My attempts to make
You hate me only seem to
Make me hate myself

Backfired (Senyru)

I didn't realize how bothersome it was
To my friends I've met through you.
I hate that it's happening again... 
I don't know what to do.

I just liked this feeling, 
This burning passion inside.
Something I could put to good use. 
Something I wouldn't want to die.

But it blinded me,
Blocked out the sounds of the outside world.
I should've paid more attention, 
I should have had the past learned.

I'm sorry I let this happen,
I suppose this is how it ends.
No one else would tell me
That history's repeating again.