#beingjudged
Her skin crawled with fire ants underneath the surface
She couldn’t sleep long enough to dream anymore
Trying to live a life of perfection
She stopped loving everything she once lived for
She was born a foolish dreamer
But the fear of living her dreams was too much
Not knowing if she would ever reach the sea
She became a rock because it was easier to touch
What she forgot was she was the one to break the soil
It didn’t have to be explained to anyone
It didn’t have to matter at the moment
But one day they would realized her fears were their reflection
She wanted to live in a world of high fashion
Cultural expression alluring rainbow canyon mystery
Until it’s over you can never know what you came to be
She asked someone a question, they said, "It’s your fantasy"
Oct 11, 2015
Oct 11, 2015 at 3:50 PM UTC
Double standards
Hypocrisy
One rule for them
Another for thee
Tongues dripping with lies
The fangs are almost out
Better watch your back
Or you’ll be pulling swords, no doubt
Under surveillance
The ever watchful eye
Monitoring your every move
To see if you comply
Rules to be obeyed
Judgements in the ether
You have to respect their laws
Or expect a sermon from their preacher
Live and let live
Doesn’t apply
You’ll be reprimanded
Though you may not understand why
If they disagree with your actions
And the way you prioritise
Because it jars with them
And you eventually they despise
So be careful what you say
And how much you divulge
For it may be held against you
And all favour you had annulled
For familiarity
breeds contempt
Sad but true
I lament
Best to put
Some space between
You and that ‘force’
That notices everything
Take some distance
Step right back
Shield yourself
From unwarranted attacks
I guarantee
It’s for the best
Extract yourself
From the vipers’ nest.
Aug 9, 2018
Aug 9, 2018 at 2:57 PM UTC