#beinghonest
Please don't make her feel -
what I made her feel.
Jun 20, 2016
Jun 20, 2016 at 3:40 PM UTC
If I could
Be with her
Right this instant.
I'd flash her a smile
Grab her hand
Then tell her
In a self-righteous voice:
"You see,
You're fine angel, aren't you?
I'm sorry I messed with your heart like that -
But there's no hard feelings, right?"
If I could
I'd put you in my arms,
And try to make you laugh,
I'd tell you about
All my failed attempts
At picking up girls,
I'll strip myself
Of my dignity:
As long as,
It puts a smile on your face.
But I can't
Instead
I just watch you burn up
Into a sad ball of hate and hurt.
I know I can't take your pain away
Because they're your internal demons...
But... I just wish I could
And it's got nothing to do
With my feelings for you:
I've just grown to want
To take care of you.
And the care doesn't want to die.
Jun 13, 2016
Jun 13, 2016 at 10:59 PM UTC
If he tells you
that he can't say
"I love you" -
It's probably
Because he does.
Jun 11, 2016
Jun 11, 2016 at 10:42 PM UTC
I only realise now
After nearly a thousand poems
That with every poem
I write
I give away a part of me.
May 27, 2016
May 27, 2016 at 1:58 PM UTC
It's not in the lovely way you speak
Or how you and I just seem to click.
It's not in the way you sing
And how you strum my heart's string.
It's how you make me feel
And fact that you're cuter than a baby seal.
Sometimes, your words kinda melt my heart
And I can't tell the sun and your smile apart.
It's because I want to hold your hand
And your lips are where I want mine to land.
It's 'cause of how you bring me up
When I struggle to overcome a hiccup.
That's why I like you more than a friend...
Because your existence made my fear of girls to end.
May 15, 2016
May 15, 2016 at 2:42 PM UTC
I'll shut you out,
because I love you.
I'll keep you away,
When I can't keep my thoughts at bay -
because I love you.
I won't call you up,
I won't let you worry -
or even know
that I'm descending
into a dark pit -
because I love you.
I'll fight them on my own,
I'll defeat them for us -
but,
I'll make sure that you're not a spectator,
of the gory battles I seldom fight -
because I love you.
Apr 30, 2016
Apr 30, 2016 at 1:19 PM UTC
Nostalgia
courses through my veins.
Sentimental memories,
awaken.
The past is recreated...
revisiting my head -
accompanied by
experienced emotions and feelings
making me high.
Euphoria,
casts a spell on me
each time
I play that old
playlist.
Apr 30, 2016
Apr 30, 2016 at 11:41 AM UTC
Girl,
You be throwing yourself on the wrong guys,
Then you subject me to your pitiful cries.
It hurts me knowing, you're playing the fool...
You shedding tears 'cause you thought he was cool.
Girl,
Why you be letting their fake smiles fool you?
Nothing coming out of their mouths is true
Why you throwing yourself on the wrong guys,
And ignoring Mr right whose under my disguise?
Yeah,
That's right I finally came clean... I mean,
Girl, it's been like this forever, this feeling...
I've given up waiting for its leaving,
So I've got to say what my heart's singing.
All they offer is temporary happiness,
But I offer laughter, that will leave you in a lovely mess...
All they do is leave you, with your heart raking up scars,
And I'll give your heart some healing with these bars...
Girl,
You've been throwing yourself on all the wrong guys,
And I've had to watch it all with my own eyes,
You've been wasting golden tears, on boys who have no cares...
And I've had to watch it all these years.
You've been playing the fool,
Labelling me as friend.
You've been playing the fool,
Telling others we'll never be.
This confession ends our friendship,
And could cue a courtship ...
I'm ready to take the risk
'Cause of those tears,
It's you I wanna whisk,
It's you that's the subject of my cares.
Because the friendzone's not for me
And you and I were meant to be.
Apr 16, 2016
Apr 16, 2016 at 5:09 AM UTC
I ponder your reaction -
Your ****** expression,
The words that would escape your lips
If you don't become dumbfounded,
Your body language,
The tone of your voice -
If you knew that
Your name
Was meant to be in the place
Of the numerous
You's in the love poems,
That my heart and mind
Collaborated on.
Apr 11, 2016
Apr 11, 2016 at 2:09 PM UTC
Every once in a while,
I put my hand on my heart,
When I feel it hurting,
And I tell it not to worry -
I reassure it that all the scars
It often collects
Will one day be healed.
Apr 10, 2016
Apr 10, 2016 at 1:27 PM UTC
I keep flickering between hope and despair the moment you don't reply in five minutes,
Or you send me heart.
Mar 31, 2016
Mar 31, 2016 at 6:55 AM UTC
I don't know how we got here...
I'll be honest,
I'm sorry that we're always fighting,
That we don't see eye to eye no more,
And that twinkle in your eye is gone -
I'm sorry,
That our love is withering.
I'll be honest,
I miss when things were rosy,
When you and I just made each other blush,
And our lips were inseparable;
When my hands couldn't keep away from your soft skin,
And we were acting lovey-dovey, ignoring the unrequested attention of wandering eyes.
I'm scared, when you scream and yell,
I'm heartbroken, when you cry because of me,
I'm debilitated, when you won't let me hold you,
I'm stunned, when you don't accept my apology.
I miss,
When you and I,
Didn't care much about the label,
We were good friends that's what we said...
But soon later you wanted more:
And you got it...
Then
"We",
Started becoming an underused word,
The bonds formed by mischevious nights
Shamelessly crying on one another's shoulders,
And divulging of blackmail-worthy, jaw-dropping secrets,
Starter weakening, separating...
Is there any possibility that things will get rosy again?
That you'll stop getting mad at me and I'll stop hurting you?
Is there a chance, just a slight chance,
That the girl I fell in love with will come back...
Or, have we... Have I killed her?
Mar 31, 2016
Mar 31, 2016 at 3:43 AM UTC
There are some things,
that I've been keeping for too long in my heart:
I want to make you smile a lot.
I want to make you laugh a lot.
I want to kiss you a lot.
I want to to hold your hands
and I want to hold your waist
and I want to hold your gaze,
because your brown eyes are amazing
to stare at.
I want to tell you that you're beautiful
and make you blush.
I want to make you vulnerable
and hear you tell me sweet things -
I just want to hear you speak for an eternity.
I want you to be cozy in my arms
and I want you to tell me all your deepest desires,
I want you to be happy with me.
I want you a lot,
and I want to tell you that
I'm falling head over heels for your uniqueness,
cuteness,
elegance,
seriousness...
big brown eyes,
astonishingly cute little smile,
small innocent frame
and sublime voice.
My heart is overflowing
with strong feelings for you, dear -
I'm also longing to call you "baby".
Mar 27, 2016
Mar 27, 2016 at 2:04 PM UTC
I want you,
what are you talkin 'bout?
I can't forget you,
you're all I think about.
You can feel it,
I know you do,
the chemistry,
it's undeniable -
the intense gaze,
our eyes locked
forever.
We're capable of fixing it -
we just need to rewind.
First it was talking,
then kissing,
and soon later ******* -
but now it's nothing.
Nothing...
Let's go back to square one,
you know we can:
Let's just go back to talking...
They say I should let go,
but I can't.
my heart is
dangling on a string,
attached to your angel wings.
So, my heart is
always with you,
angel.
Mar 27, 2016
Mar 27, 2016 at 1:44 PM UTC
But I know one thing:
If I had enough skill,
To accurately depict your face
Using paint brushes,
I'd instantly become a world renowned artist...
For creating a masterpiece that trumps the Mona Lisa.
Mar 24, 2016
Mar 24, 2016 at 9:40 AM UTC
Goodnight,
That's all I said,
Because fear was stronger than my mind's might...
For in reality, I wished to be in your bed.
Relax, ***** minded beauty,
I wished you were sound asleep in my arms...
Because I knew when you're sleeping you'd be more than a cutie
And the comfort of my arms would keep you out of the way of Harm's.
I was so desperate to cuddle with you,
To close the distance that's making me blue,
That I was contemplating pulling a Romeo:
Climbing up your balcony just to serenade you.
But I guess I was too scared,
That you'd be surprised by how much I cared.
Mar 23, 2016
Mar 23, 2016 at 10:33 AM UTC
*I know of a cute girl,
Who could be the cutest murderer ever -
Because her words are lethal to my weak emotional mind,
And they are somehow make my heart bleed.
To live for another day is what I always plead,
Well aware that if she keeps going I'd die with the biggest grin on my face.
Her sweet sweet words are what I desire, but, they're also Death's ace.
"Everything to moderation" my dad's voice yells in my head -
But how can I determine moderate
When I'm gorging on words that make me higher than ****
And now, from my negative thoughts and low self-esteem, I'm temporarily freed.
But, to be honest,
I don't mind if I'm her first victim...
Because after my brain's gone erratic from spiked dopamine levels
I'd make sure to share a joke with the Grim Reaper -
Before he flashes his deadth-inflicting scythe at me
And takes me to meet my creator.*
Mar 22, 2016
Mar 22, 2016 at 1:58 PM UTC
I saw you in my dreams today,
And now I'm simply frustrated -
Because I don't know what I did wrong...
I'm innocent,
Why won't you just exit my heart?
Stop wandering about in my mind will ya?
I saw you in my dreams,
And I hugged you goodbye -
The FRIENDLY kind,
Even though in that position
I wanted to pick you up and kiss you all over your neck -
And then you kissed me on my forehead.
I told you that you shouldn't do that again,
And you just giggled and smiled -
You simply ignored me,
And you knew that I still liked you:
But...
But,
We're over -
So I'm frustrated,
That I'm the one holding onto you soft kisses
For dear life.
And,
Soon,
Ill be rid of you...
I still like you,
A part of me will always long to cuddle you
From dawn to dusk,
In early winter morning,
And warm summer nights...
But, too much of me likes you right now.
And I'm certain,
That I'll be free from your mesmerising eyes,
But if it's any consolation...
You were the hardest to let go.
Mar 22, 2016
Mar 22, 2016 at 8:53 AM UTC
Since I'm falling,
I decided to admire the scenery around me--
Since there is nothing I can do to prevent it from happening...
It's true that I don't want to be here--
**But look at how bright the orange sun shines,
It's absolutely breathtaking the way it paints the clouds a lovely orange shade.**
I mean, I don't want to fall for her,
I don't want to fall in love--
**Man, Autumn leaves are something else, right?
They just look beautiful. I love the way conifers look when they are dressed in red, green and yellow leaves.**
Where was I?
Yeah, I don't want to fall for her,
Because I'm scared I'll fall out of love,
Or,
I'll hurt her and up being the worst person she had ever crossed paths with--
**It's so nice the way the wind hugs me,
As I plunge towards the earth's centre,
All because of that pretty lady that's giving me an adrenaline rush.**
I'm falling for her,
With the help of Earth's gravitational force,
I'm Accelerating at 9.8 metres per second.
And I've been here before,
Suspended in the air,
Surrounded by clouds--
Plummeting towards the earth's centre.
I know one thing,
When I hit the ground,
My heart will be shattered,
Because it's a fall from an elevated place--
Elevated by flirting and more than friendly hugs--
Because she didn't catch me...
Because,
Reality will catch me,
When everything ends.
So,
I kinda know,
That soon the wind's embrace will be gone,
That soon,
I'll look up at the sun, instead of seeing it at my eye level, like I do now.
I know,
Soon, she'll no longer be interested in me,
Soon, sunsets won't look beautiful,
Instead they'll remind me of her eyes.
But,
I'll cherish this fall,
Every single second of it.
And,
I'll hold onto the hopes that I'll one day,
meet someone,
Who never let's me reach the ground,
Someone who doesn't even have to catch me--
Because, she'll make me fall for her,
Everyday,
And keep my mind far, far away
From the contemplation of a reality without her.
Mar 20, 2016
Mar 20, 2016 at 2:56 AM UTC
Our hearts were making the most beautiful music...
However, she pressed the wrong key or I strummed the wrong string,
And now we're making a discordant sound...
One that makes me question the presence of love in our relationship.
Mar 19, 2016
Mar 19, 2016 at 3:54 AM UTC
I'm normally a stingy person...
But I don't mind sharing a kiss with you.
Mar 18, 2016
Mar 18, 2016 at 7:32 AM UTC
She has her own demons,
And she wants you to vanquish them...
Stupid boy,
Not defend and empower them...
Mar 15, 2016
Mar 15, 2016 at 8:18 PM UTC
I wonder if you've noticed,
I'm becoming less appealing,
Our conversations are getting very...
Very, boring...
And I wonder if you've noticed,
That I'm becoming less appealing.
You can tell me,
I didn't meant to approach you,
It was a decision made in a split second,
And it seems like my heart's voice was louder than my brain's then:
I'm being honest,
My chest was about to explode,
My heart was a ticking time bomb
And I could only disarm it by giving it a voice,
Converting its electric impulses into sound waves.
But now,
It's been a while since then,
And,
We're drifting apart...
I haven't told you that I nicknamed you zebra because of that cute black and white shirt you had on...
Because,
I'm scared that would just trigger the slow end of our...
Our?!
I mean,
It will make our friendship awkward.
I told my friends I don't like you,
But apparently you like me -
But, I just have a question,
After getting to know me -
Ummm... Have I lost my charms,
Or are you still googly-eyed over the stupid fifteen year old boy that nearly tripped over his own words as he uttered, "You're very pretty"?
Mar 13, 2016
Mar 13, 2016 at 2:40 PM UTC