#backburner
You came to me in broken light
I held your pieces through the night
To you, I was a gentle stay
A quiet stop along the way
A moment's peace, a place to breathe
Not love, not roots, just time to grieve
Yet still, the thought won't set me free—
That I was used to set you free
And still I hoped, despite the ache
In fleeting smiles I saw you wake
Sometimes it felt you truly cared
Like I was seen, like I was there
Like love had brushed across your chest
Then vanished, leaving all the rest
But I, I only meant to heal
To touch your soul, to make it feel
You were the world I held so tight
A fragile star I kept in light
I gave you all, then let you go
Too tired to carry what you don't show
And when I left, you let me slip
No tremble in your loosened grip
No second glance, no final plea
Just silence, where you left me be
May 7, 2025
May 7, 2025 at 4:17 AM UTC
wasted time,
whenever I spend an ounce,
of myself—lesser than a dime,
my time, lesser than a hand count,
of myself with you,
a wasted time indeed,
and these regrets bleed,
lifelessly—out and about,
endlessly, these regrets,
will always lash out unto me,
unto me, they send threats,
my regrets begged to be set free,
Sep 10, 2024
Sep 10, 2024 at 2:34 PM UTC
My shoulder blades are on fire
but I can’t focus on that right now
The food will be overdone
guests tired of waiting
nothing is ready yet
But I can’t focus
right now
Shove it down
push it back
remember to forget
Aug 11, 2018
Aug 11, 2018 at 11:29 AM UTC
I was a hair late.
Those mere hours were enough for her to put me on the back burner,
And move someone else to the front.
I was left wanting, waiting, and waning.
Yes, we will exchange pleasantries,
And even embrace on occasion.
But the embraces will be nothing more than reminders of how platonic I am,
Or how pathetic I've become.
The wayside by which I stand cannot be overcome by merely remaining hopeful.
Yet, the time for action has passed.
Though I still pine like the ghost of Neruda.
Sep 18, 2016
Sep 18, 2016 at 9:46 PM UTC