#behalfdead
you made me guilty
for the things I don't know
you made me liable
for such things in my absence
you even may not care
what might happen to me
in you i'm a torn
in which you really heated most
yet , you never understand
despite of this, I care for ~you...
even though it is so very hard
and expect nothing in return
i ask myself quite sometimes
what would i get of heating you
when I burn and sick just because of you
you would even not buy me medicine
when I become burn and behalf~dead
you might not present in my burial
and when I lost myself just because of you
you might not even care for me more
so, I ask myself for many times and days....
and wholeheartedly learned it so.....
of heating someone like you that heated me so
what would this all about in my present be
of doing the same things like you do
what would be the good I could get too
~now that I know the truth
peace be with you
and sorry if you won't stop thinking of me
and sorry if i'm not what you expected me ~ to be me just for your sake.
Jul 4, 2014
Jul 4, 2014 at 10:53 AM UTC