#bai
Back when my face was curtained with bangs,
I would pick flowers, playing by the door.
You rode your stick horse toward me
rounding the bench, knocking off the fresh plums.
Together we lived in Changgan,
the two little ones without suspicion. At 14, I became wife to you,
shy glances hiding my smile.
I dipped my head toward the gloomy walls
of your thousands of gentle calls.
At 15, my expressions relaxed,
and I longed for our dust and ashes to be mingled forever.
I trusted like the one holding a pillar in a storm; why do I still climb, anticipating your visit?
At 16, my lord traveled far from home,
through the Qutang gorge and floods of Yu.
For five months we made no contact, monkeys mourning overhead.
By the doorway are your hesitant footprints, slowly growing in with moss.
The coating is deep, it cannot be swept away—the early Autumn Winds bring leaf-fall. August’s butterflies turn yellow
flying two-by-two to Western orchards.
My heart is wounded at this,
I sit anxiously and my youth fades.
Sooner or later you’ll cross down through Sanba, sending a letter in advance your return.
To reunite with you, no matter the distance—I will go all the way to Changfensha.
Oct 18, 2022
Oct 18, 2022 at 5:23 PM UTC
In those golden times
When you’re up and so fine
I remember you.
In your silence and solitude
Where you can’t be found
I remember you
In your laughters and smiles
Celebrating each victorious moment
I remember you
In your heartbreaks, pain
Frustrations and burden
I remember you
As you feel so broken
Picking up pieces of yourself
I remember you
When you’re on a pedestal
Chin up, Head high
I remember you
When you feel nervous
and sweat out a lot
I remember you
When you rub your nose
just because you’re shy
I remember you
Fake dimple, sweet smile
Enamoring brown eyes
I remember you
Fluffy tummy, **** arms
Simple stuffs i dearly love
I remember you
The gentlest giant I’ve ever known
with words like sugar cone
I remember you
So dear, so true
The only one
I am glad to remember you
As you reach out
along with those butterflies
I remember you
Hope this will not come as a surprise
It is felt rather than said
that i remember you
And there was never been a “never”
‘coz you’ll forever be always (always be forever)
and I remember you!
Oct 29, 2015
Oct 29, 2015 at 5:01 AM UTC
None of this bliss is better
Come what may, soon it will be over
With radiance you are welcomed
A glistening beauty you will welcome
Enchanted by the immensity of your dimension
Allured with this mere fascination
Been charmed when you look back
Yet end up just a slack
Up above I yonder
Beyond your lanterns that hover
You have always been out of reach
Can someone explain the twitch?
You came along with goodbye
Now I’m left with a sigh
It doesn’t matter how far
Just be who you are, my Star
Oct 14, 2015
Oct 14, 2015 at 8:14 AM UTC
Lantern in the hour of darkness
While daylight lies behind the mountains
Radiance tone in the atmosphere thou displayed
As if I crave for your twinkling angle, edge to edge.
Day seems to be good
But even the nights play to be better
And thy presence be the centre of magnitude
For numerous eyes will gaze on you and stare
All by myself and all that I know
Of a certain thought about you
Can enlighten happiness and rub out sorrow
Contentment, satisfaction can be obtained with you
Now a shade of red, now a hue of blue
Glimmering curtains in the sky
And as cracking of dawn will be through
It’s time to say goodbye.
Oct 11, 2015
Oct 11, 2015 at 7:22 AM UTC
You’re the prettiest
You are the cutest
And if I had to make a new word
It would be beautifulest
You’re the most charming
You are amazing
And why I find you pretty and sweet
I would say that you’re my heart’s beat
I see you grin from ear to ear
And dissolve into laughter
But I know you’re still stick in a labyrinth
Where you’re drown in pain
When you smile (cry)
When you laugh (break down)
I want my presence to be with you
And stop the skies for turning into blue
If you place your heart in my hand
I will keep it safe for me
I will cherish, care, protect, love
And treat it compassionately
I imagine that you’re like a glass
A glass that can easily be broken
And I want it on me to last
So that I can guard it even until the end
You as a woman is fragile
When broken into pieces, it’s painful to clean up
You may stick it up, but you’ll notice
The cracks still remain
I want to collapse into you
When your heart is bursting
And I want to hold you
When your bones are chilling
Everything on you is labeled fragile
And I don’t want to break anything on it
I just want to handle you with all my care
You are precious, you are wonderful.. Ever
Oct 10, 2015
Oct 10, 2015 at 8:20 AM UTC
Named specifically by angels, legendary
Even people in this age considered it a mystery
Lovely for true that I can say, “I love you”
Visible, beautiful and that’s all I knew
It gallops with a long white horn and
Every night I dream, to touch you, Starhorn.
Oct 10, 2015
Oct 10, 2015 at 8:13 AM UTC
Halfway down the stairs is where I sit
There isn’t any other stair quite like it
Sometimes in the bottom, sometimes at the top
So this is the spot where I always stop
My heart and mind is set every glorious day
Waiting for you to beep me, that’s why I stay
I am waiting here not with an open but with close arms
For me, at the dawn, to keep warm
Time passes by slowly
Seconds, minutes and even for hours
Making me a little bit crazy
For patience and time are at war
It’s around 4:30 in the morning
To the stairs I’m positively sitting
Stretching my legs alone and gladly waiting
Still blissful and joyful cause I got this feeling
I love the topics when we chat
Coz’ it is one of the many ways to smile in difficult time, and I feel that
Greetings, smileys and sweet sticker
Well, it made my day even better
In that stairs, you’re always worth the wait
Even if… even if waiting is forever
And I will never get tired waiting
As long as you’re there, I will never… ever
Now halfway up the stairs
Isn’t down and it isn’t up
Then you suddenly show up
And my head is filled with cheerful and sweet thoughts for me to go back
Oct 8, 2015
Oct 8, 2015 at 8:06 AM UTC