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BEING BELIEVING
Here is where I begin
ongoing turning on
or off
fluid thought
no mental effort,
putting into play my will to think
answers sought and recognized
as what we thought when disappointed
at the ration measure meted out as plenty.
At thought speed ink will stain.
If I believed in miracles I'd sing
if I'd never lived, I'd just as soon be dead.
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Something sad in us all
I suspect I always knew
that something sad was not my fault
I got here after sad was set in stone.
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I could damnear cry, for no reason,
no reason I can blame just my way
I guessed was the only way, and I was wrong.
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Contra mundus
contra rationem
Ready faith evident
From the cradle to the grave,
born in sin, formed in iniquity
born in ignorance
shaped in subjugated castes
Yet, once, while in contemplation
the user of this once malleable soul
a speck, no bigger than a bit, appears
signaling off or on, stop or go, either
seen wit'abuncha'perspectives once
clearly something others'd've seen
so maybe, conceive if that's fake,
-the accent yer thankin' wit' yes
yes yes ad in fun items in the past
facilitating our slipping past as ifs
never seen jus'our sacred temple
in early morning golden song in
deed, oblivescence --state
of being forgotten
obeisance
In terms science uses, things change.
Ideas morph from first intentions
into new and interesting ways
to consider original blesst or curst
events recorded in empirical history
demonstrations, performances past
sacrifice accepted for a poetic post
a pillar in the temple a true creed
alienation situation first
interest sorting UFOs or dinosaurs.
Wandering mind sin drones on aiaiai
Þorn ¿? Piercing anti-quitiness-isify
just ask and accept the ****** truths suspected of protecting wise guys hip to the whole how to get rich using old time confidence, make believe.
actio terrifica e longinquo
Þanks
¿Amen?
Ask if we wisht we knew once if new
do patterns ever once emerge anew,
ask how many fingerprints there are.
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Nobody is asking.
Okeh, okay and OK were
wondering if we were
one good agreeing term, as if
once said right is always said so.
Okeh, I choose. I just do. So.
Flavored persona may say OK, and be.
Come and see, we work within a mist,
you see, as a skipper of the classics,
some of us never had our conscience seared.
Scars from youthful night runs into barbed wire,
can be sought and never found again, but that
night, those remaining threads long thought
not believable without being there, in this
sensed sensibility facilitating fake bemusement made
using spooky action at a distance
actio terrifica e longinquo
indeed
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Parts we play, we each may play, we have no faces.
The cloud of unknowing is not filled with unknowns.
We consider the consequences of JWST as a known.
We can sidereally conceive ourselves as part of that.
At thought speed considered suddenly, here we are.
An old familiar space in time,
or an abruption in open mind.
Awake or not is not the question, to be or not still is.
Apr 28
Apr 28, 2026 at 11:51 AM UTC
And so it began with a kiss, the mirror was one sided.
I beamed as your hidden intentions were kept from love's eyes.
I emptied my soul into your glass, but your thirst was not quenched.
Confused, I poured out even more, saving only my breath of life.
It was then my mind became clear, as the intoxication waned and the smoke screen lifted.
What was left of my dignity, I used to walk out of the door - not broken as you'd hoped...
But restored with a strengthened heart.
Jul 2, 2015
Jul 2, 2015 at 3:29 AM UTC
I'm afraid I'll end up living a small life,
in a small place,
and my small dreams
are just what remain.
That when I'm decaying somewhere
far underground and returning
to where I began
All I'll be is a small memory
in just another brain.
The words I've scribbled (or typed)
will all be long gone.
the people I made smile
will be all far away.
I'm afraid of when
my small spirit starts to fade.
Nov 4, 2014
Nov 4, 2014 at 8:06 AM UTC