#armywife
I’ll forever remember your hands
as they slide along the smooth metal.
Like an extension of a part of you
that you have touched a million times.
A directed movement without intention;
But filled with intensity.
Your stance conveys a confidence
that is absent in the life you inhabit.
You pretend to be human
until you step into this sanctuary.
This church where you worship is one of
bullets and defiance.
I close my eyes and I can smell the
gunpowder and sin that is uniquely you.
The commandments of this God
are etched on your mind.
Procedure drips from your skin like sweat.
You bleed accuracy and precision.
As you breath in the sites
I can see that you have settled.
Your universe has narrowed to
the target in front of you.
Five feet or a thousand
There is no difference.
The round is a slave to your movements
Your very will dictates his beginning and end.
When your finger squeezes the trigger
I know I have lost you.
The recoil is a natural motion;
Compensated for at birth and dismissed;
like breath expelling from your lungs.
I find that I am jealous of the trust you
have put in the round that has just left you.
You know where it is going;
And you show no surprise when it
follows your instructions exactly.
How could I ever understand you
the way this object does?
Inanimate to me;
But essential to you.
She is the wife;
And I the mistress.
For I may yet learn your mind;
But I can never inhabit your soul.
14OCT2029
Oct 14, 2020
Oct 14, 2020 at 10:04 PM UTC
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I don’t wear the uniform.
No stripes on my arm, no rank to my name.
But don’t mistake it—
I’m in this life all the same.
I hold things together back home
while he stands his ground out there.
Keep the place steady,
keep the family close,
keep the fire lit—always there.
I ride out the worry,
the distance,
the quiet fear that creeps in at night.
I’m the one behind the soldier,
the one who keeps him right.
No medals for this.
No spotlight, no parade.
But this role I carry—
it matters. It’s not just played.
Because every fight he faces,
I feel it in my own way.
I’m the Army wife—
not always seen,
but I’m there. Every day.
Proud of him.
Proud of us.
Standing beside my soldier,
steady and strong—no fuss.
So no, I don’t wear the uniform,
and I don’t give the commands—
But I stand my ground just the same.
And I know exactly where I stand.
I’m the backbone,
the quiet strength,
the part you don’t always see.
An unsung voice in the ranks—
but it’s still service,
and it’s still me.
Apr 15
Apr 15, 2026 at 7:38 AM UTC