgers bet, a public debt and a farmers fair return. Indexes for everything. Quantitative models that could burst a kazoo. You know the measure of everything in Chicago. But is it truly objective? Have mathematics banished subjective intentions, routing it in fair practice of market efficiencies, a kind of scientific absolution? I heard that there is a dispute brewing over the amount of snowfall that fell on the 1st. The mayor’s office, using the official city ruler measured 22” of snow on the ground. The National Weather Service says it cannot detect more then 17” of snow. The mayor thinks he’ll catch less heat for the trains that don’t run the buses that don’t arrive and the schools that stand empty with the addition of 5”. The analysts say it’s all about capturing liquidity. Liquidity, can you place a great lake into an eyedropper? Its 20 below and all liquid things are solid masses or a gooey viscosity at best. Water is frozen everywhere. But Chi town is still liquid, flowing faster then the digital blips flashing on the walls of the CBOT. Dreams are never frozen in Chicago. The exchanges trade without missing a beat. Trading wet dreams, the crystallized vapor of an IPO pledging a billion points of Internet access or raiding the public treasuries of a central bank’s huge stores of gold with currency swaps. Using the tools of butterfly spreads and candlesticks to achieve the goal. Short the Russell or buy the Dow, go long the CAC and DAX. Are you trading in euro’s? You better be or soon will. I know you’re Chicago, you’ll trade anything. WEBS, Spiders, and Leaps are traded here, along with sweet crude, North Sea Brent, plywood and T-Bill futures; and most importantly the commodities, the loam that formed this city of broad shoulders. What about our wheat? Still whacking and breadbasket to the world. Oil, an important fossil fuel denominated in good ole greenbacks. Porkbellies, not just hogwash on the Wabash, but bacon, eggs and flapjacks are on the menu of every diner in Jersey as the “All American.” Cotton, our contribution to the Golden Triangle, once the global currency used to enrich a gentlemen class of cultured southern slavers, now Tommy Hilfiger’s preferred fabric. I think he sends it to Bangkok where child slaves spin it into gold lame'. Sorghum, I think its hardy. Soybeans, the new age substitute for hamburger goes great with tofu lasagna. Corn, ADM creates ethanol, they want us to drive cleaner cars. Cattle, once driven into this city’s bloodhouses for slaughter, now ground into a billion Big Macs every year. When does a seed become a commodity? When does a commodity become a future? When does a future expire? You can find the answers to these questions in Chicago and find a fortune in a hole in the floor. Look down into the pits. Hear the screams of anguish and profitable delights. Frenzied men swarming like a mass of epileptic ants atop the worlds largest sugar cube auger the worlds free markets. The scene is more chaotic then 100 Haymarket Square Riots multiplied by 100 1968 Democratic Conventions. Amidst inverted anthills, they scurry forth and to in distinguished black and red coats. Fighting each other as counterparties to a life and death transaction. This is an efficient market that crosses the globe. Oil from the Sultan of Brunei, Yen from the land of Hitachi, Long Bonds from the Fed, nickel from Quebec, platinum and palladium from Siberia, FTSE’s from London and crewel cane from Havana circle these pits. Tijuana, Shanghai and Istanbul's best traders are only half as good as the average trader in Chicago. Chicago, this hog butcher to the world, specializes in packaging and distribution. Men in blood soaked smocks, still count the heads entering the gates of the city. Their handiwork is sent out on barges and rail lines as frozen packages of futures waiting for delivery to an anonymous counterparty half a world away. This nation’s hub has grown into the premier purveyor to the world; along all the rivers, highways, railways and estuaries it’s tentacles reach. 5. Sandburg’s Chicago, is a city of the world’s people. Many striver rows compose its many neighborhoods. Nordic stoicism, Eastern European orthodoxy and Afro-American calypso vibrations are three of many cords strumming the strings of Chicago. Sandburg’s Chicago, if you wrote forever you would only scratch its surface. People wait for trains to enter the city from O’Hare. Frozen tears lock their eyes onto distant skyscrapers, solid chunks of snot blocks their nose and green icicles of slime crust mustaches. They fight to breathe. Sandburg’s Chicago is The Land of Lincoln, Savior of the Union, protector of the Republic. Sent armies of sons and daughters, barges, boxcars, gunboats, foodstuffs, cannon and shot to raze the south and stamp out succession. Old Abe’s biography are still unknown volumes to me. I must see and read the great words. You can never learn enough; but I’ve been to Washington and seen the man’s memorial. The Free World’s 8th wonder, guarded by General Grant, who still keeps an eye on Richmond and a hand on his sword. Through this American winter Abe ponders. The vista he surveys is dire and tragic. Our sitting President impeached for lying about a ******* Party partisans in the senate are sworn and seated. Our Chief Justice, adorned with golden bars will adjudicate the proceedings. It is the perfect counterpoint to an ageless Abe thinking with malice toward none and charity towards all, will heal the wounds of the nation. Abe our granite angel, Chicago goes on, The Union is strong! SECOND DAY 1. Out my window the sun has risen. According to the local forecast its minus 9 going up to 6 today. The lake, a golden pillow of clouds is frozen in time. I marvel at the ancients ones resourcefulness and how they mastered these extreme elements. Past, present and future has no meaning in the Citadel of the Prairie today. I set my watch to Central Standard Time. Stepping into the hotel lobby the concierge with oil smooth hair, perfect tie and English lilt impeccably asks, “Do you know where you are going Sir? Can I give you a map?” He hands me one of Chicago. I see he recently had his nails done. He paints a green line along Whacker Drive and says, “turn on Jackson, LaSalle, Wabash or Madison and you’ll get to where you want to go.” A walk of 14 or 15 blocks from Streeterville- (I start at The Chicago White House. They call it that because Hillary Rodham stays here when she’s in town. Its’ also alleged that Stedman eats his breakfast here but Opra has never been seen on the premises. I wonder how I gained entry into this place of elite’s?) -down into the center of The Loop. Stepping out of the hotel, The Doorman sporting the epaulets of a colonel on his corporate winter coat and furry Cossack hat swaddling his round black face accosts me. The skin of his face is flaking from the subzero windburn. He asks me with a gapped toothy grin, “Can I get you a cab?” “No I think I’ll walk,” I answer. “Good woolen hat, thick gloves you should be alright.” He winks and lets me pass. I step outside. The Windy City flings stabbing cold spears flying on wings of 30-mph gusts. My outside hardens. I can feel the freeze deepen into my internalness. I can’t be sure but inside my heart still feels warm. For how long I cannot say. I commence my walk among the spires of this great city, the vertical leaps that anchor the great lake, holding its place against the historic frigid assault. The buildings’ sway, modulating to the blows of natures wicked blasts. It’s a hard imposition on a city and its people. The gloves, skullcap, long underwear, sweater, jacket and overcoat not enough to keep the cold from penetrating the person. Like discerning the layers of this city, even many layers, still not enough to understand the depth of meaning of the heart of this heartland city. Sandburg knew the city well. Set amidst groves of suburbs that extend outward in every direction. Concentric circles surround the city. After the burbs come farms, Great Plains, and mountains. Appalachians and Rockies are but mere molehills in the city’s back yard. It’s terra firma stops only at the sea. Pt. Barrow to the Horn, many capes extended. On the periphery its appendages, its extremities, its outward extremes. All connected by the idea, blown by the incessant wind of this great nation. The Windy City’s message is sent to the world’s four corners. It is a message of power. English the worlds common language is spoken here, along with Ebonics, Espanol, Mandarin, Czech, Russian, Korean, Arabic, Hindi, German, French, electronics, steel, cars, cartoons, rap, sports, movies, capital, wheat and more. Always more. Much much more in Chicago. 2. Sandburg spoke all the dialects. He heard them all, he understood with great precision to the finest tolerances of a lathe workers micrometer. Sandburg understood what it meant to laugh and be happy. He understood the working mans day, the learned treatises of university chairs, the endless tomes of the city’s great libraries, the lost languages of the ancient ones, the secret codes of abstract art, the impact of architecture, the street dialects and idioms of everymans expression of life. All fighting for life, trying to build a life, a new life in this modern world. Walking across the Michigan Avenue Bridge I see the Wrigley Building is neatly carved, catty cornered on the plaza. I wonder if Old Man Wrigley watched his barges loaded with spearmint and double-mint move out onto the lake from one of those Gothic windows perched high above the street. Would he open a window and shout to the men below to quit slaking and work harder or would he between the snapping sound he made with his mouth full of his chewing gum offer them tickets to a ballgame at Wrigley Field that afternoon? Would the men below be able to understand the man communing from such a great height? I listen to a man and woman conversing. They are one step behind me as we meander along Wacker Drive. "You are in Chicago now.” The man states with profundity. “If I let you go you will soon find your level in this city. Do you know what I mean?” No I don’t. I think to myself. What level are you I wonder? Are you perched atop the transmission spire of the Hancock Tower? I wouldn’t think so or your ears would melt from the windburn. I’m thinking. Is she a kept woman? She is majestically clothed in fur hat and coat. In animal pelts not trapped like her, but slaughtered from farms I’m sure. What level is he speaking of? Many levels are evident in this city; many layers of cobbled stone, Pennsylvania iron, Hoosier Granite and vertical drops. I wonder if I detect condensation in his voice? What is his intention? Is it a warning of a broken affair? A pending pink slip? Advise to an addict refusing to adhere to a recovery regimen? What is his level anyway? Is he so high and mighty, Higher and mightier then this great city which we are all a part of, which we all helped to build, which we all need in order to keep this nation the thriving democratic empire it is? This seditious talk! 3. The Loop’s El still courses through the main thoroughfares of the city. People are transported above the din of the street, looking down on the common pedestrians like me. Super CEO’s populating the upper floors of Romanesque, Greek Revivalist, New Bauhaus, Art Deco and Post Nouveau Neo-Modern Avant-Garde towers are too far up to see me shivering on the street. The cars, busses, trains and trucks are all covered with the film of rock salt. Salt covers my bootless feet and smudges my cloths as well. The salt, the primal element of the earth covers everything in Chicago. It is the true level of this city. The layer beneath all layers, on which everything rests, is built, grows, thrives then dies. To be returned again to the lower layers where it can take root again and grow out onto the great plains. Splashing the nation, anointing its people with its blessing. A blessing, Chicago? All rivers come here. All things found its way here through the canals and back bays of the world’s greatest lakes. All roads, rails and air routes begin and end here. Mrs. O’Leary’s cow got a *** rap. It did not start the fire, we did. We lit the torch that flamed the city to cinders. From a pile of ash Chicago rose again. Forever Chicago! Forever the lamp that burns bright on a Great Lake’s western shore! Chicago the beacon sends the message to the world with its windy blasts, on chugging barges, clapping trains, flying tandems, T1 circuits and roaring jets. Sandburg knew a Chicago I will never know. He knew the rhythm of life the people walked to. The tools they used, the dreams they dreamed the songs they sang, the things they built, the things they loved, the pains that hurt, the motives that grew, the actions that destroyed the prayers they prayed, the food they ate their moments of death. Sandburg knew the layers of the city to the depths and windy heights I cannot fathom. The Blues came to this city, on the wing of a chirping bird, on the taps of a rickety train, on the blast of an angry sax rushing on the wind, on the Westend blitz of Pop's brash coronet, on the tink of a twinkling piano on a paddle-wheel boat and on the strings of a lonely man’s guitar. Walk into the clubs, tenements, row houses, speakeasies and you’ll hear the Blues whispered like a quiet prayer. Tidewater Blues from Virginia, Delta Blues from the lower Mississippi, Boogie Woogie from Appalachia, Texas Blues from some Lone Star, Big Band Blues from Kansas City, Blues from Beal Street, Jelly Roll’s Blues from the Latin Quarter. Hell even Chicago got its own brand of Blues. Its all here. It ended up here and was sent away on the winds of westerly blows to the ear of an eager world on strong jet streams of simple melodies and hard truths. A broad shouldered woman, a single mother stands on the street with three crying babes. Their cloths are covered in salt. She pleads for a break, praying for a new start. Poor and under-clothed against the torrent of frigid weather she begs for help. Her blond hair and ****** features suggests her Scandinavian heritage. I wonder if she is related to Sandburg as I walk past her on the street. Her feet are bleeding through her canvass sneakers. Her babes mouths are zipped shut with frozen drivel and mucous. The Blues live on in Chicago. The Blues will forever live in her. As I turn the corner to walk the Miracle Mile I see her engulfed in a funnel cloud of salt, snow and bits of white paper, swirling around her and her children in an angry unforgiving maelstrom. The family begins to dissolve like a snail sprinkled with salt; and a mother and her children just disappear into the pavement at the corner of Dearborn, in Chicago. Music: Robert Johnson Sweet Home Chicago jbm Chicago 1/7/99
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Jan 6, 2012
Jan 6, 2012 at 11:33 AM UTC
Chicago for Carl Sandburg
FIRST DAY 1. Who wanted me to go to Chicago on January 6th? I did! The night before, 20 below zero Fahrenheit with the wind chill; as the blizzard of 99 lay in mountains of blackening snow. I packed two coats, two suits, three sweaters, multiple sets of long johns and heavy white socks for a two-day stay. I left from Newark. **** the denseness, it confounds! The 2nd City to whom? 2nd ain’t bad. It’s pretty good. If you consider Peking and Prague, Tokyo and Togo, Manchester and Moscow, Port Au Prince and Paris, Athens and Amsterdam, Buenos Aries and Johannesburg; that’s pretty good. What’s going on here today? It’s friggin frozen. To the bone! But Chi Town is still cool. Buddy Guy’s is open. Bartenders mixing drinks, cabbies jamming on their breaks, honey dew waitresses serving sugar, buildings swerving, fire tongued preachers are preaching and the farmers are measuring the moon. The lake, unlike Ontario is in the midst of freezing. Bones of ice threaten to gel into a solid mass over the expanse of the Michigan Lake. If this keeps up, you can walk clear to Toronto on a silver carpet. Along the shore the ice is permanent. It’s the first big frost of winter after a long Indian Summer. Thank God I caught a cab. Outside I hear The Hawk nippin hard. It’ll get your ear, finger or toe. Bite you on the nose too if you ain’t careful. Thank God, I’m not walking the Wabash tonight; but if you do cover up, wear layers. Chicago, could this be Sandburg’s City? I’m overwhelmed and this is my tenth time here. It’s almost better, sometimes it is better, a lot of times it is better and denser then New York. Ask any Bull’s fan. I’m a Knickerbocker. Yes Nueva York, a city that has placed last in the standings for many years. Except the last two. Yanks are # 1! But Chicago is a dynasty, as big as Sammy Sosa’s heart, rich and wide as Michael Jordan’s grin. Middle of a country, center of a continent, smack dab in the mean of a hemisphere, vortex to a world, Chicago! Kansas City, Nashville, St. Louis, Detroit, Cleveland, Pittsburgh, Denver, New Orleans, Dallas, Cairo, Singapore, Auckland, Baghdad, Mexico City and Montreal salute her. 2. Cities, A collection of vanities? Engineered complex utilitarianism? The need for community a social necessity? Ego one with the mass? Civilization’s latest ********** Chicago is more then that. Jefferson’s yeoman farmer is long gone but this capitol of the Great Plains is still democratic. The citizen’s of this city would vote daily, if they could. Chicago, Sandburg’s Chicago, Could it be? The namesake river segments the city, canals of commerce, all perpendicular, is rife throughout, still guiding barges to the Mississippi and St. Laurence. Now also tourist attractions for a cafe society. Chicago is really jazzy, swanky clubs, big steaks, juices and drinks. You get the best coffee from Seattle and the finest teas from China. Great restaurants serve liquid jazz al la carte. Jazz Jazz Jazz All they serve is Jazz Rock me steady Keep the beat Keep it flowin Feel the heat! Jazz Jazz Jazz All they is, is Jazz Fast cars will take ya To the show Round bout midnight Where’d the time go? Flows into the Mississippi, the mother of America’s rivers, an empires aorta. Great Lakes wonder of water. Niagara Falls still her heart gushes forth. Buffalo connected to this holy heart. Finger Lakes and Adirondacks are part of this watershed, all the way down to the Delaware and Chesapeake. Sandburg’s Chicago? Oh my my, the wonder of him. Who captured the imagination of the wonders of rivers. Down stream other holy cities from the Mississippi delta all mapped by him. Its mouth our Dixie Trumpet guarded by righteous Cajun brethren. Midwest? Midwest from where? It’s north of Caracas and Los Angeles, east of Fairbanks, west of Dublin and south of not much. Him, who spoke of honest men and loving women. Working men and mothers bearing citizens to build a nation. The New World’s precocious adolescent caught in a stream of endless and exciting change, much pain and sacrifice, dedication and loss, pride and tribulations. From him we know all the people’s faces. All their stories are told. Never defeating the idea of Chicago. Sandburg had the courage to say what was in the heart of the people, who: Defeated the Indians, Mapped the terrain, Aided slavers, Fought a terrible civil war, Hoisted the barges, Grew the food, Whacked the wheat, Sang the songs, Fought many wars of conquest, Cleared the land, Erected the bridges, Trapped the game, Netted the fish, Mined the coal, Forged the steel, Laid the tracks, Fired the tenders, Cut the stone, Mixed the mortar, Plumbed the line, And laid the bricks Of this nation of cities! Pardon the Marlboro Man shtick. It’s a poor expostulation of crass commercial symbolism. Like I said, I’m a Devil Fan from Jersey and Madison Avenue has done its work on me. It’s a strange alchemy that changes a proud Nation of Blackhawks into a merchandising bonanza of hometown hockey shirts, making the native seem alien, and the interloper at home chillin out, warming his feet atop a block of ice, guzzling Old Style with clicker in hand. Give him his beer and other diversions. If he bowls with his buddy’s on Tuesday night I hope he bowls a perfect game. He’s earned it. He works hard. Hard work and faith built this city. And it’s not just the faith that fills the cities thousand churches, temples and mosques on the Sabbath. 3. There is faith in everything in Chicago! An alcoholic broker named Bill lives the Twelve Steps to banish fear and loathing for one more day. Bill believes in sobriety. A tug captain named Moe waits for the spring thaw so he can get the barges up to Duluth. Moe believes in the seasons. A farmer named Tom hopes he has reaped the last of many bitter harvests. Tom believes in a new start. A homeless man named Earl wills himself a cot and a hot at the local shelter. Earl believes in deliverance. A Pullman porter named George works overtime to get his first born through medical school. George believes in opportunity. A folk singer named Woody sings about his countrymen inheritance and implores them to take it. Woody believes in people. A Wobbly named Joe organizes fellow steelworkers to fight for a workers paradise here on earth. Joe believes in ideals. A bookkeeper named Edith is certain she’ll see the Cubs win the World Series in her lifetime. Edith believes in miracles. An electrician named **** saves money to bring his family over from Gdansk. **** believes in America. A banker named Leah knows Ditka will return and lead the Bears to another Super Bowl. Leah believes in nostalgia. A cantor named Samuel prays for another 20 years so he can properly train his Temple’s replacement. Samuel believes in tradition. A high school girl named Sally refuses to get an abortion. She knows she carries something special within her. Sally believes in life. A city worker named Mazie ceaselessly prays for her incarcerated son doing 10 years at Cook. Mazie believes in redemption. A jazzer named Bix helps to invent a new art form out of the mist. Bix believes in creativity. An architect named Frank restores the Rookery. Frank believes in space. A soldier named Ike fights wars for democracy. Ike believes in peace. A Rabbi named Jesse sermonizes on Moses. Jesse believes in liberation. Somewhere in Chicago a kid still believes in Shoeless Joe. The kid believes in the integrity of the game. An Imam named Louis is busy building a nation within a nation. Louis believes in self-determination. A teacher named Heidi gives all she has to her students. She has great expectations for them all. Heidi believes in the future. 4. Does Chicago have a future? This city, full of cowboys and wildcatters is predicated on a future! Bang, bang Shoot em up Stake the claim It’s your terrain Drill the hole Strike it rich Top it off You’re the boss Take a chance Watch it wane Try again Heavenly gains Chicago city of futures is a Holy Mecca to all day traders. Their skin is gray, hair disheveled, loud ties and funny coats, thumb through slips of paper held by nail chewed hands. Selling promises with no derivative value for out of the money calls and in the money puts. Strike is not a labor action in this city of unionists, but a speculators mark, a capitalist wish, a hedgers bet, a public debt and a farmers fair return. Indexes for everything. Quantitative models that could burst a kazoo. You know the measure of everything in Chicago. But is it truly objective? Have mathematics banished subjective intentions, routing it in fair practice of market efficiencies, a kind of scientific absolution? I heard that there is a dispute brewing over the amount of snowfall that fell on the 1st. The mayor’s office, using the official city ruler measured 22” of snow on the ground. The National Weather Service says it cannot detect more then 17” of snow. The mayor thinks he’ll catch less heat for the trains that don’t run the buses that don’t arrive and the schools that stand empty with the addition of 5”. The analysts say it’s all about capturing liquidity. Liquidity, can you place a great lake into an eyedropper? Its 20 below and all liquid things are solid masses or a gooey viscosity at best. Water is frozen everywhere. But Chi town is still liquid, flowing faster then the digital blips flashing on the walls of the CBOT. Dreams are never frozen in Chicago. The exchanges trade without missing a beat. Trading wet dreams, the crystallized vapor of an IPO pledging a billion points of Internet access or raiding the public treasuries of a central bank’s huge stores of gold with currency swaps. Using the tools of butterfly spreads and candlesticks to achieve the goal. Short the Russell or buy the Dow, go long the CAC and DAX. Are you trading in euro’s? You better be or soon will. I know you’re Chicago, you’ll trade anything. WEBS, Spiders, and Leaps are traded here, along with sweet crude, North Sea Brent, plywood and T-Bill futures; and most importantly the commodities, the loam that formed this city of broad shoulders. What about our wheat? Still whacking and breadbasket to the world. Oil, an important fossil fuel denominated in good ole greenbacks. Porkbellies, not just hogwash on the Wabash, but bacon, eggs and flapjacks are on the menu of every diner in Jersey as the “All American.” Cotton, our contribution to the Golden Triangle, once the global currency used to enrich a gentlemen class of cultured southern slavers, now Tommy Hilfiger’s preferred fabric. I think he sends it to Bangkok where child slaves spin it into gold lame'. Sorghum, I think its hardy. Soybeans, the new age substitute for hamburger goes great with tofu lasagna. Corn, ADM creates ethanol, they want us to drive cleaner cars. Cattle, once driven into this city’s bloodhouses for slaughter, now ground into a billion Big Macs every year. When does a seed become a commodity? When does a commodity become a future? When does a future expire? You can find the answers to these questions in Chicago and find a fortune in a hole in the floor. Look down into the pits. Hear the screams of anguish and profitable delights. Frenzied men swarming like a mass of epileptic ants atop the worlds largest sugar cube auger the worlds free markets. The scene is more chaotic then 100 Haymarket Square Riots multiplied by 100 1968 Democratic Conventions. Amidst inverted anthills, they scurry forth and to in distinguished black and red coats. Fighting each other as counterparties to a life and death transaction. This is an efficient market that crosses the globe. Oil from the Sultan of Brunei, Yen from the land of Hitachi, Long Bonds from the Fed, nickel from Quebec, platinum and palladium from Siberia, FTSE’s from London and crewel cane from Havana circle these pits. Tijuana, Shanghai and Istanbul's best traders are only half as good as the average trader in Chicago. Chicago, this hog butcher to the world, specializes in packaging and distribution. Men in blood soaked smocks, still count the heads entering the gates of the city. Their handiwork is sent out on barges and rail lines as frozen packages of futures waiting for delivery to an anonymous counterparty half a world away. This nation’s hub has grown into the premier purveyor to the world; along all the rivers, highways, railways and estuaries it’s tentacles reach. 5. Sandburg’s Chicago, is a city of the world’s people. Many striver rows compose its many neighborhoods. Nordic stoicism, Eastern European orthodoxy and Afro-American calypso vibrations are three of many cords strumming the strings of Chicago. Sandburg’s Chicago, if you wrote forever you would only scratch its surface. People wait for trains to enter the city from O’Hare. Frozen tears lock their eyes onto distant skyscrapers, solid chunks of snot blocks their nose and green icicles of slime crust mustaches. They fight to breathe. Sandburg’s Chicago is The Land of Lincoln, Savior of the Union, protector of the Republic. Sent armies of sons and daughters, barges, boxcars, gunboats, foodstuffs, cannon and shot to raze the south and stamp out succession. Old Abe’s biography are still unknown volumes to me. I must see and read the great words. You can never learn enough; but I’ve been to Washington and seen the man’s memorial. The Free World’s 8th wonder, guarded by General Grant, who still keeps an eye on Richmond and a hand on his sword. Through this American winter Abe ponders. The vista he surveys is dire and tragic. Our sitting President impeached for lying about a ******* Party partisans in the senate are sworn and seated. Our Chief Justice, adorned with golden bars will adjudicate the proceedings. It is the perfect counterpoint to an ageless Abe thinking with malice toward none and charity towards all, will heal the wounds of the nation. Abe our granite angel, Chicago goes on, The Union is strong! SECOND DAY 1. Out my window the sun has risen. According to the local forecast its minus 9 going up to 6 today. The lake, a golden pillow of clouds is frozen in time. I marvel at the ancients ones resourcefulness and how they mastered these extreme elements. Past, present and future has no meaning in the Citadel of the Prairie today. I set my watch to Central Standard Time. Stepping into the hotel lobby the concierge with oil smooth hair, perfect tie and English lilt impeccably asks, “Do you know where you are going Sir? Can I give you a map?” He hands me one of Chicago. I see he recently had his nails done. He paints a green line along Whacker Drive and says, “turn on Jackson, LaSalle, Wabash or Madison and you’ll get to where you want to go.” A walk of 14 or 15 blocks from Streeterville- (I start at The Chicago White House. They call it that because Hillary Rodham stays here when she’s in town. Its’ also alleged that Stedman eats his breakfast here but Opra has never been seen on the premises. I wonder how I gained entry into this place of elite’s?) -down into the center of The Loop. Stepping out of the hotel, The Doorman sporting the epaulets of a colonel on his corporate winter coat and furry Cossack hat swaddling his round black face accosts me. The skin of his face is flaking from the subzero windburn. He asks me with a gapped toothy grin, “Can I get you a cab?” “No I think I’ll walk,” I answer. “Good woolen hat, thick gloves you should be alright.” He winks and lets me pass. I step outside. The Windy City flings stabbing cold spears flying on wings of 30-mph gusts. My outside hardens. I can feel the freeze deepen into my internalness. I can’t be sure but inside my heart still feels warm. For how long I cannot say. I commence my walk among the spires of this great city, the vertical leaps that anchor the great lake, holding its place against the historic frigid assault. The buildings’ sway, modulating to the blows of natures wicked blasts. It’s a hard imposition on a city and its people. The gloves, skullcap, long underwear, sweater, jacket and overcoat not enough to keep the cold from penetrating the person. Like discerning the layers of this city, even many layers, still not enough to understand the depth of meaning of the heart of this heartland city. Sandburg knew the city well. Set amidst groves of suburbs that extend outward in every direction. Concentric circles surround the city. After the burbs come farms, Great Plains, and mountains. Appalachians and Rockies are but mere molehills in the city’s back yard. It’s terra firma stops only at the sea. Pt. Barrow to the Horn, many capes extended. On the periphery its appendages, its extremities, its outward extremes. All connected by the idea, blown by the incessant wind of this great nation. The Windy City’s message is sent to the world’s four corners. It is a message of power. English the worlds common language is spoken here, along with Ebonics, Espanol, Mandarin, Czech, Russian, Korean, Arabic, Hindi, German, French, electronics, steel, cars, cartoons, rap, sports, movies, capital, wheat and more. Always more. Much much more in Chicago. 2. Sandburg spoke all the dialects. He heard them all, he understood with great precision to the finest tolerances of a lathe workers micrometer. Sandburg understood what it meant to laugh and be happy. He understood the working mans day, the learned treatises of university chairs, the endless tomes of the city’s great libraries, the lost languages of the ancient ones, the secret codes of abstract art, the impact of architecture, the street dialects and idioms of everymans expression of life. All fighting for life, trying to build a life, a new life in this modern world. Walking across the Michigan Avenue Bridge I see the Wrigley Building is neatly carved, catty cornered on the plaza. I wonder if Old Man Wrigley watched his barges loaded with spearmint and double-mint move out onto the lake from one of those Gothic windows perched high above the street. Would he open a window and shout to the men below to quit slaking and work harder or would he between the snapping sound he made with his mouth full of his chewing gum offer them tickets to a ballgame at Wrigley Field that afternoon? Would the men below be able to understand the man communing from such a great height? I listen to a man and woman conversing. They are one step behind me as we meander along Wacker Drive. "You are in Chicago now.” The man states with profundity. “If I let you go you will soon find your level in this city. Do you know what I mean?” No I don’t. I think to myself. What level are you I wonder? Are you perched atop the transmission spire of the Hancock Tower? I wouldn’t think so or your ears would melt from the windburn. I’m thinking. Is she a kept woman? She is majestically clothed in fur hat and coat. In animal pelts not trapped like her, but slaughtered from farms I’m sure. What level is he speaking of? Many levels are evident in this city; many layers of cobbled stone, Pennsylvania iron, Hoosier Granite and vertical drops. I wonder if I detect condensation in his voice? What is his intention? Is it a warning of a broken affair? A pending pink slip? Advise to an addict refusing to adhere to a recovery regimen? What is his level anyway? Is he so high and mighty, Higher and mightier then this great city which we are all a part of, which we all helped to build, which we all need in order to keep this nation the thriving democratic empire it is? This seditious talk! 3. The Loop’s El still courses through the main thoroughfares of the city. People are transported above the din of the street, looking down on the common pedestrians like me. Super CEO’s populating the upper floors of Romanesque, Greek Revivalist, New Bauhaus, Art Deco and Post Nouveau Neo-Modern Avant-Garde towers are too far up to see me shivering on the street. The cars, busses, trains and trucks are all covered with the film of rock salt. Salt covers my bootless feet and smudges my cloths as well. The salt, the primal element of the earth covers everything in Chicago. It is the true level of this city. The layer beneath all layers, on which everything rests, is built, grows, thrives then dies. To be returned again to the lower layers where it can take root again and grow out onto the great plains. Splashing the nation, anointing its people with its blessing. A blessing, Chicago? All rivers come here. All things found its way here through the canals and back bays of the world’s greatest lakes. All roads, rails and air routes begin and end here. Mrs. O’Leary’s cow got a *** rap. It did not start the fire, we did. We lit the torch that flamed the city to cinders. From a pile of ash Chicago rose again. Forever Chicago! Forever the lamp that burns bright on a Great Lake’s western shore! Chicago the beacon sends the message to the world with its windy blasts, on chugging barges, clapping trains, flying tandems, T1 circuits and roaring jets. Sandburg knew a Chicago I will never know. He knew the rhythm of life the people walked to. The tools they used, the dreams they dreamed the songs they sang, the things they built, the things they loved, the pains that hurt, the motives that grew, the actions that destroyed the prayers they prayed, the food they ate their moments of death. Sandburg knew the layers of the city to the depths and windy heights I cannot fathom. The Blues came to this city, on the wing of a chirping bird, on the taps of a rickety train, on the blast of an angry sax rushing on the wind, on the Westend blitz of Pop's brash coronet, on the tink of a twinkling piano on a paddle-wheel boat and on the strings of a lonely man’s guitar. Walk into the clubs, tenements, row houses, speakeasies and you’ll hear the Blues whispered like a quiet prayer. Tidewater Blues from Virginia, Delta Blues from the lower Mississippi, Boogie Woogie from Appalachia, Texas Blues from some Lone Star, Big Band Blues from Kansas City, Blues from Beal Street, Jelly Roll’s Blues from the Latin Quarter. Hell even Chicago got its own brand of Blues. Its all here. It ended up here and was sent away on the winds of westerly blows to the ear of an eager world on strong jet streams of simple melodies and hard truths. A broad shouldered woman, a single mother stands on the street with three crying babes. Their cloths are covered in salt. She pleads for a break, praying for a new start. Poor and under-clothed against the torrent of frigid weather she begs for help. Her blond hair and ****** features suggests her Scandinavian heritage. I wonder if she is related to Sandburg as I walk past her on the street. Her feet are bleeding through her canvass sneakers. Her babes mouths are zipped shut with frozen drivel and mucous. The Blues live on in Chicago. The Blues will forever live in her. As I turn the corner to walk the Miracle Mile I see her engulfed in a funnel cloud of salt, snow and bits of white paper, swirling around her and her children in an angry unforgiving maelstrom. The family begins to dissolve like a snail sprinkled with salt; and a mother and her children just disappear into the pavement at the corner of Dearborn, in Chicago. Music: Robert Johnson Sweet Home Chicago jbm Chicago 1/7/99
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She was only seventeen In a town called Mexicali Purple lipstick, hair dyed green Wouldn't let her leave without me And she liked things obscene That I won't talk about here But her **** you wouldn't believe, So I had to keep her around... **My marijuana girl, my marijuana girl Her eyes lit up When I lit up My marijuana girl My marijuana girl, my marijuana girl Smoky dreams and tequila screams...** ...My Marijuana Girl... She was a wild thing indeed Life carried by the wind A little wink is all she needs To drive a holy man to sin My bloodshot eyes were hypnotized My head started to spin She can blow you up or calm your heart Like nitroglycerine **My marijuana girl, my marijuana girl Her eyes lit up When I lit up My marijuana girl My marijuana girl, my marijuana girl Smoky dreams and tequila screams...** ...My Marijuana Girl... *Mi chica marijuana My marijuana girl*
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May 27, 2015
May 27, 2015 at 8:33 PM UTC
Marijuana Girl
Her lips may drip honey But her teeth drip blood She'll spend all your money She'll squander your love She's got no good intentions She's got no noble cause And all her inventions Are deadly as claws Beware the Bad Woman She's pretty as a follower She's bad things a-comin' She'll leave you sad and sour
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Mar 26, 2014
Mar 26, 2014 at 10:35 PM UTC
Bad Woman, Bad Woman
when the clock ticks at 12, another minute has passed and another day has been renewed. it replenishes an entire moment that separates yesterday from today. when the clock ticks at 12, a part of me has left something for good. something that could only be retrieved by the nostalgia of the passing hours that gives a pang of discomfort and dismay. when the clock ticks at 12, a fairy godmother is there waiting for me to move past everything and start fresh, like nothing has ever happened from yesterday but when the clock ticks at 3, my emotions are scattered, eating me alive. it kicks me out of the zone - exposing me to a world of nothing but things to hide. it haunts my core, dwells with my demons, building up emotions that don't seem to collide and at 3, I find you - once again with all the sublime images we’ve captured and grand words we’ve uttered. i find you, drowning from the roots of my memoirs... and there I see how midnights took parts of me because at 3, I’ll always remember how I grew with thee a.t.
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Oct 13, 2014
Oct 13, 2014 at 10:25 AM UTC
when the clock ticks
Every* fine* detail* Getting  flushed the blues inside the red I phones The lonesome blue Ring my Rolling Stones* Waking up in [Blue Oceania] Mama Mia bluesy jazz me waterbed Hazy, not one yellow daisy *hurry up your driving me_crazy           In love like the *Foggy Day in London Town The saying New York like no other town Forget about it Brooklyn is my town **Wearing your face with frowns like a vine of tomatoes*** Is it your time for Victories Those rotten movies and throwing those forgotten   Love potatoes At the Villa looking out he's the Captain of the blue sea My Alaskan blue eye husky *Meet Charlie or the Bumble Bee Tuna fish* Saw the fog getting stronger The winter is hazy don't be the chicken of the sea   She was spinning her mind into the vertigo love is crazy The crazy love''Hugo" Hers and his E- ecstasy twin-mail Hazy is just the way you feel His strings azure blues power tie She felt other blues what lies Workout blues hazy spirit greys She prays hazy winters of blueberry pie Hearing the blues rush of water The waitress taking his order Inside her tasty fingers The blues ***** lightly stir How she met his brother But why? Don't you love me, Sir Eyes of blues flower irises Her blues pour crystal sugar She turned her head surprises Swarovski crystal bead What was said singing the blues Shades of deep sensual gray The shapes of things Godly pray How many words could you possibly say When you catch your breath His eyes are bluer than your Heart intense red his iron shirts Got badly burned Pumpkin Head met sesame seed flatbread in the modern flat world Eating a blueberry muffin top Who has the open mind Her blues boysenberries Doing Hip-hop By her nook pulling the blinds How the blood stain her lips Fashion art Chanel cherries The bloodshot eyes Caught her fire candle Wonka" Blues house Coffee Diva Hazy blown out of proportion blue "Hazy Just So" how do you do it Do you go through her dreams? Another brainstorm little boy blue like a fairytale So inviting love true lights Just so in her beam another enticing clue its never what it seems Just because there is so much blue *Life shouldn't trick you just kick off your shoes* Just Relax meditate your body flex The Gulf of Mexico the blue sharks Take a bite any kind of fish the whale of a blue wish The weather so many changes crazy or not Everything feels right when you tie the knot
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Aug 3, 2018
Aug 3, 2018 at 12:33 PM UTC
Hazy Just So Blues
Every* fine* detail* Getting  flushed the blues inside the red I phones The lonesome blue Ring my Rolling Stones* Waking up in [Blue Oceania] Mama Mia bluesy jazz me waterbed Hazy, not one yellow daisy *hurry up your driving me_crazy           In love like the *Foggy Day in London Town The saying New York like no other town Forget about it Brooklyn is my town **Wearing your face with frowns like a vine of tomatoes*** Is it your time for Victories Those rotten movies and throwing those forgotten   Love potatoes At the Villa looking out he's the Captain of the blue sea My Alaskan blue eye husky *Meet Charlie or the Bumble Bee Tuna fish* Saw the fog getting stronger The winter is hazy don't be the chicken of the sea   She was spinning her mind into the vertigo love is crazy The crazy love''Hugo" Hers and his E- ecstasy twin-mail Hazy is just the way you feel His strings azure blues power tie She felt other blues what lies Workout blues hazy spirit greys She prays hazy winters of blueberry pie Hearing the blues rush of water The waitress taking his order Inside her tasty fingers The blues ***** lightly stir How she met his brother But why? Don't you love me, Sir Eyes of blues flower irises Her blues pour crystal sugar She turned her head surprises Swarovski crystal bead What was said singing the blues Shades of deep sensual gray The shapes of things Godly pray How many words could you possibly say When you catch your breath His eyes are bluer than your Heart intense red his iron shirts Got badly burned Pumpkin Head met sesame seed flatbread in the modern flat world Eating a blueberry muffin top Who has the open mind Her blues boysenberries Doing Hip-hop By her nook pulling the blinds How the blood stain her lips Fashion art Chanel cherries The bloodshot eyes Caught her fire candle Wonka" Blues house Coffee Diva Hazy blown out of proportion blue "Hazy Just So" how do you do it Do you go through her dreams? Another brainstorm little boy blue like a fairytale So inviting love true lights Just so in her beam another enticing clue its never what it seems Just because there is so much blue *Life shouldn't trick you just kick off your shoes* Just Relax meditate your body flex The Gulf of Mexico the blue sharks Take a bite any kind of fish the whale of a blue wish The weather so many changes crazy or not Everything feels right when you tie the knot
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It’s day seven of NaPoWriMo; I have to write a fresh poem. But it is also Monday and I have no topic, no inspiration. So this feeble nonet will have to do.
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Apr 12, 2014
Apr 12, 2014 at 11:14 AM UTC
Monday Blues
My little wicked baby your *** magic is too high I can't help but want to be in you when I look into your eyes my *** demon lady making my dreams multiply I can't stop thinking of you and when I'll slip inside scared her mind is a maze, she tries to hide here ***** ways. but she loves to play master and slave a vicious vixion maybe your *** magic is too high I can't help but want to be in you when I look into your eyes
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Jan 18, 2015
Jan 18, 2015 at 3:11 PM UTC
*** Magik
There is something I'm missing Not yet to understand What am I thinking Doing these things I am loose at the seems Pretending I am fine Maybe it will help if I can Cover up these blues
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Jul 12, 2013
Jul 12, 2013 at 4:21 AM UTC
Understand?
nobody gets the cancer twice.   (a blues guitar riff) blood in the stool ain’t nobody’s fool, whent to high school did not graduate, but know it wasn’t no thing I ate scale greets me friendly like, long lost buddy from yesterday morn, ‘let get right down to it, let’s see how much less of you borne leftover alive from the prior day’ spirit spit blood from my gums, got me a woman, she’s way over town, woman said I’m brushing with too hard a brush, alright, alright, make no fuss, she’s good to me nobody’s fool whent to school, though I did not graduate, a mean riff is better than a slow moving woman blues cry, got the strings to do my screaming doctor is a fan, name is Jimmy, played music like last time round, Jimmy-jamming, dancing in the waiting room, “that cancer got kick, it’s gonna get ya, think I told ya that about hunner times before” ‘nobody gets the cancer twice,’ an old wives tale for unlucky po’ somofabitches, do you some tests, tell ya the specifics, right now, lay, lay down them new tracks, no quitting time less the good lord comes a-calling’ blues guitar makes a man cry shiver scream and shake, progressions licks and tricks, so you can’t tell what’s making a grownup man cry and laugh louder bring me my medicine bring me my guitar all I know is how it makes me feel, oh baby once a night it’s true, nobody gets the cancer twice
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Mar 17, 2018
Mar 17, 2018 at 4:00 PM UTC
nobody gets the cancer twice (a blues guitar riff)
In an instance, I felt a calmness sweep across my body. My body free of any restriction. Her being my release. Sweet liberties Utilized by the touch of lips. A period punctuated by perched lips. Released in ounces of color. The way she loved. My tongue swirled around hers. Fingers wrapped around her waist. Brown peach flavored skin. My addiction a place for her to stay, Her bag broken down; piece by piece. A home away from home. Until the day she left. I consulted family, I reached out to friends. They say that she's no good They say leave her be. Truth be told My vacancy left colorless. Bland. My tree grown fruitless Revealed to me in bitter hunger. The realization of perception. Nothing left to fill my hands. This vacancy punishable by death. A ****** filled by her alone. My fingers around her waist. Her love sticky, sweet. Swirling around my tongue. My eyes left low Anticipating her return. They say that she's no good They say leave her be. Truth be told I haven't spoken to them since
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Dec 5, 2018
Dec 5, 2018 at 6:40 PM UTC
Brown Peach Flavor Skin Blues For Slow-Hand Willi Washington
Two were suffocated One stabbed Four drowned Three broken neck. A massive shock for her, articulated. 10 were over None are forgotten, 7 irrelevant but 3 where all 3. She was asked to portray all these in a pie chart. While he was eating a blueberry pie.
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Apr 7, 2014
Apr 7, 2014 at 4:18 PM UTC
Bluesberry Pie
"I wish I had a cigarette." The man as he looked down at his half empty glass of whiskey at the bar in Paisley Town Little did he know what that dear cigarette was bound to be In the form of a strawberry blonde no older than twenty-three - J.S.
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Mar 24, 2014
Mar 24, 2014 at 11:42 PM UTC
Cigarette Lady
They say home is where the heart is I think they're right But they don't tell you that you don't just feel the hole it leaves When you're alone at night Home is not a hole that can be filled easily And the constant little reminders really get to me Like looking at the hills Where mountains ought to be I left my heart in Colorado With my friends and family There I had my first kiss And I learned how to read Learned to ride a bike And how to climb a tree A lifetime of memories Eight hundred miles away I guess you can say I'm feeling a bit homesick today.
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Aug 31, 2014
Aug 31, 2014 at 2:30 AM UTC
homesick blues
Tar on my teeth Tar in my lungs Another day Smoked away To heavy guitar And a hint of nostalgia I miss the taste Of being alone
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Sep 4, 2016
Sep 4, 2016 at 7:10 AM UTC
Late Cigarette Blues
the summer rain washes my blues away makes everything new
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Jul 24, 2014
Jul 24, 2014 at 6:41 PM UTC
summer rain
I've given birth to many things Cloudy nights, slanted rays Set ways, uneven days- Wet it, let it Permeate its hues- Like rock 'n' roll from the womb of the blues I got a whiskey-drinkin' woman She waits for me around the bend Starts harvesting the plants Now, whenever I drop in We both play mute, 'cause we know Where glowing fingers of the fire play blown wood, like a piano I've given birth to birds and snails Solar systems that have failed Let it pour, let it roar and pay its dues Like rock 'n' roll from the fertile womb of the blues
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Feb 20, 2015
Feb 20, 2015 at 10:52 AM UTC
Fail to Sail
I met someone today and he was awesome. He wore a leather jacket, almost the same as yours. He had a neat haircut but a funny beard. Do you remember when I used to always pester you About trimming yours? I did it all the time and you never listened. Anyway, he told me a joke; One that I've heard before and that still Made me laugh like the world was about to end. I think I know where I heard it the first time. He also ordered your milkshake, I mean ours. And smoked the same brand of cigarettes You always did. He was awesome because he took me for a ride On his Harley Davidson and gave me his helmet The way you always did. He was awesome because he winked At random girls and smiled at me The way you always did. He was awesome because he listened to the blues The way you always did. He was awesome because he reminded me of you. Baby I think I still love you. F.Z.N
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Dec 29, 2014
Dec 29, 2014 at 5:26 PM UTC
He Was Awesome
I love da sound ya ***** does make While slapping up against your sister, for Christ sake Watching you all doing the ***** deed, doggy style On ya momma's brand new, multi coloured **** pile   ***** young boys, are forever slapping, keepin’ it real While viewing ya ***** in ya year nine, high school classes Even some curious gals, like to slip in a quick feel While flashing their hallway entry, fancy gold passes Da sound ya ***** makes, ya must be using an amplifier With a **** load of flaming, boom-boom, bass   Next time though, try turning the treble up, as you were And turning down that flaming bass, just in case   This mornin’, I woke up stiff, like feelin’ as if dead Then flicked through the paper, my obituary, I just read Didn't feel that great, after we had finished the missionary Wish I was much more aware, like a future visionary I haven't even ironed my clothes or done my face For my very last day of this bright sunlight   Will I need to pack a jumbo suitcase Or maybe just some shorts and thongs On my mystery vacation, one-way flight Da sound ya ***** was making when shaking Was maybe way too loud for some, last night It put me in, like a clothes dryer spin   Police came by, just to check that no one was pranking With some spray with mace, just when I was about to sin Everyone's got an unusual craze in life Mine just happened to put me in a daze   Should've taken a much deeper breath When going down between ya momma's thighs   Send flowers to my ******* and hoes And never ever forget, ya ****** nice ways Always tried to satisfy the whole **** world But still hearing some sad **** woes I like da sound ya ***** makes Reminds me of some ole dance tracks Played by the DJ, named Georgie O’Kay While everyone dances to a beat I'm hard at work, while trying to get ya To get down lower and pretend to be ya momma.
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Sep 10, 2019
Sep 10, 2019 at 6:14 PM UTC
Da Sound Ya ***** Makes
I love da sound ya ***** does make While slapping up against your sister, for Christ sake Watching you all doing the ***** deed, doggy style On ya momma's brand new, multi coloured **** pile   ***** young boys, are forever slapping, keepin’ it real While viewing ya ***** in ya year nine, high school classes Even some curious gals, like to slip in a quick feel While flashing their hallway entry, fancy gold passes Da sound ya ***** makes, ya must be using an amplifier With a **** load of flaming, boom-boom, bass   Next time though, try turning the treble up, as you were And turning down that flaming bass, just in case   This mornin’, I woke up stiff, like feelin’ as if dead Then flicked through the paper, my obituary, I just read Didn't feel that great, after we had finished the missionary Wish I was much more aware, like a future visionary I haven't even ironed my clothes or done my face For my very last day of this bright sunlight   Will I need to pack a jumbo suitcase Or maybe just some shorts and thongs On my mystery vacation, one-way flight Da sound ya ***** was making when shaking Was maybe way too loud for some, last night It put me in, like a clothes dryer spin   Police came by, just to check that no one was pranking With some spray with mace, just when I was about to sin Everyone's got an unusual craze in life Mine just happened to put me in a daze   Should've taken a much deeper breath When going down between ya momma's thighs   Send flowers to my ******* and hoes And never ever forget, ya ****** nice ways Always tried to satisfy the whole **** world But still hearing some sad **** woes I like da sound ya ***** makes Reminds me of some ole dance tracks Played by the DJ, named Georgie O’Kay While everyone dances to a beat I'm hard at work, while trying to get ya To get down lower and pretend to be ya momma.
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God gave mankind that old Rock and Roll So maybe just maybe it can save my soul God gave to mankind them old moody blues So that my good friend is path I choose So here I sit And strum my guitar And with each note I wage holy war
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Jan 3, 2014
Jan 3, 2014 at 7:28 PM UTC
God Gave Rock and Roll to You
Constricted in the tiny *** this plant has lost it’s will to grow The lightness fades inside the room the curtain shades the greenish brown I forgot that i was more, than this room. this house, this place I forgot how to transplant. I forgot how to grow Don’t let me wither. Don’t abandon me in the cold. How can i survive this potted life, this winter, It was easy to love me when the spring was here, and i was bright and full of wonder. I could fill a room with bright vernal sweetness. And then i began to blend into the wallpaper. a perfect little wallflower. Tendrils constrict, and branches droop. flowers swept away, and bark begotten by dust and moth Who will inherit me? Or perhaps just an empty ***
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Nov 27, 2014
Nov 27, 2014 at 7:07 PM UTC
Wallflower
It was a restless night denuded of sleep So since it was warm and windless I hit the streets Walking under ancient oaks draped in Spanish moss My path inevitably led to where Everything was at a complete loss Crescent Moon Memorial Cemetery For the dead Where all lie below earthly care Was where my feet had somehow led Row upon row of forgotten names In all of their endeavors Have been eased of their earthly pains And now as I trudged by at a quarter to three A low chorus and chords of music Through the mists came floating to me It startled and intrigued What now is this ? So I had to go see for myself And I silently crept to where came the origins of bliss In a circle of bench seats and monument stones The strangest thing I saw , that of the unborn Ghosts and skeletons playing with bones and singing in moans A see through piano , trombone , bass , saxophone and a silver cornet And one wailing guitar completed the set On the translucent petal bass drum Was the name of the ethereal band And to a catchy tune I began to hum Crescent Moon Memorial Buried Blues Band The epitaph on the vaporous drum stated And I soon found myself a loyal fan What seem like a lifetime they continued to play Quaint rthyms and lyrics now made my day . . . and night ! As the sounds drifted across the river out onto the bay But far off I heard the mornings cock's call Then phiff . . . vanished all into the fog Not a trace as if covered by an invisible pall And then a ray caught the gleam in my eye And I knew that when the time comes Here's where I want to be placed after I die
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Dec 11, 2014
Dec 11, 2014 at 8:38 PM UTC
Crescent Moon Memorial Buried Blues Band
It was a restless night denuded of sleep So since it was warm and windless I hit the streets Walking under ancient oaks draped in Spanish moss My path inevitably led to where Everything was at a complete loss Crescent Moon Memorial Cemetery For the dead Where all lie below earthly care Was where my feet had somehow led Row upon row of forgotten names In all of their endeavors Have been eased of their earthly pains And now as I trudged by at a quarter to three A low chorus and chords of music Through the mists came floating to me It startled and intrigued What now is this ? So I had to go see for myself And I silently crept to where came the origins of bliss In a circle of bench seats and monument stones The strangest thing I saw , that of the unborn Ghosts and skeletons playing with bones and singing in moans A see through piano , trombone , bass , saxophone and a silver cornet And one wailing guitar completed the set On the translucent petal bass drum Was the name of the ethereal band And to a catchy tune I began to hum Crescent Moon Memorial Buried Blues Band The epitaph on the vaporous drum stated And I soon found myself a loyal fan What seem like a lifetime they continued to play Quaint rthyms and lyrics now made my day . . . and night ! As the sounds drifted across the river out onto the bay But far off I heard the mornings cock's call Then phiff . . . vanished all into the fog Not a trace as if covered by an invisible pall And then a ray caught the gleam in my eye And I knew that when the time comes Here's where I want to be placed after I die
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