#beautifulpain
O, the painful smile—
I’m delighted to see you after a long time.
O, the heaviest voice,
I missed you so much.
O, the aching body,
You always touch me with care.
O, the master of all,
The one with overflowing thoughts,
The throbbing brain—
I hope you find peace.
"Painful battles are always fought inside oneself and by themselves."
— Heart
Feb 5
Feb 5, 2026 at 11:22 PM UTC
You’ve got a toothpick smile — sharp enough to pick
the words from my lips as we kiss, my darling.
Two roadmaps curve across your eyes —you see
exactly where you’re headed, and still, I hope you
trace your way back to me. As there’s a picture on my
ceiling — a memory sketch of you that walls can't help
but echo. Even in silence, this house whispers your name.
We're paired like bus wires — tethered to our thoughts,
transporting the weight of our unspoken luggage.
You’re cruel with beauty, closed off like a bookshop on
a Sunday —but I still read your body language on the
spine of your sighs. While the anchor of this love dives
deep, and I hold fast — _even if your tides pull me under._
Your face — inked in my mind like a permanent marker
refusing to fade.
Finally, you’re an orchid waiting in the sun, and I,
the patient gardener, learning to love each petal as it
unfolds; knowing that with each new bloom, we both
grow. So if I must wait — let it be beneath your seasons.
Let me turn with your weather, and stand still long
enough for you to call this heart your home.
Aug 5, 2025
Aug 5, 2025 at 5:03 PM UTC
jagged exhale⠀
releases from a juggernaut onslaught ⠀
of feeling ⠀
jolting blow blasts brain⠀
with a jarring noise of silence ⠀
⠀
naked mind mashed muted⠀
not thinking of anything⠀
sipping nothingness ⠀
from a rust ridden goblet⠀
oily pallet spoilt ⠀
⠀
blue blood boiling⠀
spilling, squirting, spitting ⠀
pointless in this farcical⠀
world of pretending ⠀
⠀
stringent restraint
contradiction⠀
blasphemy
madness⠀
Sep 7, 2020
Sep 7, 2020 at 5:05 AM UTC
And I'm pulling for you to push through this feeling
And with a little time that should do the healin'
And by tomorrow you may even feel so good that you're willing
To forgive them even after all that **** you been put through
Jan 11, 2015
Jan 11, 2015 at 11:39 AM UTC