#balkan
Deep inside me, it’s still raining
In a black night, heavy with thunder.
And while I wait under the eaves of the roof
For either a key or for the storm to break,I think about how to squeeze out another day’s wage,
Since I’m still in this race for square footage—Just to prove myself to the world one more time.
But still,
I hear a voice inside, escaping me at times…
Like an owl in the deep, black, rainy night, full of thunder.
And it says: "Don’t kiss the bosses' *****
Don't be a party bot… a yes-man
Just to build a three-story house when you only need one,
Just so it's bigger than the neighbor's.
You don’t need those plaster lions on the gates
Just to spite the world.
But then, the rain stopped.
Freedom arrived
May 5
May 5, 2026 at 3:10 PM UTC
I fall,
I rise,
To fall once more...
Just to learn,
How to endure..
May 3
May 3, 2026 at 10:59 AM UTC
All the adults were smoking.
This is how I remember the Balkans.
Plastic chairs.
Apricots.
Somebody's uncle repairing something unnecessary.
Children running between parked cars
like tiny emotionally unstable diplomats.
The television inside talked constantly about danger.
Meanwhile outside:
watermelon,
heat,
neighbors yelling affectionately from balconies.
Nobody explained anything directly.
You learned history through atmosphere.
You learned fear
through lowered voices in kitchens.
You learned love
because everybody fed you constantly.
A woman from the third floor
once slapped my face lightly
for swearing
then gave me cake immediately after.
Regional parenting.
At night
my mother watered plants in silence.
Music drifted from somewhere distant.
Laughter too.
I think adults believed
if they kept talking loudly enough
the world would not collapse.
Honestly?
Reasonable strategy.
One evening, I asked my father:
"Are we going to die?"
He looked at me for a long time.
Then he lit another cigarette
and said:
"Finish your apricots."
I never asked again.
The apricots were good.
The war ended.
Somehow, both things are connected.
I think about that courtyard now
when I can't sleep.
Not the war.
Not the fear.
Just the apricots.
The plastic chairs.
The way my mother watered plants
like she was putting small bandages
on the whole country.
I am still that child, sometimes.
Running between parked cars.
Waiting for someone
to explain everything
with a piece of cake.
May 3
May 3, 2026 at 8:05 AM UTC
Today, as we strive to reach the heightsof life in the eyes of others,we are surrounded by a hunger for square footage,vacations, and exotic places.Craving the taste of papayas,chasing the hollow glow of likes,yet when the day ends, in a virtual worldamongst virtual friends...we are left alone with ourselves.Man, do you truly wishto keep climbing higherwithin the abyssof the virtual world?
May 2
May 2, 2026 at 4:13 PM UTC
Daylight messenger rests in sky alleys
Shining like snowy pearls
He glides with the scent of the valley
Fairy mist wraps up the cores of roses
Awaking their youth's aroma
Morning carries a bliss of chroma
With roots inside the earthly womb
Their cosmic songs flow
Feeding our senses with goodness
Enigmatic spirits
Has their beauty shown
The valley offers her rich growth
Petals majestic thrive crimsoned with a glee
Their oils are a blessing to all
Green forms breathe, apples, and grass sculpted within a scene
In the Land of Roses
Bulgaria, oh jewel in the wild
Your wheat and your goods spring from deep like the waters
Sep 14, 2023
Sep 14, 2023 at 9:39 PM UTC
Me, me, me: I'm just up for dem purple notez like dat purple cow from dat commercial: a Milka spot, no tiramisu, me i got a really black leather jacket, originally stolen by my brate in da name of da hood: we robbed a rich family in my city
dem apartment was closed, but my brate kicked dat door in wit his bosnian feet; 79 inches, balkan handz, workin wit a digga he be carryin dem lockerz; me tellin my brate: we got all dat yayo, so just do it
and now we be eatin cevape and börek, while dem cops are lookin for two of these yugo-haircutz; bluelightz all over da place, sirenz and carz, me carryin da bag no ****** around wit home depot
dear god, just help me dat time: i need me a benz wit dem mega-rimz
now come on and see it, and take it like quick: da yugo-cheater, i'll be rippin off dat cash
Nov 27, 2020
Nov 27, 2020 at 10:56 AM UTC
brate be
seven feet
balkan handz
yugo betrugo
atm tear it off
toni da serb
rade belgrade
brate be seven feet
balkan dropkick
es ist optik
es ist kopffick
we so yibbish
we so yibbish
diz is fibbish
gimme widdish
diz be the last day
of yous ridiculous stay
on this world
last day of ya stay
gimme your girl
gimme da cash
para be stammel
du hammel ik fick dich
he a sturdy kidic
aber keine wichtig!
come over and watch
gimme some cash
i'll cut ya head off
yous trash
ain't no madov
ya
know the code bro
inspire me baby
shorty now a sporty
nach dieser feier
gimme some raki
my pantz be khaki
benz like stasi you
know the code joe
gimme gimme gimme
bibi bibi bibi
ain't no real like
the copy of a copy
du opfer ich schneide
deinen kopf ab
eingeweide
quill'n
you gotz to chill
we so yibbish
we so yibbish
diz is fibbish
gimme widdish
jacket originally stolen
cevape and börek
para and babas
we don't care yeah
life be quick
touch my d##k
rub my d##k
life too quick
energy months
mothman *****
michael myers' titts
hyper years
feel me like an o.g.
you know the code brate
wenn ich deine fresse schlage
yugo betrugo
ebonics we got this
yugo betrugo
brate in die fresse pate
we so yibbish
we so yibbish
diz is fibbish
gimme widdish
ain't nothing new
check the views
just one fu##in fan
will burn ya jam
hip hop colors
flip flop mamas
beach feelingz
we need ringz:
MASSIVE
we need chainz:
CUBAN LINK NECKLACE 1 KG CLASSIC
Feb 18, 2020
Feb 18, 2020 at 3:34 PM UTC