#bawling
crawling crawling crawling
resurfacing from
the distinct memories
hitting every parts of you
like an atomic bomb
bawling bawling bawling
feeling full
and empty
at the same time
vomitting words, tears, and memories
dying dying dying
but you’re not
you’re breathing
just unstable
somehow sickening, but it will pass
Mar 27, 2020
Mar 27, 2020 at 6:52 AM UTC
He wanted me to forget everything
and drop the conversation completely-
but I refused.
Now I must face the consequences.
-Lynn
May 30, 2018
May 30, 2018 at 10:09 AM UTC
When did it become,
So hard to write?
How could the words,
Leave my mind?
Everything is confusing now,
What was once so easy,
Gives me anxiety now,
I feel like,
Everything is in pieces now,
It all happened so fast,
But,
Why now?
I feel like this is not the end,
Things might get worse,
In the end,
I'll be empty,
When I get to the end,
If there is one;
Is there an end to this?
I need you more than ever now,
But you have,
More important things now,
That you have to think about,
Now.
*It ***** how things are,*
I knew it wouldn't last,
Not forever.
You're always on my mind,
This pain can't erase you.
I hope you're alright,
I don't mean to worry you,
But you're got me worried out of my mind.
You're not hurting me,
But you're the only person,
That can take the hurt away;
But that's not why I miss you.
I miss you 'cause,
Your presence completes me.
Oct 14, 2015
Oct 14, 2015 at 6:02 AM UTC