#assertive
Make noise!
Let the night know
That you are alive
That you are worth listening to
No need to wait
This is the right moment
These are the right words
Say them with all your heart
May you be morning's great champion
The angel in the desert of thought
The bright morning star
In the darkness of everyday
Say it to their faces!
You are right! You are never wrong!
You have the intelligence of saints
You have the power of lions
Let them know who you are
That you are master of your life
And of others' lives
Your opinions are great
You may win or lose
It doesn't matter
Nothing matters
What matters is the action
What matters is the action
Sep 21, 2021
Sep 21, 2021 at 10:35 PM UTC
I am slowly learning to use my words—
allowing the ink to besmirch these immaculate fingers
as I weave out my sloppy cursives around feint rules
like hydrangeas climbing lattices in the early summer;
spelling out vulnerability with every bit of hope
left glistening in these swollen, tear-stained eyes,
and unfaltering love with all five letters of his name.
I am slowly learning to use my voice—
heaving out the dust that’s settled over things left unsaid,
and rolling out my tongue to intimately slip off naked truths
my throat has been choking on in the silence of fear;
drawing constellations between the kisses of my lips
to faithfully concede to the phonetics of needs and wants,
and articulate every syllable with the intonation of desire.
So read between the lines, and listen closely—
pick apart my words and unravel the candor in my stutter,
unzip and unbutton every unsent letter I’ve ever written,
and watch me strip down on these pages in poetry-laced lingerie.
I am no longer that bashful submissive sprawled across the bed,
softly moaning for the pleasure of attention and the pain of neglect
under the crippling fear of loss firmly taped over my mouth.
I am slowly learning to ask for what I still and have always wanted—
I'm sorry it took me so long.
Nov 14, 2017
Nov 14, 2017 at 7:26 AM UTC
Faintest escape
Like sand through fingers
Unnecessary explanations
As to why you disappoint me
Speak the truth, worm
Your locket heart withers
Releasing the picture of abandonment
Fool, I am no fool
I am above your rule
Jun 17, 2014
Jun 17, 2014 at 8:59 PM UTC