#baddream
He plunges the knife
deep into her, Stop, I shout --
against my own dream.
Aug 31, 2025
Aug 31, 2025 at 3:10 AM UTC
Here I am
Dream-Walking
of a farfetch reality
----
It
was
good
Jul 18, 2024
Jul 18, 2024 at 8:10 AM UTC
The jinns: a cloud cuts
through the moon and through the eye --
that looks at the moon.
Mar 16, 2024
Mar 16, 2024 at 4:27 AM UTC
*
I'm twisting, turning,
sweating, burning.
What's in my mind is so disturbing.
The world is falling,
piece
by
piece.
People are mad like angry beasts.
I open my eyes but the remain closed,
showing me this world that is
out of control.
I pry my eyes but the refuse,
exposing this world of issues.
I don't want to see this;
its far too ugly.
People are mad, everything is ******
I want to wake up from this nightmare;
where is the other world, where?
But I don't wake up, not now, not ever.
This is the nightmare we are
living together.
*
Nov 9, 2020
Nov 9, 2020 at 7:57 AM UTC
I open my eyes.
I’m drowning.
Dark water surrounds me,
I can feel them.
I see nothing but water but I can feel them watching me.
Laughing at me.
I can’t breathe.
My lungs burn.
I can feel their gaze on my skin.
I can’t do it.
I have to breathe.
It goes dark as the water fills my lungs.
Jun 2, 2019
Jun 2, 2019 at 12:21 PM UTC
I made you cry,
Way to many times
But you keep saying that you're fine
And babe....
Am really trying to love you more and hurt you less.
Why won't i find a way?
I made you cry for a reason i don't get
But i can't get it of my chest.
So i still don't get why you love me?
Am just a bad dream,
That won't let you sleep.
It's messing with my head
Why won't i find a way to love you more and hurt less.
Jan 4, 2019
Jan 4, 2019 at 7:08 AM UTC
Laughing at a funeral
Kissing him goodbye
Letting him break both our hearts
All bad things
Seeing your mom's husband kiss a gay dude
Bad
Maybe if I pinch myself hard enough
I might wake up from this bad dream
This bad dream
Bad
Nov 7, 2018
Nov 7, 2018 at 2:13 PM UTC
The left of center
are in north bound throes of a dupe
and can't begin to forecast this wonder of polluted marvel,
in the morrow
my optics discharged in a catastrophic traversal
While whimsy and accidental feels like I've taken pills
a power rain this sobbing has spilled
No longer to be contained based on sheer will
Attacked by neurotic transcending
While sifting through files and photo stacks
Came across multiples of your smiling face
From when I shot you, a couple hundred miles back
No one would dare debase the abundance of your emitted grace
Bloodshot mist eyed and blind from tears
control lost during transport steer
Drips off my cheek pouring down my chest
Could make great sense to don a life vest
Filling up floorboards like a spraying firehose
Shattering cascades diamondize the windows
A single glance at an image turns farmland into rural seaquake
If they interview my lifeless corpse what a headline this will make,
turning tragedy into a foolish mistake
people will curse and laugh
Paved over roads now films unseen
when dusk fuse night from the weep my eyes dispensed
Elements effected by incidents
Rising waves climb over to decimate interstate 65
All over a tiny tear drop and her sweet smiling photograph
Oct 20, 2018
Oct 20, 2018 at 8:01 PM UTC
I saw it with my eyes
Though blurred with tears
I could see those smiles
Thought it was my bad dream
But, she is very happy with him
Should I move on?
Respecting her decision!
Should I pretend?
As if, I just wanted to be a friend!
Mar 7, 2018
Mar 7, 2018 at 2:06 AM UTC