#bahamianwriter
i am searching for your warmth baby,
i need it.
i am falling in love & i can’t believe it.
i am lost,
all this space
is so misleading.
but your voice
soothes my soul,
keeps me believing.
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Dec 12, 2018
Dec 12, 2018 at 9:31 PM UTC
we base the worth of a human being on status & net worth.
we forget that all of this **** is MANMADE.
blind to a higher meaning,
disregard a higher being.
we place lost souls
on pedestals,
they never teach us anything valuable.
we worship material.
we lurk behind screens,
never seeing behind the scenes.
yet we see what’s unreal
and we start to feel
inferior.
give too much credit to who’s equal,
make them feel like they’re superior.
world of illusions,
& that is my conclusion.
we don’t believe that
we can win the war,
so we are losing.
we don’t need to chase wealth,
we need a movement.
we need unity,
togetherness,
you & me.
reconditioning the minds,
they are so closed,
let’s set them free.
Dec 6, 2018
Dec 6, 2018 at 7:18 PM UTC
i worry less about having more,
& cherish all that i have.
i am distant from complaint,
i do what i can to help.
i live a life in my eyes pleasing,
ive seen true purpose,
need no more reason.
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i have been chosen,
to uplift,
i have a special chosen gift.
a light being,
i stand apart.
embracing beauty,
exploring heart.
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a wise girl from the east,
who’s seen her share of fears,
stands fearless at the gates of hell,
her skin embraced with stares.
no longer tied to the level,
a new portal opened up.
her demons wave,
her demons cry,
“to a great warrior,
we wish you luck.”
Dec 1, 2018
Dec 1, 2018 at 1:26 PM UTC
solitude & silence,
nothing here is violent.
living on good vibes & light energies.
Nov 27, 2018
Nov 27, 2018 at 7:26 PM UTC
remember yourself for all that you are,
a beautiful child of the cosmos,
filled with strong feminine energies that can change the world.
goddess of love, light & acceptance.
angelic force of peace.
wild, chaotic & creative.
vibrant & earthbound.
beautiful with a mind made of stars,
& a body of the universe.
you CONQUER!
young on the earth,
old in the galaxies.
living two worlds but separated by a shimmering veil.
aware.
always safe in the arms of yourself.
become who you are meant to be.
embrace your female energy.
Nov 27, 2018
Nov 27, 2018 at 6:32 PM UTC
as my thoughts race,
and my mind wanders.
will i ever find peace?
why do i always make a stranger of the people i meet?
Nov 25, 2018
Nov 25, 2018 at 7:23 PM UTC
school girl,
never follow the rules girl,
substance abusing,
think it’s amusing,
wanna be cool girl.
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Nov 25, 2018
Nov 25, 2018 at 7:17 PM UTC
as my old wounds are healing,
new wounds have opened up.
& i cannot help but feeling
like i am out of luck.
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i am falling in the daze of skinny luv.
Nov 25, 2018
Nov 25, 2018 at 7:09 PM UTC
inhale,
exhale,
watch my problems float away..
no more stressing,
no more problems in the way.
i fly nightly,
i am grounded by the day.
i don’t medicate,
i meditate.
Nov 25, 2018
Nov 25, 2018 at 7:05 PM UTC
the day i lost you,
i never thought that i would lose you forever.
the day i lost you forever,
i wished we could be together.
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you are in a better space,
a higher place.
i still feel the warmth
of your embrace.
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i still dream about you,
somehow i live without you.
i know you’re watching down too,
i know i gotta get through.
Nov 25, 2018
Nov 25, 2018 at 7:01 PM UTC
i am a perky little,
quirky little,
misjudged little wild flame.
i am a fairytale believing,
pain relieving flower from the earth.
i am from a planet where we,
we do not even see
just how blessed we can be.
we don’t see the values,
we misuse our energy.
& we are crying out,
when we should be crying in...
there is a light way up above,
way up above
the universe, it shows me love.
yeah, i am love.
Nov 25, 2018
Nov 25, 2018 at 6:48 PM UTC
may we meet our hearts desires & make bonds we can’t forget,
may we conquer all obstacles, & live a life we won’t regret.
may we create a space that’s warm and safe for generations to come.
may we stop the madness,
dismiss the sadness,
may we all just live as one.
Nov 25, 2018
Nov 25, 2018 at 12:41 PM UTC
i swore to myself i wouldn’t be afraid to love again.
i stood strong as i won the war within me.
no matter how badly i’d been bruised
or the bad seeds planted.
i still wanted to give love a million second chances.
but it just runs from me.
love is done with me.
Nov 23, 2018
Nov 23, 2018 at 10:01 AM UTC
silly little girl,
thinking that someone could love you.
beyond all the slightly faded scars and battles that you went through.
silly little broken girl,
thinking someone will ever care.
they all just see a broken piece with loneliness so clear.
silly little broken girl.
just run away,
maybe you’ll find someone to love,
somewhere, someday.
don’t you stay,
they’ll never hear the things you say.
they’ll just trample you,
push you aside,
say that you’re not good enough.
they’ll say that you were fun to try,
maybe next time you’ll have better luck.
Nov 23, 2018
Nov 23, 2018 at 9:53 AM UTC
no need to prove your worth to the weak that cannot comprehend.
there’s no need to put up a wall,
there’s no need to pretend.
stand boldly in your truth,
stand strong and raise hell.
don’t you cry out for help.
don’t lose yourself.
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don’t allow a love so shallow to try to drown you.
watch the people that are fake,
they’re all around you.
only the depth is profound,
a love that cannot be found.
it’s higher, in a new dimension,
i’ve been searching the ground.
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if true love is what you seek,
you’ll find it at your lowest peak.
because those that love you when you’re weak,
are the ones you’ll want to keep.
Nov 23, 2018
Nov 23, 2018 at 9:42 AM UTC
i do not see a sober day,
i cannot see what’s in my way.
i am on 10,
im out of space.
im not okay.
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drugs drugs drugs
replace the feeling of needing to be
loved loved loved.
it is embarrassing to say i need a
hug hug hug
but im okay.
i don’t need anyone.
Nov 21, 2018
Nov 21, 2018 at 11:05 PM UTC
pieced me together,
from the little that was left.
thought i could be better,
thought it was what was best.
now, ive found i can’t smile without frowning.
i am still holding on while i am drowning.
i am still crying out in the silence.
i am still who i was,
i am still who im running from.
Nov 21, 2018
Nov 21, 2018 at 11:00 PM UTC
i make strangers of the people i meet.
i make enemies of the ones i love..
Nov 21, 2018
Nov 21, 2018 at 10:54 PM UTC
she’s too strong,
she’s too much,
she’s too tough to love.
she’s too hard,
she’s too broken,
she’s not enough.
she’s imperfect,
she’s wild,
she’s lost in the wind.
she’s insane,
sending signs of chaos from within.
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Nov 21, 2018
Nov 21, 2018 at 10:47 PM UTC