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You held me close, yet lied to me,
A traitor's mask I could not see.
The warmth I crave, your arms I seek,
But truth has made my heart grow weak.
I know your truth, but I can't say,
The cost is one I dare not pay.
My silence screams, my heart decays,
Bound by the game we’re forced to play.
Still, I’m trapped in your embrace,
Hating the love I can’t erase.
Dec 25, 2024
Dec 25, 2024 at 6:18 PM UTC
So you can like girls, and that's just fine,
But my love for boys must stay in line?
Is your heart so vast, so grand, so wide,
That mine must shrink, must always hide?
Is your love greater, more pure, more true,
Than the love I carry and offer to you?
Love is love, it beats the same,
Yet you cage mine, and cast it in shame.
Dec 5, 2024
Dec 5, 2024 at 2:17 PM UTC
Stars don’t shine just to fade away,
And rivers don’t flow to lose their way.
If hands can hold but hearts must part,
What is the point of a beating heart?
If God denies the love we've got,
Then what is the point of having a God?
Dec 2, 2024
Dec 2, 2024 at 11:29 AM UTC
I love you
You love me
But we can’t ever
Let the world see
It is a sin
It is not right
But your love is worth
Not seeing the light
Dec 1, 2024
Dec 1, 2024 at 10:51 AM UTC
To hold your hand, to taste your skin
To love you, they claimed, was my first sin.
For you are my heaven, my breath, my song,
Yet to love you feels both right and wrong.
The weight of faith and fear collide,
In a heart that aches but cannot hide.
But my parents wait where the angels dwell,
And I fear this love will lead to hell.
But if I must lose you to see their face,
Would heaven not feel an empty place?
Nov 30, 2024
Nov 30, 2024 at 8:46 AM UTC
reminiscing you—
back to the dawn when you unclothed all of the petals
so you can see what kind of love
he's made of & if he can
make the same love with you;
he would want to feel anytime again every touch
that scorched his skin that gave him
the wintry chill of fire
when you breathed him in it felt like an undaunted caress
of sea breeze to his soul & he carelessly
opened to your stranglehold
unafraid to die but also unafraid
that it was how it feels to be alive
like a sea on full tide
you love to drown whatever is on your hands;
wildflowers blossomed in the silent breaking of dawn
when he surrendered to you
by the rural seaside where
you plucked him
into stenchless strips that you laid on his palms when you were ready to leave with feelings he can't keep
& give,
strips you can never put back
once you unclothe a flower
of everything;
𝑫𝒊𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒊𝒕, you asked him with a gaze that
would make him want to be with you
but wildflowers don't belong to the sea
𝑨𝒓𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒚 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒏𝒐𝒘, you held his hand
& he's suddenly desperate to fall in love
that before you could ask, he lets you go;
this time by the seaside, it's sunny without you; with eyes closed
he stares into the blue
wondering where would he be now
—if he hadn't said no.
Feb 25, 2021
Feb 25, 2021 at 12:19 PM UTC
He sits
All alone
Waiting
For his love
Never would he guess
He would fall for him
A beautiful man
As bright as the sun
Like a flower
With no time to fade
Fluffy hair
Bouncing in the wind
What I wouldn't do
To have him as mine
Over time they fell
Falling deeper as time went on
Finally ending
This romantic fairy tale
Nov 20, 2019
Nov 20, 2019 at 11:09 AM UTC
By: Jack Wilder (Ramon Carlos T. Castillo)
Tell him I said "hi",
I think it was a lie,
When I told myself,
I wouldn't fall for him.
Tell him I asked "why?",
We couldn't see what we could've become,
How it would've been all perfect,
But I forgot these were all just what ifs and would haves.
Tell him I wanted to go back,
Visit the past when were still just good friends,
I could've settled for just that,
But selfishness occured.
Tell him I asked "is it wrong?",
For me to fall in love with him?
That it was considered sin,
For me to look after someone with no conditions given?
Tell him this is goodbye,
I think it's best we part ways,
I'm done with being jealous and not being able to do anything,
That it breaks my heart to see him with someone.
But one last thing,
Ask him if I could just love him from afar,
Because seeing his smiles,
Heals the wounds he gave my heart.
Dec 29, 2016
Dec 29, 2016 at 10:15 PM UTC