#battleground
please
do not
make comments
like “I’m going to stuff my face”
this is a trigger
please
do not
mention how fattening the food is
believe me I know
I am a calculator
nothing goes in
without me counting the calories
this is a trigger
this dinner table
is a battleground
i am fighting myself
please
do not
tell me
“its the holidays,
you deserve it”
it is not that simple and
this is a trigger
please
do not
make me a spectacle
If I could eat
whatever you are eating
believe me
I would.
this is a trigger
this dinner table
is a battleground
but I
will beat
my disordered thoughts
Dec 22, 2015
Dec 22, 2015 at 8:03 PM UTC
The long fights,
Worth in winning the small battles
The long nights,
Shine together through the lonely shadows.
Life's battleground
where you stand,
Upon each battle we've won,
come out of them smiling glad.
Remember, you're not the only one.
Apr 25, 2021
Apr 25, 2021 at 6:58 AM UTC
Though this life is scary
with demons and ghosts about
The true horror lies inside
with your mind turning inside out
You cannot run or hide
your thoughts follow you around
And if you try and end it
Hell will be your battleground
Nov 8, 2019
Nov 8, 2019 at 8:32 AM UTC