#ben
Sevimli, adorable babies,
ben çok seviyorum, but
I’m not meant for motherhood.
My free soul is waiting—
Günaydın.
Dec 15, 2025
Dec 15, 2025 at 6:04 AM UTC
inspired by Ben Noah Suri
<*>
come to us in twilight, and just before sunrise,
in the in~between times, when souls exit and enter.
through microscopic cosmic windows, and there
is nothing but you and the full emptiness of earth
and then!
fill our void with words as yet unborn,
and aid all our passages from nether to glory...
for you,
we, await...
for guidance inherited from
all your visions of greater-than-us metamorphosis
<*>
upon first awakening and reaffirmation of life,
reading the first poem of the day
6:59am
Sabbath
Sep 13
2025
Sep 20, 2025
Sep 20, 2025 at 7:01 AM UTC
come to us in twilight, and just before sunrise,
in the in between times, when souls exit and enter.
through microscopic cosmic windows, and there
is nothing but you and the full emptiness of earth
and then! fill our void with words as yet unborn,
and aid all our passages from nether to glory...
for you, we, await...for guidance inherited from
visions of greater-than-us metamorphosis
nat
<>
upon first awakening and reaffirmation of life,
reading the first poem of the day
6:59am
Sabbath
Sep 13
2025
Sep 13, 2025
Sep 13, 2025 at 6:58 AM UTC
What would you like? Was the question I asked
To the person lying in what once was my past
Can it potentially, ever last?
I'll dictate instead of typing This fast
An easier way to communicate to
The thoughts and the Feelings that make up virtue
I'm saying this here for me and for you
though you've no idea, not even a clue
what exactly I'm looking at when my eyes pierce on through
Your face is gonna tell me what your mouth can't say
truly, I hope, you'll realize. Someday.
May 1, 2025
May 1, 2025 at 9:27 AM UTC
I have to do some research about home wiring, but I believe the ground wire and the lightning rod would let you pull electricity out of the air, just as Mr Franklin discovered. If this is true, then you are being "charged"(pun intended) for what is free, and when the electric company cuts off your service, you can just disconnect their cables and have what was once called "white power" ...no pun intended. If I die any time soon, check with the electric company haha. We are stuck on stupid.
Jul 22, 2022
Jul 22, 2022 at 3:42 AM UTC
Not just a bridge
But a vast expanse
Not a straight line
Wherever, whenever
It is time.
Death is emotionless
But it's not quite the end
What is death?
It's not the finality,
But beginning of eternity.
Nov 1, 2021
Nov 1, 2021 at 11:42 AM UTC
I used to take every bit of pain,
Rage burning, building, breaking me
I used to take it and place it on Ben Affleck
A shrine for my disappointment
A religion created to spare you my anger,
Funny how I couldn't hate him,
When I realized you were both the same Devil.
May 17, 2020
May 17, 2020 at 11:05 PM UTC
What did we do
To deserve this punishment?
We children of the ******
A fate worse than death
Cheated our last breath
We children of the ******
Pain so surreal
Her body will feel
That child that is now dead
The man who killed
Will certainly fulfill
A fate worse than death
An innocent toy
For such a young boy
That child that is now dead
With lungs filled with water
The boy did not falter
A fate worse than death
What did we do
To deserve this punishment?
We children of the ******
A fate worse than death
Cheated our last breath
We children of the ******
Oct 24, 2019
Oct 24, 2019 at 4:22 PM UTC
we were perfect for eachother
...or so i thought
we were the exact same
which was the problem
we liked the same things
loved the same movies
had the same hobbies
and had the same personality
it sounds perfect
but we were both awkward
nothing new to talk about once everything was said
and nothing new or exciting
this was never going to work out
too bad i just realized
Nov 15, 2018
Nov 15, 2018 at 7:40 PM UTC
I know you can't promise to stay forever
but promise
you'll stay for a really long time?
Aug 11, 2018
Aug 11, 2018 at 12:54 PM UTC
you are amazing
in every single way possible
you are different
and that's okay I like different
and I wouldn't like you if you were like the others
you are worth it
you are worth the work
you are worth the pain
you're worth it
you are enough
you don't have to try any harder than you already do
I know you’re trying your hardest
you're enough
you matter
and don't ever think you don't
you matter to me
your family and your friends
you matter so much
you make a difference
my life would be so much worse if it wasn't for you
you make me smile
you make me feel better when I'm not okay
you are not a burden
i enjoy talking to you
you've become a part of my day
can you please just trust me on this
you're amazing
different
worth it
enough
you matter
and you make a difference
get it in your head
it hurts that you don't see yourself the way I see you
Aug 9, 2018
Aug 9, 2018 at 7:53 PM UTC
you think you're not enough
but you're everything I'm looking for
Aug 6, 2018
Aug 6, 2018 at 2:08 PM UTC
there's something about you
that I can't quite understand
I don't know if I love you
or even like you as more than a friend
but every time we talk I seem to smile
and you're the best part of my days
talking to you makes me feel happy
I feel something I've never felt before around you
I don't know what we are just yet
but I know I want you to stay
Jul 19, 2018
Jul 19, 2018 at 10:32 PM UTC
When we were walking late that night,
do you remember? We were hand-in-hand,
and we got talking for a while.
Do you remember? You said you could take me to the promised land,
and then I looked you in the eyes,
and I held you in my arms. (Yeah I held you in my arms so tight)
I said I promise you that until the day I die
I'll never let you come to harm! (No I'll never let you come to harm)
[Bridge]
Darling, that night it felt so perfect.
Do you remember? like our love could never end.
Like all those years of pain were finally worth it.
But next time I saw you, you told me, let's just be friends.
- -
Those four words never hurt so much!
I'm still longing for your touch.
- -
[Chorus]
I know you told me...
that you don't want me. (No you don't want me)
So why do you hold me...
when I see you in my dreams?
(When I see you in my dreams)
you've got me feeling like I'll never be alone.
Like you'll always be right here with me.
I'll always have you by my side.
But in the morning light when I wake up on my own
I realise that things aren't what they seem.
Why do we lead these double lives? (Ohh-oh)
I know you told me... (Ohh-ohh-ohh)
that you don't want me. (No you don't want me, no no no)
So why do you hold me in your arms so tight
when I see you in my dreams?
- -
[Coda]
(When I see you...)
it kills me to think how...
you don't remember.
(You don't remember.)
Tell me where do I go now?
I don't remember how it feels to be alive.
I don't remember.
Jan 3, 2018
Jan 3, 2018 at 6:00 AM UTC
Wake me up I'm falling
Stuttering and stalling
With nowhere to run, and no place to hide
A beast deep inside,
Is rising
Rise, like a tidal wave
Rise, to every lie they gave
Rise, for it is your time,
To slay all these haters with power of rhyme
Freedom of expression helps fight depression...
Moment of silence
On an empty stomach
Then comes a rumble
At the smell of apple pie crumble
Moon is out of this world
Annie is our favourite girl
I hope no-one else sees this
**And starts singing about my *****
****** mind in a slaughter house
Anti-Ducks about this life
But with a Kiwi accent if I may
Tis "Anti-Ducks about this life"
We went outside,
Still high
Decided to munch and play games
Forgot our phones outside
Smash the boundaries,
Tear down the walls
Won't stop tearing
Til' we seen Ben's *****
Break down barriers,
Smack 'em down
Walking past ducker-fuckers
Delirious like a clown
Smiling all the way
With a crazy little laugh
On this spectacular journey
Into the past
It's time to get to the end of this family rhyme
We all pitched in with whatever we could find
It's beautiful and grand, a real sight to see
This Mafia family of mine
It's our time our life
Crazy running red lights
Grand stand, stage band time to curtain call
But it never ends, we fam!
(Tight!)
*Annie's the funniest girl
Her hair blazes like sunset
But she keeps talking about my *****
I mean seriously...
She done yet???*
Aug 20, 2016
Aug 20, 2016 at 2:57 AM UTC
Travel, traveling Ben, travel to the stars,
See the world as it comes again, produced from afar,
Spirits of the Dawn make haste for Time is coming…
When the Sun will crest her waves, bringing forth the light of days,
Loose the moorings set your clock, burn incense for the Spirits,
Travel! Traveling Ben, you know the universe, is happening!
And all time will be told again, in a machine-space of stars,
Her oboe of horology, for the sailors tune –cosmology,
Loose the moorings set your clock, burn incense for the Spirits,
Sail your ship over the sun, the place of your appearance.
Travel traveling Ben, travel to those stars,
Your ship a cap, you ship captain, from a sandy field of ours.
I could not think what else to say to end this little ditty,
But thinking on my ancient Egypt makes me oh so giddy!
What has Ben, will be Ben again, for Ben plus Ben makes two,
And there you go, I’ve gone and done it, given you a clue…
Jun 9, 2016
Jun 9, 2016 at 9:55 PM UTC
Ben stands deliberately imposing,
his arms crossed and his stern face
reminding us all we’re x minutes late.
We are each a cell.
Circulating the city’s veins
by foot, tyre and train.
The city doesn’t die, but it does grow old.
And when its veins tire from carrying its load
necessary roadworks interrupt its flow;
Like open wounds. Each yellow hardhat
a fingernail on the invisible hand
of an omnipotent surgeon.
Sep 7, 2015
Sep 7, 2015 at 10:38 AM UTC
I spend my days
And nights
Testing toys
Of all shapes and sizes
Vibrators, ******
Ben wa ***** too
They vibrate and slide
Deep inside
And then I write a review
This is my life as a *** toy tester
Jun 3, 2015
Jun 3, 2015 at 12:02 PM UTC
He is a man of the land, travelling
Near and far. To teach those that listen to
The music of rot, that there is another
Way to open them self up with Rock and
Metal hard core.
He will clean them of pop and girls
Aloud, replace it with the solo guitar
And drifts that can go on for hours.
He travels the pubs near and far to
Give those that much needed fix of
Proper music, with a pint they listen
Through the night this man of rock
The pub star.
Long live rock, metal and guitar and this
Man of rock and metal that will keep it
Alive and never give in to pop music or
Bubble pop rather smash it up with his
Awesome guitar....
Apr 26, 2015
Apr 26, 2015 at 3:54 PM UTC
And what if I told you,
words heavy in my throat
thoughts non-stop speeding
through the racetrack in my mind
heart hanging out to dry
at the end of my sleeve,
that to lose you
would cause the
75% of water in my body
to drown me
Jan 10, 2015
Jan 10, 2015 at 4:36 PM UTC
Petrichor lugten af eftertænksomhed.
De dage hvor du åbner dit vindue en lille anelse
minder dig om alle de store dele – såsom du er en lille del af en del.
Universets uendelighed som er uendeligt ubegribeligt og uhåndterligt.
Tid og tider, som kan betænkes i større uendeligheder en selve stjerners hjem.
De stjerner som minder dig om at almægtige ting findes uden at prale.
De lyser jo kun når alt andet sover.
Fortæller dig alt uden egentlig at fortælle dig noget.
Kun fra åben himmel mindes du om; at storme og solskin, ravmørke og blændende lys eksisterer under samme åbne tag.
Kun fra åben himmel mindes du om; at verden skal erfares ud fra din erfaring om at erindringer skaber erfaring om eksistensen.
Den smukke eksistens, som du kender men kun eftermæles når du åbner ud til og ser med mere en bare blå små nethinder.
Jeg byder CO2 og alverdens støj velkommen, så længe at reinkarneret regn og vild vind trænger gennem mit vindues sprække og stjerner fra tid til anden praler for mig i mørket, når man som jeg synes at natten bruges bedre med en Marlboro cigaret og halvkold kaffe i hånden, end dagen med stress i sindet.
Mit vindue står ihvertfald åbent, fordi eftertænksomheden skal erfares.
Dec 10, 2014
Dec 10, 2014 at 5:32 PM UTC
The Goonies
is an underrated movie.
Sloth
is pretty groovy.
Ryan Chisholm
***** ****
The Goonies
does not.
Dec 9, 2014
Dec 9, 2014 at 9:40 AM UTC