#blindlove
Spring has come with lily’s bloom
the most pretty flower in any room
I’d like to cull her, receive a kiss
chance at bliss, lover’s hiss
the hummingbird came to hover
any dream that dares to flutter
He stole her scent, her soul, her color.
I am zealot for this elegant florent
her smile, a spark, the stars themselves lament
I thought she bloomed for me, hopeful vase
but I was petals lost, their trace
Her smile I chased through four seasons spin
yet found the dream was never mine to win
She sang me down with stem of deceive
then cut my hair, my soul couldn’t conceive
my floral love is so naive
a white flag heave, left to grieve.
Apr 21, 2025
Apr 21, 2025 at 5:12 PM UTC
I loved you more.
Then I loved myself.
I sat there and forgave.
All your flaws
All your anger
All your secrets
But it seemed like you could never love me.
I tried and tried.
I huffed and I puffed.
But it was like a wall I couldn't entirely blow down.
It was like you went out of your way.
To try to get me out of your life.
I gave you more than you deserved.
I just wanted you to love me.
-Kat. J. K.
Mar 23, 2025
Mar 23, 2025 at 11:31 AM UTC
seeing your eyes
for the first time
made me close mine
for a little while.
Mar 26, 2021
Mar 26, 2021 at 1:34 PM UTC
I bleed heavy snow....
not because now my heart is cold.......
because her actions told......
me the truth and I continued to follow.......
down the dark hole.....
even when she gave up she knew that I would still hold......on.
I can’t drink myself to death, I can’t eat anymore, I tried to make my bandages out of steel.......
so I could no longer feel....... anymore. Now I walk around with my feelings......
hiding behind this cold steel.....
over the wounds that cover me.
I pray for the light......
I pray for the day that I........
can lay down my armor, for the day I can feel vulnerable and strong.
I don’t want to die........
I just want things to make things right.
I faced death, I’d walk through hell for her.
The demons don’t mean anything to you when the vision of completing the unity is your energy.
You breath this destiny,
you eat this destiny,
you bleed this destiny,
and even when they stop, you carry their dead corpse, .....
YOU ARE their life support.
You finish the mission because you gave your word.......
The rough part of being a Taurus is even when you expect peace from the ashes , the memories of failure still burn.
Jan 26, 2021
Jan 26, 2021 at 5:46 PM UTC
I was chaos in delicate lace,
in satin and taffeta; a pretty face
what they see is what I let
a peek behind; they may regret.
I was chaos in delicate lace,
with smiles charming--- tears no trace
lips with chapstick; smudge on side
nothing but a breathless ride.
I was chaos in delicate lace,
disarray with class and taste
I reek of Chanel and all things sweet,
nothing but a foul treat.
I was chaos in delicate lace,
only but a pretty face
a troubled heart and restless mind,
a woman whose love is always blind.
Oct 15, 2020
Oct 15, 2020 at 11:32 AM UTC
I yearn for love that is blind,
but I long to hear that my
eyes and lips are pretty
I champion love that is mind over matter,
but I cannot help but trace the shape of your body
and be happy that it is beautiful
Apr 4, 2019
Apr 4, 2019 at 12:56 AM UTC
she was like the sun,
and i think i was blind
because i stared for too long.
Nov 6, 2018
Nov 6, 2018 at 11:51 PM UTC
stop
kissing
me in
the corner
of our school
where
no one
can see
us
but maybe
start
being
a friend to
me so
that everyone
knows
that i'm
more than
your toy
stop calling
me when
you're drunk
with your friends
and call me names
"what a ****
you'd laugh like
you told a joke
but really
you know
you're lying
don't push
me in
the hallways
and act
like it
means
nothing,
like i
mean
nothing
i know
you only
say those
words
and do
those things
to get me
out of your
head
but i hope
you realize
that you're
not the
only
one
who's
afraid
Sep 28, 2018
Sep 28, 2018 at 6:02 AM UTC
you want
to keep
us a hush
because
you don't
want anyone
to know that
you're with me
you make it
pretty clear
when you
cunningly
follow me
like a shadow
so much alive
but not noticed
you're careful
when you're
with me
in case i might
blow up
but i don't
let my feelings
out because
i know
i will
lose you
if i did
i'm frightened
without you
because in
some wicked
way you make
me feel loved,
in some sick
way i feel happy,
in a sinners way
you make me
feel alive
the truth is
that i'm an
object to
you,
i'm just someone
who you can come
to and look for my
attention
and i'm
always dumb
enough to
give it
to you
i'm so dumb
to want you
i'm so dumb
to accept you
i'm so dumb
that i can't
let you go
you say
we're just
lovers
passing our
time,
i wish i
could call
you mine
you won't
make the
first move
then
i'd have
to prove
what you
really mean
to me
still, i know
you'll leave
me alone
and how
can i be
a lover
without
your love?
Sep 29, 2018
Sep 29, 2018 at 5:59 AM UTC
you said I'm gonna **** you
I heard I love you
you said you're hot
I understand you're beautiful
you slapped my ***
I felt a caress
you said it’s over
I opened my eyes
you said get away from me
I felt cold
May 2, 2018
May 2, 2018 at 10:44 AM UTC
You are the greatest thing that has ever happened to me
Your beauty is something I fear I can't hold on too
There are so much better men out there for you
Why did you choose me
I'm poor
I have a bad reputation
I am a outcast
But you choose me
Even when you where so much better than me
The sad part is that keeping you with me is killing me
I can't let you go
I know I can't give you every thing you want
But at least I can try
Little by little I waste away every day
But your beauty is the force that keeps me going
I am a mindless animal with you
I know you
I know your beauty has let men into your life
I know you've accepted them without a hesitation
But I am just to powerless against your beauty
It's like a web and I'm the fly
I just can't leave
Until my death I will try try try and try to win you over
Even if it's killing me
I know I should just leave know
But I can't tell myself that none of this love was true
Not while I still think I have a chance to fully conquer you
Someday I'll win
Someday
Jun 15, 2015
Jun 15, 2015 at 1:44 AM UTC
See that girls face with a rose in her hair?
Trying not to shade a tear.
She's hurt from inside & out.
Over a boy with so many doubts.
Insecure love is all they could find.
With a touch of a finger, their minds are blind.
Dec 26, 2014
Dec 26, 2014 at 8:07 PM UTC