#asabovesobelow
love was there,
I couldn't see her,
got caught once again,
in red mist,
kicking for reactions,
with a litany long, list,
love doesn't act like this,
she hugs you closer,
plants a kiss,
on kicking boot, when hurled out door,
her sweet voice moans,
I love you more.
loves you, when you're at the gate,
swings on the axe,
that pounds out hate ,
love held you closer,
talks soft and low,
she understands your feeling so,
"at least" she whispers,
"you act so real,
when tormented by, the way you feel",
She never judges, never warns,
sits with you
all night and day,
she doesn't tell you "life is grand",
just feels your pain
holds your hand,
illuminates your pardon if you need,
kisses your wounds,
when you bleed,
she holds your face, tousles your hair,
rebuilds your temple,
with special care
hugs warmly, when you shake with fear,
i didn't know, that she was there,
following down to depths of earth,
walks with you in fire,
rubs off the dirt,
she carries a light profound, from skies above,
the twinkling of stars,
white feathers, peace dove.
She is there for everyone,
all are equal under this sun.
Oct 30, 2020
Oct 30, 2020 at 5:36 PM UTC
As Above
In the moment of letting go
I can feel the light dying
Lingering whispers lie
Upon your dying lips
In the moment of letting go
The light in your eyes
Are growing dull
I know it's scary down below
Seeping into your casket
Prayers are dying
The sun is setting
Flesh begins to rot
The universe is unforgiving
In the moment of letting go
I can feel your heart
Sinking into HIS darkness
In your moment
You're saying goodbye
In this moment
I'm letting you go
So below
Sep 8, 2020
Sep 8, 2020 at 3:43 PM UTC
Watch the dimming of the light in the midnight sky.
Watch it flicker, watch it fade above
as a life grabs at his chest from an attack on the heart below.
A star that's burned for eons has felt the experiences of many seasons; new days in the body always come and go.
Yet they're never guaranteed, only change and death be the surest thing; stars are born while others lose their glow.
Though the heart has failed, the sails of the soul will prevail and bring it safely home.
Dec 2, 2015
Dec 2, 2015 at 8:35 AM UTC
The reason I have indifference
about my own fate,
I know it lies in the hands of
He who is Great.
I know I am His,
it is never too late.
But I can't stop taking care of others
while there are so many left to save.
Oct 20, 2014
Oct 20, 2014 at 12:36 AM UTC
Stack up. Second man, remember to cover right
and keep your elbow out
so third doesn't catch the door
swinging back on hinges.
Here comes the rock
1
2
3
and the rush.
I've come here to do business tonight,
business with that personal devil
on his aching throne.
Memories to sift through
experiences to re-live
and renounce.
One can't simply shoot
at a conception that needs
to die.
And here I come again,
pushing through wreckage
and half formed nightmares
wailing at the sky.
"I have come, in spite of myself,
to practice the acts of forgiveness
upon you who have stolen so much."
You who have subverted my love
and my hope
and my faith.
You who burned into me your belief
that everything and everyone
has a price.
You that made me into less than a man,
who corrupted my heart
and taught me to laugh at Love as folly.
For these sins I forgive you my Father
not for your sake
but for my own.
All that I have done and not done
as a result of believing you
is over. Ex Nihilo
Here is my sword,
ill used.
Here is my horse,
lame and ******
Here is my lance,
splintered.
Here is my armour,
rusted and heavy.
Take back these things given unto me
I have no need of them
on this new journey.
I go now,
with or without
she whom I love,
to create beautiful things,
to bring light and peace,
to be a true human being,
to live my own life
rather than trying to atone
for yours.
Oct 8, 2014
Oct 8, 2014 at 9:48 PM UTC