#begging
When will you cry
When will you beg
When will you be the one
To share the heartbreak
Because I am tired
Of doing it for two
May 18
May 18, 2026 at 2:17 PM UTC
I'm a little man
curled up in a cardboard box,
with a bowl in my hand.
The bowl is empty,
of course it is,
yet my eyes still reflect
the bright of hoping
that some time it won't be.
You might want to know
what I beg for:
I want at least one person
to give me love,
to care about me,
to like me,
to befriend me—
will you be that person?
No?
Oh, whatever—
I'm already used to that.
May 8
May 8, 2026 at 12:53 PM UTC
That last kiss
That last smile
That last memory
That last goodbye
God how I wished
That wasn't the last
Jan 27
Jan 27, 2026 at 11:06 AM UTC
The manor breathes through lungs of dust,
Locked in a shroud of iron rust.
The fault is etched in the marble floor,
A jagged path to the cellar door...
Where shadows pool like spilled-out ink,
And heavy, rusted chain-links clink.
The gargoyles watch with sightless eyes,
Feeding on echoes of ancient lies.
The names are gone from the chapel wall,
Forgotten spirits in the hall.
The ivy chokes the window pane,
Drinking the grey and bitter rain.
No candle burns, no prayers are said
For the restless and the unmourned dead......
The world above has moved its pace,
Leaving no map to this hollow place.
But salt won't seal the coffins tight,
Nor prayers dismiss the coming night.
The stains remain beneath the floor,
A phantom hand against the door.
For blood and stone have memories long,
Of every slight and every wrong......
A jagged soul, by darkness driven......begging for life....
Death Sentence Given.....
Michael Powers
"STYXX ON FIRE "
Feb 10
Feb 10, 2026 at 7:25 AM UTC
Fate is so cruel
To allow me to love so hard
To feel so intensely
That when it hurts
It is beyond heartbreaking
Beyond suffering and tears
Every wound is fresh
Every word is bitter
Every memory is agonizing
I feel it all
And I begged the stars
The gods, the fates, anything
To **** my heart
So that I can finally
Stop hurting
Jan 28
Jan 28, 2026 at 4:12 PM UTC
For my final act of love
I shall suffer in silence
For all of my days
You will never see
The way you broke me
You will never hear
My pleads again
A quiet and broken man
Is how you left my heart as
Yet despite all that
This heart you destroyed
That will never know peace again
Still wishes for your happiness
Dec 17, 2025
Dec 17, 2025 at 9:47 AM UTC
I can be so angry at you for hurting me
Raise my voice out of fury
Give out valid reasons for being upset
Yet I know **** well
My eyes will look at your lips
And my heart will be begging for you
And that's how I know
How messed up you made me for you
Dec 18, 2025
Dec 18, 2025 at 10:50 AM UTC
You seemed so far away now
Did something happen?
The distance between us
Continued to grow farther apart
Was it me? Did I do something?
That question was on rerun
But it couldn't outrun the gap
Why are you leaving me?
Please don't go, don't leave
Stop the hole that is growing
A mind racing a thousand miles
But can't cover the bridge between us
You seemed so far away now
You're too far from me
Please stop
I can't
See
You
Any-
Oct 1, 2025
Oct 1, 2025 at 9:05 AM UTC
I love you far too much...
Whatever you wish, i could do
So will you fall in love with me
before I fall apart for you...
Sep 19, 2025
Sep 19, 2025 at 9:40 AM UTC
Yes, it is my fault
Yes, be angry with me
Shout at me, insult me
Hurt me, blame me
Show me your
Anger and sadness
The outrage
The heartbreak
Throw me your
Issues and words
Keep throwing and shouting
Yes, I can take it
Do whatever you need
Even if you hurt me
Do whatever you need
So that you can stay
Even if it bleeds me
Stay here with me
Even if it's unhealthy
Please
Don't leave me
Sep 11, 2025
Sep 11, 2025 at 9:05 AM UTC
I do not beg
I do not pray
I do not grovel
Or cry or waver
But the moment
You stepped away
I would have done anything
For you to stay
Aug 29, 2025
Aug 29, 2025 at 9:02 AM UTC
gut me like an orange.
tear away my skin
till i’m raw and ripe,
ready for you to **** out the juice
swallowing every drop
let me run dry
and make a mess around your mouth
then after chewing me up
and biting me down
spit out my flesh
let me sit
used
discarded
begging to be eaten
Aug 16, 2025
Aug 16, 2025 at 6:10 AM UTC
"Dear God, make me a bird, so I can fly far, far away from here..."
A crushing mouth
Two hands of hate
A sacred bond
Turned twisted fate
Oh Lord oh Lord
Where art thou?
A desperate cry
Met with no sound
Please help me
To understand
Thy mysterious ways
Brought by thy self-righteous hand
You take no stand
As innocence is perversed
All knowing AND all loving?
A one sided prayer, the victims curse
"Dear God, make me a bird, so I can fly far, far away from here..."
©2025
Aug 15, 2025
Aug 15, 2025 at 7:51 AM UTC
You gave me just enough to keep me hoping,
hoping that one day, all the allegations my mind has made about you wouldn't turn out to be true.
And so I waited,
I waited just enough to know that this is something I feel like I can't deal with anymore.
But I still stayed.
I stayed because no matter how many times I felt like my heart was broken into tiny pieces
I knew that you had the glue that would stick them back together.
And so I begged
I begged for the kind of love that should've come standard,
I begged for being someone's first choice
I begged..
just to feel loved.
But you held that glue in your hand high enough to make sure I could see it, but I couldn't reach it.
That hurt..
Because that's when I realized that maybe you didn't want me to have it
Maybe it was supposed to be a bait all along...
How you'd show me the slightest amount of love known to human kind and I would go head over heels for it,
How'd you'd make me believe that this time it's really a change, and this is actually getting better just for it to go back to how it was in less than a second..
I saw it all.. and I still decided it was enough to keep me hoping,
But now..?
Now I feel like I don't know what's morally right to do..
Like I have to choose between forgiving or just walking away
But instead, I'm sitting here questioning my inner self like I never wanted to hear an answer this badly before,
Do I keep hoping or do I choose myself and decide that what you showed me wasn't enough to make me stay..?
Aug 2, 2025
Aug 2, 2025 at 6:06 AM UTC
I hate you
When you smiled, I smiled
I wanted you to be happy
I hate you
When you were successful, I cheered
I always believed in you
I hate you
When you're dressed up, I gasp
I am taken by you yet again
I hate you
When you grew, I admired
I knew you were meant for more
I hate you
When you moved on, I stayed
I am always waiting for you
I hate you
When you faded away, I cried
I will only be a memory to you
I hate you
When you were in my life, I knew
I truly did love you
I hate you
Despite everything, I begged
That I could actually hate you
May 30, 2025
May 30, 2025 at 10:02 AM UTC
I want to say "Morning" to you every day,
When I wake up sweetly at first light,
To drink coffee with you under lilac
On the open terrace, laughing on sight.
I want to plunge into my thought darkness
And get only major of them therefrom.
They mantle my day, and it'll be cleaner.
And happiness will be my master for all.
I want to throw out all foul thoughts
About my fierce fortune in whole.
I want to revive, to cheer up, to uncover
And get off meek beggings forever at all.
I want to stop making the Deity from pain.
But I've got nothing work out at full.
And I continue to kowtow to my pain,
Begging for save as the latest fool.
May 6, 2025
May 6, 2025 at 4:20 PM UTC
I can't forgive you
I can't forget you
So I will wait
Until you crawl back
I will yell at you, be furious
Shout, cry, be stubborn
Until it's all out
I want it all out
Take it all
So I can take you back
Apr 26, 2025
Apr 26, 2025 at 12:41 PM UTC
And that was the last time
I let the world see me
Hear me
Begged for love
Apr 12, 2025
Apr 12, 2025 at 11:05 AM UTC
i hate it.... i hate absolutely everything everything about this, all i see is the dark red glow of pain.
you not even looking back as you walked away,
the air being ****** out of me as i fall to the ground,
my knee's bleeding open as i landed on the cold pavement,
the flashbacks of us holding hands,
kissing,
dreaming.
weren't we happy?
what did i do wrong?
why did you leave me?....
because know im here alone,
begging and begging and begging you to please come back....
begging the oxygen to return to my lungs.
begging for anything to feel something other than this.
-Faith Cubitt
Feb 2, 2025
Feb 2, 2025 at 6:07 PM UTC
got my heart wrapped around your lil' finger-
every sound that escapes your lips is a trigger.
just the sight of your face makes me shiver,
yet the nonchalance in your eyes is a splinter.
ruler of my heart-
I'm begging you,
love me like I love you.
Jan 29, 2025
Jan 29, 2025 at 4:43 AM UTC
The presence of my soul
stands before me
begging for mercy
to become
who?
someone worthy
in this journey
so-called life.
Jan 25, 2025
Jan 25, 2025 at 4:42 PM UTC
I see your eyes
They're begging me
To attend them
Not today
Go away
I'm not going
To beg for
Your attention anymore.
Dec 20, 2024
Dec 20, 2024 at 9:14 AM UTC
Silence
Is what you did
Silence
Is what you said
Silence
Is all I get
Begging
For words
Begging
For something
Begging
You to say anything
Time passed
You haven't called
Time passed
I haven't stopped
Crying
"I need you" was all I said
Silence is what I get
"Say something" I begged
Silence is all I get
Did I say something way too honest?
Did I make you run and hide?
Did I really say something that bad?
Or I should've kept my mouth shut?
I wish I understood the silence
I wish I knew what to do
To ******* get to talk to you
And I'm sorry
For always crying
And I'm sorry
I talked about it
But please, I don't deserve silence
Nov 20, 2024
Nov 20, 2024 at 3:06 AM UTC
An ode to a beggar, who sits on his stoop.
One can't study to fight when you're begging for food.
The best ways to **** will go over your head.
Taking a nap you'd much rather instead.
While the brave and the foolish go marching to war.
The beggar just sits, thinks about it no more.
Hail to you ol beggar, with no blood on your hands.
In your ***** rags you don't hide weapon plans.
Hail to you ol beggar, blessed are you in your stride.
Hail to you ol beggar, on the enemie's side.
Perhaps one day later when the boys become men.
When those who are left, travel home once again.
Damaged or whole, they will perch on the stoop.
And the old, weary beggar will command his new troop.
Oct 3, 2024
Oct 3, 2024 at 1:37 AM UTC