#backatit
Time has come,
And it never feels like what you envisage.
Shades that were drawn, are now beginning to fade.
Tip your hat to the unknown, be the passenger.
Engage the reverie, evolve as you go.
Dine at the arrangement, the subtle choice.
Entertaining ideas cycling within, a soliloquy echoes through.
An eternity welcomes a chemical release.
Tunnels of hues, overwhelmed and confused.
Hiccup to existence, all are amused
Oct 11, 2016
Oct 11, 2016 at 7:12 PM UTC
My mind is frayed
Making me miss the days
I used to self-medicate
Didn't have to hesitate
Those days are far away
Sobriety making a lengthy stay
And it makes me manic
Paralyzed in an unending panic
Honestly I feel like ****
Calm and composed for a bit
Then hopelessly falling
Substances are calling
And it's ****** up
That I'm stuck up
Left confused and alone
Not to mention dangerously prone
To hatred and deprivation
Brutalized on the verge of starvation
I'm on a downward streak
Feeling more and more weak
So my pen bleeds words
That no one has ever heard
Dec 3, 2014
Dec 3, 2014 at 12:27 PM UTC