#authorhasmommyissues
The light swirls above the candle filled sky
teeth to flesh
heart to heart
Stern of my ship going straight into mud, sinking deeper and into my heart
born of your flesh
blood of your blood
I speak your tongue but we will never be one
Never will I see again, my eyes lost for a chance at a game above
hand to cheek
eyes looking for a chance at "love"
Angels shaking the hard ivory die, deciding my life with a swift roll of the dice
lie, trick, cheat, love
But the number they rolled were all один, never was I one to win,
My soul took, my hands, my trust, all so I could be enough
My colour drained
my hair has left
my body torn
My ribs poke through and you proclaim how beautiful of a flower I have become, drying under the harsh fluorescent sun,
Love me more,
Love me now,
Never will I be the same again, my teeth taken so I could not bar them as you rip my heart under the dying sun
Your mouth red,
Dyed from my own blood,
Your voice cut through layers of Love
Tainted and ruined never reaching the light above
My blood over the bathroom, my mouth clean and pure
My soul spilled all over and lost like dew,
But never it will be enough for you.
For long I will wait, For long I will ponder
But never will I reach the yonder of respect,
The distant glint on the horizon of love.
Jan 28
Jan 28, 2026 at 6:05 AM UTC