#beseen
In the university cafeteria, I listened
to the conversations at the table
One of the students asked me questions
and he asked me along
I followed him, I wanted
a decision, a relationship
for the rest of my life
As an advance payment
I got used to his company
Every now and then, I showed
a tip of my thoughts
and I still try to make
him understand who I am
even though he would prefer
to see me as he imagined me
so I keep practising
to become stronger
than his resistance
Dec 18, 2025
Dec 18, 2025 at 3:59 AM UTC
Alone, alone, one is alone
too much, wasting time
longingly, I want
no people passing by
no boring vicissitudes
no daily uselessness
but interest
in my existence, in me
Yes, I do
want to live, to love
and to care and pass on
everything
that should not be lost
Yes, that's how it should be
Yet there's nothing that should be
and that's why
one has to be alone
alone too much
Oct 15, 2025
Oct 15, 2025 at 1:48 PM UTC
It's good that he doesn't
think I'm special, as long as --
he notices me.
Sep 24, 2025
Sep 24, 2025 at 4:09 AM UTC
Look at me closely,
for you, I want to be real --
See me as I am.
Jul 27, 2025
Jul 27, 2025 at 3:51 AM UTC
Mother can continue to see me
as a daughter, but my brother
and my husband must want
to know me as I am
I need that
even if it's not true
because my fruitless striving
keeps me alive nonetheless
Walking and writing
in notebooks and letters
explanations of who I am
Book after book to refute
and to replace what they like
to think about me, to break
it down and nuance it
Word by word weighed
and considered and rejected
now for sale to strangers -
my kind, if they dare to be so
Jul 19, 2025
Jul 19, 2025 at 1:47 AM UTC
When someone likes me,
it always feels to me like --
a virtue of his.
May 6, 2025
May 6, 2025 at 2:20 AM UTC
My prettiest dress,
and little jingles ringing --
in everyone's ears.
Sep 3, 2024
Sep 3, 2024 at 3:47 AM UTC
Am I made of glass?
My inner self visible --
and unreachable?
Aug 12, 2024
Aug 12, 2024 at 4:44 AM UTC
Only noticed in a small circle
and even so
not quite for who you are
and what you are able to, almost unneeded
unfortunately that is common
Time keeps going by
and later, life forgets
everyone and everything that was known
and then there is no difference anymore
Celebrity is a lie
pinned on a beacon
It does not matter
but sometimes you sit around doing nothing
and you feel that it is a pity
for your children, your friends and society
that you're not of more importance
or leave behind more
Time keeps going by
and life forgets what has been
Dec 21, 2023
Dec 21, 2023 at 4:08 AM UTC
I do as I like,
Mum stays calm, I don't know if --
I even exist.
Dec 10, 2023
Dec 10, 2023 at 2:43 AM UTC
So I'm a poet,
which was once just a pose, but --
I conformed to it.
Jul 11, 2023
Jul 11, 2023 at 4:17 AM UTC
Come in, look at me,
look at my inner world, my --
inner wallpaper.
Jun 23, 2023
Jun 23, 2023 at 3:41 AM UTC