#beep
"What's your name?"
Rebekah Halle ***
"D.O.B?"
13 November 1XXX
"What are you here for today?:
Eye surgery
'Okay, you're going to feel a freeze go through your veins now --
and then start to feel very sleepy..."
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I wake to....
Beep,
Beep, beep
Buzz the machines
Whee, whoosh, voo
Whirl goes the blood pressure machine.
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Knock, knock, knock on the door
And a nurse peers into check,
then
Silence, for a sec.
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Beep,
Beep, beep.
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And then…
Knock, knock, knock,
"Your eyes are looking great,
I'll come back in the morning," Dr Kowal says.
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Beep
Beep, Beep, Beep
I finally sleep...
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And then…
Knock, knock, knock.
“Do you want your dinner now?!”
Inquires the hospitality staff.
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Darkness strangles light —
Again nurses wheel in their trollies…
Volumous voices viscerate silence.
~
All In
a hospital room.
Jun 22, 2024
Jun 22, 2024 at 5:18 PM UTC
I hang my head down low
When the mask falls and everybody knows,
Don't look through my windows,
Shades closed, I'm ok because they say so.
I'm not ok but I make those jokes
So they don't see real pain,
They don't see emotional strain.
Tried to fix the engine but it blows up.
Back on a clean slate, inside ready to erupt
No look he's normal, he must be great.
Don't talk about it, just walk around it
Look how happy the little clown is
I pull these balloons so they go loose,
Blow them up and tie my noose
Hung up until I deflate too soon
Playing that pop goes the weasel tune.
Dec 8, 2019
Dec 8, 2019 at 7:24 PM UTC
Beep
I’m going to go out there
Beep
I mean this is just
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ridiculous
BEEP
I’m not even mad at-
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whoever broke in, I-
BEEP
just want to sleep
beep beep
Jul 23, 2018
Jul 23, 2018 at 11:15 AM UTC
Beep ..beep…beep
Ceiling closed by
Foot rested above my head
Arms cuffed, multiple Punctures
Half vein, half wire
Half Survive, half dead
Attachment with Machines
Beep.. beep.. beep
Screen displays, I still survive
Hope of Humanity from Machines
Health status, undergone Inertia
Sometime, time wins the race
Sometime, time follows my pace
Accelerated Life, Arrhythmia of thought
The last Stop
Feb 19, 2018
Feb 19, 2018 at 10:06 AM UTC
So you are lost in dreams so deep whole night
And I long to hear phone's beep whole night
At dawn, I realised, my awakening
Though my destiny remained asleep whole night
I know the remedy, I know the toxin..
What to lose, and what to keep whole night
She might have waited for me to take her back
This is what made me to weep whole night
Sharafat, night is to sleep, not to write
Don't let enemies to creep whole night
Jan 18, 2018
Jan 18, 2018 at 11:12 PM UTC
I love the feel of teeth
and how they were used
when you punctured my skin
and let out the blood beneath.
{Oh, I love your teeth}
when we used the air between our cheeks
to push it out under tongues
before we fell asleep.
And I love the stains across those cheeks.
The streams sting after they settle.
After it spills on our bed sheets.
But these day were made to suffer
and I'm the one to blame
because if I'm suffering alone
| it will keep you sane. |
| And you'll never stay the same. |
| and I'll dampen all your pain. |
so that in case you're coming down
I'll fall in your place.
Because there's absolutely nowhere for me to go
absolutely nowhere but into your dreams
into your head where I pray you still keep me.
But I am the martyr
and I'm not done bleeding
Jun 29, 2015
Jun 29, 2015 at 2:33 AM UTC
"Beep, Beep, Beep..."
It was the beginning of another day. "
Just a little longer."
I thought as I reached across the bed to hit snooze
Jun 11, 2015
Jun 11, 2015 at 4:31 AM UTC
Show me, you say, show me the hallway.
Show me the bedroom, show me where we used to live. That tree, over there, with the apples.
You, and then not you.
You, crossed out.
You, in the windowsill
with your hair pulled back.
Take me, I say, take me like we're already dead.
You know how this ends.
My hands, your hands, harmony.
A lit match, maybe. And death itself, there beside us.
**** me, you know how,
you've done this before, I say, panic and soap that smells a bit too much like your brother's wake.
Play me a funeral song. Impress me, and you say,
what's left to impress?
And maybe I'm not the antichrist, but it's not like you are, either.
This, our hands, you, the radio stuck on one station, crossed out.
Red pen.
This isn't a temporary solution.
You're singing, I say, and you just keep on, say,
this isn't a funeral,
like it's none of my business.
The radio again, playing the only way it knows how.
The mountains, over there in the distance,
spying on us.
Your hands, my hands, tied up like knots, like
this is the only way we can love. But it’s not, is it,
don't you remember the treehouse?
Three blocks down the road a man has blood on his hands, and you are the man and you aren't, all at once.
You, me, clockwork.
A bell, tolling in the distance.
Repeat.
Oct 1, 2014
Oct 1, 2014 at 2:13 PM UTC
guess you shouldve thought about that
before you broke your mothers back,huh,sweetheart?
Sep 1, 2014
Sep 1, 2014 at 10:22 AM UTC
We know you, and your little dark colors too. A picture book in your purse penned in mustaches on the full faces of your fare. We call you from bed, 8 o' clock in the morning, dog-light you slow wander the Peruvian darkness making jellyfish tentacles with your hands while you feel your way through Salem. We're colder than night and we wake thrice the bits of your day gig. You collapse in a green field of dandelion where thrushes drown you in Brown. We gorge ourselves on mango slivers, pineapple yolks, a half of grapefruit. We know you are close to your end.
On the tops of the cities you call to your lycan friends, the half-sick and muted bray allures them to you, from Bratislava and Mimon, the thoroughfare through the suq. We wait. The foregone untold, the beep beep jug jug swoop sound of the nightingale, in all her dun glory, we wait. Then, as if descending through the moor-lounging silver smoke, the cool stickiness to your fingertips; the fog.
We are there when the blue-less and smoky screen surrounds you, when you shank the auburn Scot hair of the sly fox that stalks, say, a cigarette from your lips. When you take the corners swiftly, gadding the streets. The prize king of vulpicide. You rub its matte fur against your bristly gray beard. And while you lay in your lumps of twelve carat flesh you bleat and you nag. One day you will never come home.
May 2, 2014
May 2, 2014 at 3:14 PM UTC