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The chandelier still hangs high above the wooden ballroom floor; Its rusting branches, even though they're made of gold, wrap around the orange coils which lie dead amidst the night. The clock strikes midnight, yet no bells are to be heard; The carpet leading up the staircase to the podium in the room. Crimson, velvet, and scarlet covered with a thin layer of dust; even if unused, it's seen an eternity of lives. The broken windows lend themselves to silver strings of moonlight, which slither through them; venomous beasts waiting to strike. Falling in straight rays, the delta of light's rivers crystalize the concrete walls, with a tapestry of the finest silk, intertwined with threads of fake gold. The stillness grows thick, Fog of dawn refuses to leave, lingering to see the spectacle unfold. A figure at the top of the staircase, the spotlight of moonshine leaking through the dome atop the room, caresses its curves, swims into crevasses highlights the bold edges, paints the skin silver, the gown royal red. In one hand, bare, slim, and pale white, fingers tighten slightly into a fist. In the other, a shard of broken glass one arm held up to the sky, to the heavens, reaching out to God Yet God had stopped listening millennia ago. The other hand, stretched out slowly making its way down Driving the glass through the layers of skin slowly, rhythmically, decisively. A slow, small stream of red slithers down the arm, grows larger with every inch it moves; and the stream never stops. The stream grows to a river, The river to a sea, reaching the elbow below, now spewing red liquid faster and faster onto the marble floor. Another hand to the sky, now this one bare in all its beauty. Another blade driven through the artery, Another stream flows down the forearm. The figure in silence drops the shard folds its hands in front, and stands facing out to the world it will depart. The floor now a lake; the thick liquid doesn't stop, The figure caresses its chin, Slips the gown down to its hips Bathing in the moonlight one last time Before it closes its eyes Stares into the red Ballroom Now red of its own accord.
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May 17, 2021
May 17, 2021 at 5:48 PM UTC
Red Ballroom (** TW **)
The chandelier still hangs high above the wooden ballroom floor; Its rusting branches, even though they're made of gold, wrap around the orange coils which lie dead amidst the night. The clock strikes midnight, yet no bells are to be heard; The carpet leading up the staircase to the podium in the room. Crimson, velvet, and scarlet covered with a thin layer of dust; even if unused, it's seen an eternity of lives. The broken windows lend themselves to silver strings of moonlight, which slither through them; venomous beasts waiting to strike. Falling in straight rays, the delta of light's rivers crystalize the concrete walls, with a tapestry of the finest silk, intertwined with threads of fake gold. The stillness grows thick, Fog of dawn refuses to leave, lingering to see the spectacle unfold. A figure at the top of the staircase, the spotlight of moonshine leaking through the dome atop the room, caresses its curves, swims into crevasses highlights the bold edges, paints the skin silver, the gown royal red. In one hand, bare, slim, and pale white, fingers tighten slightly into a fist. In the other, a shard of broken glass one arm held up to the sky, to the heavens, reaching out to God Yet God had stopped listening millennia ago. The other hand, stretched out slowly making its way down Driving the glass through the layers of skin slowly, rhythmically, decisively. A slow, small stream of red slithers down the arm, grows larger with every inch it moves; and the stream never stops. The stream grows to a river, The river to a sea, reaching the elbow below, now spewing red liquid faster and faster onto the marble floor. Another hand to the sky, now this one bare in all its beauty. Another blade driven through the artery, Another stream flows down the forearm. The figure in silence drops the shard folds its hands in front, and stands facing out to the world it will depart. The floor now a lake; the thick liquid doesn't stop, The figure caresses its chin, Slips the gown down to its hips Bathing in the moonlight one last time Before it closes its eyes Stares into the red Ballroom Now red of its own accord.
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What I feel for you is akin to how the floorboards hug the wall at the corner of the ballroom. Smothered in gleaming tile, I lie beneath, fighting to breathe at the very seams, so close to you. I am worn, and old, and my nails are ripped to shreds as I claw my way through the throng of porcelain pink people to you. The touch of me against the very smallest part of you is enough for me to fall still and gaze not at the dancers in their gowns but the unassuming dark corner towards which I endlessly reach.
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May 15, 2020
May 15, 2020 at 8:02 PM UTC
Dancing
It's been so so long It's been so long since I saw Since I saw life dance Life dancing the bop and jitterbug Life dancing to rock and roll Life dancing to country and ballroom Life dancing to anything I'm sure we will experience the dance again Brian Hill - 2020 # 129
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May 9, 2020
May 9, 2020 at 2:37 PM UTC
Dance - Haiku plus
Lively and Jumping A vibrance felt Spinning in a Bright display of Human Beauty Its lights beckoning One step forward; Dead Darkness Isolating me From them The second life lived in the small Room Haunting Ballads Drag me closer Insidious, blighted It is forever
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Jan 31, 2019
Jan 31, 2019 at 6:53 PM UTC
Ballroom
As these forlorn cadences await- unfold To compose a disbanded vow Yielding unto harrows of gates untold Charms death to disdainful plow Death is plowed to a forgiving halt While silver moonlight and whiskey dances remain Glittering gold in this crimson vault- Feeble souls conjure grace as graceless minds abstain Counterfeit conceits ravish this open cellar As the night’s last dance ceases to a disgraceful plea The dweller’s disdain is akin to my killer And heaven yields blood to salt the earth for thee Come away now with your anguishing defeats Seek not a jagged spike as the heaven’s conspire and wake Glory and gold may turn us black as deceit But deception admonishes the dancers in their quake Spellbound nuances of this reality await at every turn Mourning and fighting the finality of this grave Orchestrated knives are rosined like honey, beckoning our blood to burn At last, a burning reckoning comes to ravage the brave But refrain, oh killer- host of this crimson vault Enlist a memoir for our sins Recalling the pieties of our gracious faults, Enough to make this blood go thin.
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Oct 15, 2018
Oct 15, 2018 at 9:08 PM UTC
The Last Dancer
Fragile hands, Weathered and cracked, Grasping onto the neck of the swan They are tough, Yet, all the while, their reach is gentle, And they glide with the swan to the pond’s lively middle Up Up they go Ricocheting off the dancing beads of water doing the tango, the salsa, and, at last, ballroom.
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Mar 21, 2018
Mar 21, 2018 at 6:36 PM UTC
A Dance
There upon the ballroom floor; Lights shone down - On the couple of the evening grand - With a choir singing their Love, And eyes illuminated in beauty, With stormy hearts ablaze; That night may forever restore.
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Mar 29, 2017
Mar 29, 2017 at 1:05 AM UTC
Ballroom
frostbitten by our heated words in the parking lot walked home together in our separate way along the narrow path with a universe of silence between you with arms folded tightly in your ballroom gown me carrying our plunder in t-shirt and jeans we steal glances at each other where we used to steal kisses we miss each other already...... so my words reach out to you you take my hand in that small gesture we once again find the warmth we love our souls embrace we drift the summer night as one starstruck heart we tangle into each other romantically one tender kiss as we open the door to our home sweet home we are one joyful laughter we are one smile we are lovers in our ****** bed once again
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Sep 15, 2016
Sep 15, 2016 at 1:39 PM UTC
frostbitten
Chatters under shimmering chandeliers The females all made up beautifully The males dressed to a tee Wine glasses clinking gently Her wavy hair flowed Framing her face nicely Her lips with a gentle tint of pink Her hazel eyes scanning the scene nervously Everyone complimented her rare femininity Often not seen on usual days People said Behind those casual boyish clothes Hid such a tender beauty She smiled thankfully However, unable to focus For she was waiting to see The one she dressed up for so zealously There he was... Decked in a handsome suit His tie so neat His hair styled the way she loved it The smile he wore on his face Ever more charming Her heels clicked carefully As she walked closer to him Her heart raced As the music played a slow melody... *She saw his hand, reaching out But it wasn't for her... It was for another... The girl he dances with, every day No matter what As the dance started The chandelier lights dimmed Like her heart And she left the ballroom Never turning back*
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Aug 21, 2016
Aug 21, 2016 at 8:14 AM UTC
Ballroom
Eleven Fifty. *I see a nifty reporter fixing his tie, Sipping in a teacup, drinking Chai. He surveys the room for that moment of magic, Not forgetting that the nature of his story is tragic. He tells others that the invitation was a welcome gift, Providing him the chance to debunk a particular myth. The castle halls were filled with chatter and laughter Spills of wine from wine glasses were happy disasters.* Eleven Fifty-two. *Night sky projects its color downwards, Painting the city blue. Stars mysteriously align with illuminating glow As the chatter dies down, readying for a show. With midnight approaching, beautiful words begin to appear, engraved on the castle walls; “you are the stars that ignite in the darkness of night.” “…to where we stood.” “I wish it was me.” “I wish it was me.” Recorded history of infinite love is all that I could see.* Eleven Fifty-Four. *A certain “Morty” is devouring shrimp to my left. Ordering forty more, he's clearly satisfying his heft. Our eyes meet for a second, my head nods As if it’s a secret of his that I’ve already kept.* Eleven Fifty-Six. *It’s raining, a condition for her to “be”. “Ooh’s” and “Ah’s” in the crowd but I can’t really see. Time has stopped as the dance floor clears, Anxious about this myth as midnight nears.* Eleven Fifty-Seven. *It’s not a myth at all - there she is! A living angel from heaven Gracious in presence, magnificent in beauty, We're staring at the star of a wonderfully vivid movie. She’s wearing a silk-woven concoction of a crimson red dress, A mask covering her face, necklace bears a family crest. Legend says the people will witness her choice, hence Her index finger points with a high-pitched voice. Deafening silence for a moment… and then… She picks a gentleman. That lucky son of a ***** Envious women are criticizing her; “Husky. ***** Witch.” The man looks honored, almost intimidated With her by his side, he clearly appears vindicated. He takes her hand, and presses her body with his And stares deeply into her eyes, But what he saw staring back Was a tragic tale he didn’t realize. The music brings the Midnight Princess to life As their spirits move in unison, like husband and wife. They dance, and in that small infinity, I'm lost in awe Her lovely waltz on the floor moving without a flaw Beautifully elegant art in motion Is all that everyone saw.* Eleven Fifty-Nine. *This man is running out of time. He needs to convince her to stay Before she vanishes away. The myth supposedly goes like this: If rain continues to pour past midnight, That gentleman hopeful would be futile in his fight For her heart, blinded by her gracious and kind sight, Not wanting to regret his actions in hindsight. He holds her tight, their union a great show, But he only had a minute, forty seconds ago. The ballroom rallies in hope for this man to catch her by his glove As he promises her tomorrow, and proclaiming his love. The rain is heard from inside the castle corridors The clock strikes midnight, chiming in three sets of four And she fades, with the audience awe-struck by the gleam Convincing us all she was naught but a dream. We wished it were him. We wished it were him. Hoped he would lift the curse. She left him feeling worse. They looked perfect together, but She deserves forever. It’s an experience witnessing magic without a fault And she sadly hadn’t been seen ever since. I pray she returns to dance an endless waltz With her one and only fairy tale prince.*
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Apr 22, 2016
Apr 22, 2016 at 8:25 AM UTC
Endless Waltz (Eleven Fifty-Nine)
Eleven Fifty. *I see a nifty reporter fixing his tie, Sipping in a teacup, drinking Chai. He surveys the room for that moment of magic, Not forgetting that the nature of his story is tragic. He tells others that the invitation was a welcome gift, Providing him the chance to debunk a particular myth. The castle halls were filled with chatter and laughter Spills of wine from wine glasses were happy disasters.* Eleven Fifty-two. *Night sky projects its color downwards, Painting the city blue. Stars mysteriously align with illuminating glow As the chatter dies down, readying for a show. With midnight approaching, beautiful words begin to appear, engraved on the castle walls; “you are the stars that ignite in the darkness of night.” “…to where we stood.” “I wish it was me.” “I wish it was me.” Recorded history of infinite love is all that I could see.* Eleven Fifty-Four. *A certain “Morty” is devouring shrimp to my left. Ordering forty more, he's clearly satisfying his heft. Our eyes meet for a second, my head nods As if it’s a secret of his that I’ve already kept.* Eleven Fifty-Six. *It’s raining, a condition for her to “be”. “Ooh’s” and “Ah’s” in the crowd but I can’t really see. Time has stopped as the dance floor clears, Anxious about this myth as midnight nears.* Eleven Fifty-Seven. *It’s not a myth at all - there she is! A living angel from heaven Gracious in presence, magnificent in beauty, We're staring at the star of a wonderfully vivid movie. She’s wearing a silk-woven concoction of a crimson red dress, A mask covering her face, necklace bears a family crest. Legend says the people will witness her choice, hence Her index finger points with a high-pitched voice. Deafening silence for a moment… and then… She picks a gentleman. That lucky son of a ***** Envious women are criticizing her; “Husky. ***** Witch.” The man looks honored, almost intimidated With her by his side, he clearly appears vindicated. He takes her hand, and presses her body with his And stares deeply into her eyes, But what he saw staring back Was a tragic tale he didn’t realize. The music brings the Midnight Princess to life As their spirits move in unison, like husband and wife. They dance, and in that small infinity, I'm lost in awe Her lovely waltz on the floor moving without a flaw Beautifully elegant art in motion Is all that everyone saw.* Eleven Fifty-Nine. *This man is running out of time. He needs to convince her to stay Before she vanishes away. The myth supposedly goes like this: If rain continues to pour past midnight, That gentleman hopeful would be futile in his fight For her heart, blinded by her gracious and kind sight, Not wanting to regret his actions in hindsight. He holds her tight, their union a great show, But he only had a minute, forty seconds ago. The ballroom rallies in hope for this man to catch her by his glove As he promises her tomorrow, and proclaiming his love. The rain is heard from inside the castle corridors The clock strikes midnight, chiming in three sets of four And she fades, with the audience awe-struck by the gleam Convincing us all she was naught but a dream. We wished it were him. We wished it were him. Hoped he would lift the curse. She left him feeling worse. They looked perfect together, but She deserves forever. It’s an experience witnessing magic without a fault And she sadly hadn’t been seen ever since. I pray she returns to dance an endless waltz With her one and only fairy tale prince.*
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Isang pinto ang nasa aking harapan. Pintong gawa sa kahoy. Limang tao ang lapad ng pinto, at dalawan' tao ang taas nito. Dahan-dahan 'kong hinawakan ang nakausling parte. Hinila ko. Ang bigat. Isang engrandeng ballroom ang itinatago ng pintong aking pinasok. Ang una talagang mapapansin ay ang magarang wallpaper na yumayakap sa pader. Sa pinakaharap, may hagdanan na tila hari't reyna lang ang maaring gumamit. Sa bawat dulo ng hagdanan, may mga nakapatong na gintong mga dekorasyon- mga anghel at mga hayop na makikita lamang sa panaginip. Pero, mapapatingala ka talaga sa larawan ng Diyos at mga anghel na sumasakop sa buong kaitaasan ng ballroom. Ang amoy naman, amoy ng mamahaling pagkain. May mga lamesa at mga plato para sa mga nais kumain Ang unang yapak ko sa loob ay sinalubong ng mga tingin mula sa mga tao sa loob. Lahat sila'y magkamukha... magkakambal kaya? Nilapitan ako ng waiter. May dala-dalang alak. "Ser, gusto niyo po ba ng-" "Bakit magkamukha kayong lahat dito?" Lumabas lang ang mga salita sa aking bibig. Di na ako nakapaghintay. "Ah... ser, kung gusto niyo po ang kasagutan sa tanong niyo, sigurado akong may makakapagpaliwanag sayo nang mas maayos." At sabay siyang umalis. Inikot ko ang ballroom. Kinausap ko ang mga tao. May mga sumasayaw, may mga kumakanta, at mayroon pang mini magic show. May mga nakabarong, iba nama'y naka tuxedo. Naging masaya ang mga usapan, hanggang itinanong ko ang tanong ukol sa kanilang pagiging magkamukha. Pinapasa-pasa lang nila ang tanong sa mga ibang nasa ballroom. Ika nga, "hindi nila mapapaliwanag nang mabuti." Ano naman ang napakakumplikadong paliwanag na ito? Lahat ba, naitanong ko na? Nanlaki ang aking mga mata. May nakita akong nag-iisa sa dulo ng kwarto. Mukhang matalino. Nilapitan ko. "Sarap ng pagkain." Binigyan niya 'ko ng tingin ng pagkagulat. Makalipas ang ilang segundo, nagsalita na rin siya. "Ganyan ka ba talaga nagsisimula ng isang conversation?" "Di eh. Pero masarap naman talaga. Kinailangan ko lang ilabas ang matinding damdamin ko para sa handa." Tawanan. Pero desperado na 'ko. Gusto ko nang malaman kung bakit. "Bakit magkamukha kayong lahat dito?" "Ah.... ikaw ay tulog ngayon. Nananaginip ka lang. Ang bawat tao rito'y indibidwal na parte ng iyong sarili. Ang iba't-iba **** personalidad, nag anyong-tao." "Ha?" Ginagago ako nito, ah. "Subukan 'mong kurutin ang 'yong sarili. Di siya masakit, di ba?" Tiningnan ko ang braso ko. Kinurot ko, yung masakit talaga. Wala akong naramdaman. "Gets? Ako ang parteng nais tumulong sa iba, sa kapwa-tao." ".... Maniniwala muna ako sayo, ngayon. Pero, ibig sabihin ba'y ang lahat ng personalidad ko'y pantay-pantay?" "Hindi. Ang mga taong nasa itaas ng hagdan, sila ang pinakamalalaking parte ng 'yong sarili. Kaya sila ang mga pinakamakapangyarihan dito sa ballroom." "At pwede akong umakyat doon?" Gusto kong umakyat. "Handa ka bang tanggapin ang iyong sarili? Pa'no kung puro mamamatay-tao pala ang mga nasa itaas? O magnanakaw? O sinungaling?" "Edi ok, tanggap ko naman na di ako perpekto." Pero sa isipan ko, natakot ako. Nakakatakot makita ang mga masasamang parte ng sarili mo, na naging sarili niyang tao. "Edi umakyat ka. Panaginip mo 'to. 'Di akin." "Sige, salamat pare." "Geh." Inakala ko na ang huli niyang sasabihin ay may relasyon sa pag-iingat, o pagkukumbinsi na 'wag na 'kong umakyat. Pero dahil sa isang "geh" na sagot niya, nahalata 'kong wala na akong makukuhang impormasyon kung di ako aakyat. Nasa harap na ako ng hagdanan. Kung nakatayo ka pala rito, parang nakatitig ang mga gintong dekorasyon sa 'yo. Isa-isa kong inakyat ang mga hagdan, at sa taas, may nakita akong apat na tao.    Yung tatlo, nakikinig at tumatawa sa biro ng isa. "Hi...?" Wala naman akong ibang masabi, e. Bigla silang tumahimik at napatingin sa 'kin. Alam na siguro nila kung sino ako, dahil nilapitan nila ako at nakipag-kamay. "Alam mo na ba ang lugar na ito? May nagsabi na ba sa 'yo?" "Oo. Sabi sa 'kin ng isa na kayo raw ang mga pinakamalaking parte ng aking personalidad." "AHHH! Mali siya! Nasa impiyerno ka na ngayon. Masama ka kasi eh." Napatingin lang ako sa kanya. "Joke lang, 'wag naman masyadong seryoso. Edi madali na lang pala! Sige, pakilala tayo!" Ngumiti naman ang apat. Nauna yung tatlo. "Ako ang parte **** responsable. Alam mo ang mga responsibilidad mo, at maaga mo tinatapos." Wow. Responsable pala ako. Ang pangalawa. "Ako naman ang parte **** madasalin. Malakas ang tiwala mo sa Diyos, kaya mahilig ka magdasal." Grabe, banal pala ako? Ang pangatlo. "Ako naman ang parte **** mahilig sa sports. Mapa-boxing man o swimming, o basketball. Lagi kang handa." Parang yung bodybuilder ko lang na klasmeyt ah. Napatawa ako. At ang pang-apat, at ang lider: "Ako ang parte ng sarili mo na nais makatulong sa ibang tao. Handa kang magpatawa kung kailangan, pero kaya mo naman ring magseryoso. 'Di ka nang-iiwan. Tunay kang kaibigan." Pero yung tao kanina yung nais makatulong sa ibang tao.... baka ito yung sinungaling. Bahala na. "Kayo ang pinakamalaki? Natutuwa naman ako." Nagtawanan lahat. "Pero may isa pa. Ang pinakamalaki talaga sa lahat." "Saan?" Saan nga ba talaga? "Dito. Halika. Bago ka magising. Para makilala mo." Pumunta yung pang-apat sa isang dulo ng kwarto. May pinindot siya. May maliit na butas na nagpakita sa pader. Madilim. Nahirapan akong pumasok. 'Di na sumunod ang apat. Sa gitna ng kwarto, may isang tao. Isa. Nag-iisa, kasama ng mga libro at papel. "Ikaw ang pinakamalaking parte?" Tumingin lang siya sa 'kin. "Ikaw ba talaga? Ano naman sinisimbolo mo?" "Ako ang katahimikan. Ang katahimikan sa iyong loob. Matatag ang puso mo, at kahit marami kang kinakatakutan, hindi ito nagiging hadlang sa 'yo. Ako ang nagbibigay buhay at enerhiya sa lahat ng mga personalidad mo." At ako'y napatahimik. Katahimikan pala ang pinakamalaking parte.
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Jan 28, 2016
Jan 28, 2016 at 3:26 PM UTC
ballroom
Isang pinto ang nasa aking harapan. Pintong gawa sa kahoy. Limang tao ang lapad ng pinto, at dalawan' tao ang taas nito. Dahan-dahan 'kong hinawakan ang nakausling parte. Hinila ko. Ang bigat. Isang engrandeng ballroom ang itinatago ng pintong aking pinasok. Ang una talagang mapapansin ay ang magarang wallpaper na yumayakap sa pader. Sa pinakaharap, may hagdanan na tila hari't reyna lang ang maaring gumamit. Sa bawat dulo ng hagdanan, may mga nakapatong na gintong mga dekorasyon- mga anghel at mga hayop na makikita lamang sa panaginip. Pero, mapapatingala ka talaga sa larawan ng Diyos at mga anghel na sumasakop sa buong kaitaasan ng ballroom. Ang amoy naman, amoy ng mamahaling pagkain. May mga lamesa at mga plato para sa mga nais kumain Ang unang yapak ko sa loob ay sinalubong ng mga tingin mula sa mga tao sa loob. Lahat sila'y magkamukha... magkakambal kaya? Nilapitan ako ng waiter. May dala-dalang alak. "Ser, gusto niyo po ba ng-" "Bakit magkamukha kayong lahat dito?" Lumabas lang ang mga salita sa aking bibig. Di na ako nakapaghintay. "Ah... ser, kung gusto niyo po ang kasagutan sa tanong niyo, sigurado akong may makakapagpaliwanag sayo nang mas maayos." At sabay siyang umalis. Inikot ko ang ballroom. Kinausap ko ang mga tao. May mga sumasayaw, may mga kumakanta, at mayroon pang mini magic show. May mga nakabarong, iba nama'y naka tuxedo. Naging masaya ang mga usapan, hanggang itinanong ko ang tanong ukol sa kanilang pagiging magkamukha. Pinapasa-pasa lang nila ang tanong sa mga ibang nasa ballroom. Ika nga, "hindi nila mapapaliwanag nang mabuti." Ano naman ang napakakumplikadong paliwanag na ito? Lahat ba, naitanong ko na? Nanlaki ang aking mga mata. May nakita akong nag-iisa sa dulo ng kwarto. Mukhang matalino. Nilapitan ko. "Sarap ng pagkain." Binigyan niya 'ko ng tingin ng pagkagulat. Makalipas ang ilang segundo, nagsalita na rin siya. "Ganyan ka ba talaga nagsisimula ng isang conversation?" "Di eh. Pero masarap naman talaga. Kinailangan ko lang ilabas ang matinding damdamin ko para sa handa." Tawanan. Pero desperado na 'ko. Gusto ko nang malaman kung bakit. "Bakit magkamukha kayong lahat dito?" "Ah.... ikaw ay tulog ngayon. Nananaginip ka lang. Ang bawat tao rito'y indibidwal na parte ng iyong sarili. Ang iba't-iba **** personalidad, nag anyong-tao." "Ha?" Ginagago ako nito, ah. "Subukan 'mong kurutin ang 'yong sarili. Di siya masakit, di ba?" Tiningnan ko ang braso ko. Kinurot ko, yung masakit talaga. Wala akong naramdaman. "Gets? Ako ang parteng nais tumulong sa iba, sa kapwa-tao." ".... Maniniwala muna ako sayo, ngayon. Pero, ibig sabihin ba'y ang lahat ng personalidad ko'y pantay-pantay?" "Hindi. Ang mga taong nasa itaas ng hagdan, sila ang pinakamalalaking parte ng 'yong sarili. Kaya sila ang mga pinakamakapangyarihan dito sa ballroom." "At pwede akong umakyat doon?" Gusto kong umakyat. "Handa ka bang tanggapin ang iyong sarili? Pa'no kung puro mamamatay-tao pala ang mga nasa itaas? O magnanakaw? O sinungaling?" "Edi ok, tanggap ko naman na di ako perpekto." Pero sa isipan ko, natakot ako. Nakakatakot makita ang mga masasamang parte ng sarili mo, na naging sarili niyang tao. "Edi umakyat ka. Panaginip mo 'to. 'Di akin." "Sige, salamat pare." "Geh." Inakala ko na ang huli niyang sasabihin ay may relasyon sa pag-iingat, o pagkukumbinsi na 'wag na 'kong umakyat. Pero dahil sa isang "geh" na sagot niya, nahalata 'kong wala na akong makukuhang impormasyon kung di ako aakyat. Nasa harap na ako ng hagdanan. Kung nakatayo ka pala rito, parang nakatitig ang mga gintong dekorasyon sa 'yo. Isa-isa kong inakyat ang mga hagdan, at sa taas, may nakita akong apat na tao.    Yung tatlo, nakikinig at tumatawa sa biro ng isa. "Hi...?" Wala naman akong ibang masabi, e. Bigla silang tumahimik at napatingin sa 'kin. Alam na siguro nila kung sino ako, dahil nilapitan nila ako at nakipag-kamay. "Alam mo na ba ang lugar na ito? May nagsabi na ba sa 'yo?" "Oo. Sabi sa 'kin ng isa na kayo raw ang mga pinakamalaking parte ng aking personalidad." "AHHH! Mali siya! Nasa impiyerno ka na ngayon. Masama ka kasi eh." Napatingin lang ako sa kanya. "Joke lang, 'wag naman masyadong seryoso. Edi madali na lang pala! Sige, pakilala tayo!" Ngumiti naman ang apat. Nauna yung tatlo. "Ako ang parte **** responsable. Alam mo ang mga responsibilidad mo, at maaga mo tinatapos." Wow. Responsable pala ako. Ang pangalawa. "Ako naman ang parte **** madasalin. Malakas ang tiwala mo sa Diyos, kaya mahilig ka magdasal." Grabe, banal pala ako? Ang pangatlo. "Ako naman ang parte **** mahilig sa sports. Mapa-boxing man o swimming, o basketball. Lagi kang handa." Parang yung bodybuilder ko lang na klasmeyt ah. Napatawa ako. At ang pang-apat, at ang lider: "Ako ang parte ng sarili mo na nais makatulong sa ibang tao. Handa kang magpatawa kung kailangan, pero kaya mo naman ring magseryoso. 'Di ka nang-iiwan. Tunay kang kaibigan." Pero yung tao kanina yung nais makatulong sa ibang tao.... baka ito yung sinungaling. Bahala na. "Kayo ang pinakamalaki? Natutuwa naman ako." Nagtawanan lahat. "Pero may isa pa. Ang pinakamalaki talaga sa lahat." "Saan?" Saan nga ba talaga? "Dito. Halika. Bago ka magising. Para makilala mo." Pumunta yung pang-apat sa isang dulo ng kwarto. May pinindot siya. May maliit na butas na nagpakita sa pader. Madilim. Nahirapan akong pumasok. 'Di na sumunod ang apat. Sa gitna ng kwarto, may isang tao. Isa. Nag-iisa, kasama ng mga libro at papel. "Ikaw ang pinakamalaking parte?" Tumingin lang siya sa 'kin. "Ikaw ba talaga? Ano naman sinisimbolo mo?" "Ako ang katahimikan. Ang katahimikan sa iyong loob. Matatag ang puso mo, at kahit marami kang kinakatakutan, hindi ito nagiging hadlang sa 'yo. Ako ang nagbibigay buhay at enerhiya sa lahat ng mga personalidad mo." At ako'y napatahimik. Katahimikan pala ang pinakamalaking parte.
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I'd see the smiles of betrayal And greed in the most innocent faces. Voices of cruelty and abuse Echoing like music in a ballroom. I stand in the center, surrounded by Shadows and screams. It's possible I could run, But the ice of your heart Beneath my heels keeps me Frozen in my sorrowful doubt.
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Nov 6, 2015
Nov 6, 2015 at 7:45 PM UTC
Only in Nightmares
One great thing about social dancing is you get to touch people. Sounds weird but it's actually the most beautiful thing in the world. Ballroom dancing- waltz, rumba, swing oh my words, it's such a beautiful thing! I'm not that good, but I can follow if you lead, if you take me along. Give me your hands, we'll go for a walk down the dance floor, around the many couples. Quick, quick, slow One, two, three Triple step, triple step, rock step. Beautiful. Why do you dance? Perhaps for the same reason as me... perhaps to find some purpose in your own infinity. Perhaps we've both come here with pain in our hearts let it out, let it get washed away by the joy in the room that will not leave any time soon. Get swept off your feet by someone you like You'll learn to go with the flow like riding a bike. Listen to the music from the 30s to the 80s and lift your feet to the rhythm of the ballads. Ask that person if you can have this dance, don't let them get away before the night is over, before the last song. Touch them, they'll touch you. It sounds weird, but it's so so beautiful.
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Oct 20, 2015
Oct 20, 2015 at 12:39 AM UTC
"You Get to Touch People"
You taught me more than just how to dance... You showed me cruelty. Peeled off the cover of reality and showed me meaning. You wore a mask to blend with the crowd And hid your vulnerability. But alone, I saw piece by piece who you were. A child, negative and unsure. Your passion burned over your regrets. You were a man of ignorance and understanding And joked on things that were immature. You made me feel special and not. You confused me and gave me butterflies. For that I hate you... And until now, I still try to convince myself that I do. How could I forget when every aspect of this world repeatedly reminds me of you? Chills runs through my spine when your name reaches my ears. And even in silence I still hear your voice. If only I could just forget. If only we had of never met.
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May 26, 2015
May 26, 2015 at 4:29 AM UTC
Tango in a Battle Field
The walls tower over me and shake me with intimidation. My bare feet pressed on the cold marble ground. I'm waiting for you. I trace my fingers tips along the stone framework, in wonder at all the glory of this capacity. Pillers standing hire than where my eyes can reach. Stairs reaching places I can't even imagine. I wait for you in this ballroom. No matter how many times I'm invited, I can't help but marvel in the alluring radiance of this room. Ever so gently you silently grab my hand and we begin to twirl. Forever it seems but never getting dizzy. What a gentleman you are. This room. Your hands. My beating heart. You are my King.
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Feb 11, 2015
Feb 11, 2015 at 7:37 PM UTC
Look at this room
There is a Frantic Masquerade, I've heard it said, where masquers revel in moonlight in the dark city streets. Their iron shoes burn a smouldering red and compels them never end the song they sing with their feet. There is a leather Curtain, made up of silence and shame. They place upon each dancer's face as they waltz through the night. They never share a longing gaze, never whisper a lover's name, and as their souls lose their lustre, their iron shoes burn ever bright. There is a lonely Ballroom of sad rain and cold concrete, where masquers revel in terror at the symphony in their heads. Their steps move ever faster, but their empty eyes never meet. Hearts cold, they dance with hot feet, ere they're dead.      There is a Frantic Masquerade, I've heard it said.      Their icy hearts stave off passion's heat.               They'll dance that way till the shoes burn through their head, and only when the ice melts might their heart's dance be complete.
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Dec 12, 2014
Dec 12, 2014 at 11:14 PM UTC
The Frantic Masquerade
a sophisticated dance, in the empty ballroom, at ten pm, while everybody else is drunk in the next room, we are dancing, sober and alive, *for the first time, ever.*
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May 20, 2014
May 20, 2014 at 9:16 AM UTC
waltz
In the ballroom, half past the hour I struggle to find place where bleeding walls are curtailing chase. and in the crude mix of masqueraded hearts I found your true face I watched you stroll in and out of fits of love, destroying every good thing left to break In the ballroom, three quarters past the hour I felt your cruelty pierce my skin and bone to a core, childishly toying with an old doll that couldn't take the pain anymore so that one day when pride knocks on your door he'll bestow you upon the floor and may you rest there forevermore. but in the ballroom, as the hour ends, for now you say amen before you feast upon the fragile thin of souls that belong to men whom may never love again. and may love never forgive you for this sin. In the ballroom, for the rest of your extent, may all the lost souls never forgive nor forget you for this sin.
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May 9, 2014
May 9, 2014 at 12:20 PM UTC
The Ballroom
The cobwebs were hanging in the corners of the room. While I'll confess I was lost within the masquerade, of a dance full with the intent of death; swirling till we sung with how to die alone. In our ballroom, is what I need; Step by step; unassumingly. I'll wait for you there, locked in our rhythm. I'll wait for you there, till time stands still. And on death row, I will continue on with a smile. My mask molding into my face- Like the harlequin, dancing endless steps- slipping down the path of the pagan. I will pray to the god's and anyone listening. To return me to my heavens. To a place, I'll recall; wasn't I just there--- In our ballroom, is what I need; Step by step; unassumingly. I'll wait for you there, locked in our rhythm. I'll wait for you there, till time stands still. And on I dance, until the days were done. And then, there I sat with regrets... Cobwebs hanging over shattered glass. All the things I've never achieved... For all I've done, for all I've been. In dreams until my death, I wonder on.
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Feb 11, 2013
Feb 11, 2013 at 1:43 PM UTC
In dreams until my death, I wonder on.