#backache
my back aches
like my moms always did
from carrying the weight
of choice
i do not have ******* that pull at my muscles like she did
but I have empathy
and responsibility
and my back
it’s where I carry
the weight
May 29, 2020
May 29, 2020 at 3:49 PM UTC
As my backache slowly claims my days
With its unrelenting force
The horror of my evil ways
Begins to take its course.
But how will it stop? a few ways I can see,
Most of which end without victory...
In fact in none of them is a winning me
For from the cravings I'll never be free. And nothings satasfactory.
And everything I once knew
Everything- all the time
Changes beneath the light.
Jul 8, 2018
Jul 8, 2018 at 12:11 AM UTC
The most superficial of all my troubles-
My backache does prosist.
Throughout all my other ****
That dull pain still exists.
Tucked in every lonley smile
And every insatiable crave
Is that pain, sciatic style
Despite how I behave;
Yet dealing with much more then a backache am I,
Addictions, Predictions, prescriptions, I lye:
Here in my bed in my room in my shame,
harbouring my bodys everworseing pain.
Feb 18, 2018
Feb 18, 2018 at 8:04 AM UTC