#blankspace
As I am lying here awake again
Torn between self-hatred and existential conundrums
I again find myself wondering
What the point of it all is
Why I have to suffer
Day in
Day out
What could be worth
All this agony
And I know what is
But I also know
That it will never happen
I see nothing in my future
But a miserable blank space
Devoid of happiness
Drained of all colour
Oct 17, 2021
Oct 17, 2021 at 7:08 PM UTC
I want to runaway
Escape your thoughts
Runaway to nowhere
To be nothing
& to just be
May 28, 2020
May 28, 2020 at 3:36 AM UTC
Lately I've been having some off days
Lately I've been feeling dazed
Physically I'm here
Mentally I'm in a different space
Walking around with a blank face
-
Socially awkward
I don't mix well in a crowded place
They ask me
"What's on your mind"
I tell them
"If I told you, you'd be left with a bitter taste"
Cause the truth is a hard pill to swallow
So, I keep it in a case, just in case
-
Leave me be
In my head space
It's my safe space
Although my depression and anxiety
Took up most of the space
I still think of you when I look at that blank space
-
Lowkie ®
May 22, 2020
May 22, 2020 at 4:10 PM UTC
I am the ice
on the breaker,
let me know what's right,
for I not to be left
I tried being shallow,
but I swallowed
**** the butterflies,
I'll name it white lies
Apr 20, 2019
Apr 20, 2019 at 1:38 PM UTC
Just like a jigsaw puzzle,
the pieces of my heart will fill in your
blank space
As you put a smile on your face
Setting the pace of our heart's race
Nov 11, 2016
Nov 11, 2016 at 8:11 AM UTC