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Dear Father, You have given me so much, You have blessed me beyond words With the brothers and sisters in Christ You have provided for me, their words are songs on a record You knew I needed them, and You brought them in your holy perfect timing But I won't lie, my hands cover my face to hide my tears, I am ashamed to admit I'm dying Is it so wrong Lord? That I weep over them? That this is my last year? Will I be a forgetten memory? Will I even see them again?.. There are countless fears... What connections will be cut?  Will this bring me closer or more apart with them? Do I dare let go of the place you have called me to go? The place where my faith has increased? They are more precious than gems. I beg You Lord, I know it's almost half way over, but I know it isn't fully over yet... But my God, I surrender my fears and these emotions, these people I never want to forget I treasure them Lord, more then they'll ever know! You know how long I have suffered to FINALLY find true close friends who burn for You! Please I beg You Abba, don't make this come an end... Allow me to still share some moments with the ones I hold close, you know my desired view I do not know what the future holds... Only You do... I am lost and in wonder what will happen a year from now, or two, or three, or four, or five. But... You do, I have no control, I'd be a fool to try to take the wheel... I pray these relationships were meant to last, You used them to keep me alive! ...even if it is the end... I pray Lord You bless them, give them a great long, blessed life... even if it means I must suffer and end up alone... Protect them, even if it means for me to remove my shield, if it's better Lord for me to remove my self from them for their benefit, I'll gladly accept being disowned Do Whatever Is Best For Them Do Whatever Is Best For Me. Even if it isn't what I desire and long for... Even if it tears me apart the inside out,  at least they'll be set free Lord, I love them with all my might, You know I'd give up anything and do anything for these brothers and sisters in Christ But Lord, You hold the past, present, and future in your palm, You know what will happen, and I know with You, I don't dare to fight You have led me to find them, I'd be heart broken to loose them, I give this prayer to you my King, my Shepard, my Father I don't want to be pulled away from  them, please , continue to use me to help their faith become stronger Dear Savoir, I thank You for the wonderful blessed times I have had with them It's only through Your mercy and grace I was able to be apart of this beloved churches hem So God, Allow Me To Thank You Lord Before It's Over... Because  I don't know what the end may bring...
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Nov 22, 2017
Nov 22, 2017 at 11:21 AM UTC
ClawedBeauty101
Allow Me To Thank You Lord Before It's Over
Dear Father, You have given me so much, You have blessed me beyond words With the brothers and sisters in Christ You have provided for me, their words are songs on a record You knew I needed them, and You brought them in your holy perfect timing But I won't lie, my hands cover my face to hide my tears, I am ashamed to admit I'm dying Is it so wrong Lord? That I weep over them? That this is my last year? Will I be a forgetten memory? Will I even see them again?.. There are countless fears... What connections will be cut?  Will this bring me closer or more apart with them? Do I dare let go of the place you have called me to go? The place where my faith has increased? They are more precious than gems. I beg You Lord, I know it's almost half way over, but I know it isn't fully over yet... But my God, I surrender my fears and these emotions, these people I never want to forget I treasure them Lord, more then they'll ever know! You know how long I have suffered to FINALLY find true close friends who burn for You! Please I beg You Abba, don't make this come an end... Allow me to still share some moments with the ones I hold close, you know my desired view I do not know what the future holds... Only You do... I am lost and in wonder what will happen a year from now, or two, or three, or four, or five. But... You do, I have no control, I'd be a fool to try to take the wheel... I pray these relationships were meant to last, You used them to keep me alive! ...even if it is the end... I pray Lord You bless them, give them a great long, blessed life... even if it means I must suffer and end up alone... Protect them, even if it means for me to remove my shield, if it's better Lord for me to remove my self from them for their benefit, I'll gladly accept being disowned Do Whatever Is Best For Them Do Whatever Is Best For Me. Even if it isn't what I desire and long for... Even if it tears me apart the inside out,  at least they'll be set free Lord, I love them with all my might, You know I'd give up anything and do anything for these brothers and sisters in Christ But Lord, You hold the past, present, and future in your palm, You know what will happen, and I know with You, I don't dare to fight You have led me to find them, I'd be heart broken to loose them, I give this prayer to you my King, my Shepard, my Father I don't want to be pulled away from  them, please , continue to use me to help their faith become stronger Dear Savoir, I thank You for the wonderful blessed times I have had with them It's only through Your mercy and grace I was able to be apart of this beloved churches hem So God, Allow Me To Thank You Lord Before It's Over... Because  I don't know what the end may bring...
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