#beyondrepair
I used to wake up and just watch you breathe,
I'd see your face and smile; we were in love.
It hurt me in a way that I would seethe
Every time I saw you and I've become
A monster who covers all of their scars,
A beast who twists your words so that they hurt,
A freak who thinks we're written in the stars,
When you say I'm beautiful, I avert
Because I'm scared of what I do not know,
Don't know if I can be happy at all,
But maybe life will live and let me grow,
But I'm scared that I'll only ever fall.
So when you leave I'll rip myself to shreds,
But things beyond repair may yet still mend.
Mar 11, 2025
Mar 11, 2025 at 8:04 AM UTC
I believe my soul is rotten
Yet you say it is not
I see my face, it's so ugly
Yet you say I'm pretty
I think my body is destroyed
Yet you say I've earned my stripes
I know my heart is beyond repair
Yet you say you'll help mend it
Can you really see so deep into my eyes?
Into my soul?
My heart?
Sometimes I think you're blind
Because everything about me is torn all apart
Oct 16, 2014
Oct 16, 2014 at 3:21 PM UTC